如果有这样的他，请珍惜..

如果你身邊有個能替你亂想的人，我想說，請珍惜。
也許你會覺得這個人很煩，為什麼總是亂想一些不著邊際的東西
也許他這樣會讓你感覺很累。
也許你是真的在忙，在做一些其它的事情。當你很累很累的回到家，卻看到那個人的一堆留言，一堆不著邊際的亂想，這時的你，是不是很惱火。然後回复一些他根本無法做到的事情，比如說讓那個人平淡些，或者你傻了吧，再或者一句話都沒有。

其實，這一切的一切，都是那個人離不開你的狀態。

也許那個人也不斷地提醒自己，你是在忙，不是其他什麼原因不自己了。不是不愛自己了，不是不珍惜自己了。
也許那個人總是關注這你，怀揣著不安的心，和極度矛盾的大腦一直等你到半夜，然後想著你對於它的一大堆表現他內心想法的留言做出怎樣的回复。因為怕你責備他總是亂想。於是矛盾又開始了，接著又是無止盡的亂想，直到用酒麻痺自己，或者睡去，再或者等到睡去。
也許那個人總是責怪自己為什麼亂想，為什麼總是因為一點小小的事情就開始無盡的瞎想，結果的方向都是不好的。那個人也不像這樣，只是因為太在乎一個人，太愛一個人。


這時候，你是怎麼想的呢？怎麼做呢？

也許你已經經歷了好多那個人並沒有經歷過的好多事情。
也許你考慮的事情，看待感情的方式要比那個人平淡好多。
也許就因為這樣，用你的眼光去看，那個人就像個小孩子，不能長大，不會自己處理情感... ...
也許因為這樣，你覺得那個人應該按照你的方式，不要去亂想。或許，你是不想看他難過，但是你說的方式，那個人很難做到。

也許你很不在意，你很沒有責任感想的不是很長久不為那個人考慮但想給那個人幸福因為你有的時候不喜歡跟那個人說你在為他做什麼，你做的其實真的很好。
也許那個人很不知道，但是那個人肯定在為你考慮，想讓你感覺幸福。因此甚至犧牲自己的很多想法，即使傷害到自己，也要笑著對你說沒事，不疼，一點也不，那個人在你面前永遠都是快樂的樣子。

因為你倆愛的方式相差很遠，所以，要共同克服許多問題。
也許你可以站在那個人的角度多考慮一點，其實那個人一個人也挺苦的，其實這些你都知道，只是你太忙沒時間好好去陪那個人。
也許那個人也應該少一點猜想，靜下心來想想，既然選擇在一起，就該去信任對方。其實你確實很忙，其實這些那個人也都知道，只是因為自己天生的性格喜歡亂想。



如果你身邊有個愛替你亂想的人，請你珍惜那個人，因為他很在乎你，很愛你，才會這樣。記住，那個人很愛你，如果你也下定決心和那個人走下去，請包容一下他愛亂想的特性。其實一點就好。
這樣你們一定會幸福的

I'm so outdated!! (T-T)

It's me again..
Yea.. This time, I am gonna blog about what's happened today..


Hmmm..
I feel I am kinda outdated..
Why do I say so?
Because I just found out some special features of iPod..
Can't believe it man!
I bought this iPod touch for.. (let me count...) for one and a half year already but now I only realize..
Kinda outdated right?!!
Omg! I can't accept this!
And now, once again I am crazy for my iPod touch..
Honestly, I'm not regret for buying this as my 16th birthday gift..
It's kinda useful although it doesn't support 3G..
At least I won't get bored with it..


By the way, what the special features that I discovered today?
A useful features indeed..
I can now open any apps that I wish with one flip..
Ya.. ONE flip!
Or even better, I can open apps by voice control..
Ya.. VOICE control!
It's some kind like shortcut..
I do like it as I don't need to search the apps in my folder and open it..
This take me a little times because I didn't manage my folder well..
Ya I know it's my fault..
Hmmm..
I am gonna check out more and more features in a short times..
Just wait and see~
I believe that Apple product won't make me down..


Yea,
I think I gonna lock myself up in an empty room with only table, chair and books..
I can't concentrate on my revision..
Every half an hour revision, I will stop and open tv or sleep automatically..
Oh no!
I can't behave like that!
I already ruined my Additional Mathematics 2..
Can't take any risk anymore..
I don't want to get a bad result..
Please be serious and concentrate on revision lar duh!
I beg you!
=P


Gotcha!
I get caught by my mum..
She just knocked my door and ask me to take bath now..
I think I have to end this..
That's all for today..
See you next time, my dearest friends!! Take care =)



Sincerely by,
fey =D

A random post: English

okays,
since i had a long long times didn't blog in english,
so i planned to give a try...
hope that my english didn't gone dull...


well,
i have so many plans nowadays..
planned to shop till i drop,
planned to travel,
and yea i am so looking forward for my graduation trip!
everything is under control although there are particular problems pop out in the middle
but i believe that i still can make it, sort it out as soon as possible..
and in the other hands i am trying my best to fight for more F.O.C stuff and services from the travel agency..
may God bless me!
opps! i am somewhere lost right now.. Let's back to my point..
yea, somehow i made a commitment with myself,
that is, i wanna to learn to speak english well, or even better..
get this idea when i watched Jayesslee's video again and again on youtube,
they are Korean Australian and they speak english so fluently..
i know i still not able to express myself readily in english, even worst that my grammar is not good, that's why i can't score well in my essay..
what a sad case as english is really important to me, to my future career,
i have to speak it in front of public, make it as my 2nd language!
so from now on, try to talk to me in english and correct me if there is any mistakes,
i'll definitely thankful and appreciate it so much!


and yea,
i think i should write myself a new wishlist,
shopping for dressing and shoes is the 1st,
Jayesslee's concert is the 2nd!!
omg! i am so obsessed toward them, idk why,
maybe they are pretty and can sing well..
Jayesslee is twins singer, which are Sonia and Janice,
and i am Sonia's fans!
you know what? She is sweet, able to sing well, and she plays guitar!!
her smile just melt my heart, and i can't stop myself from watching their video on youtube every night before i sleep...
interested to know them more?
kindly proceed to http://ruiix-ng.blogspot.com/2011/09/jayesslee-live-in-kl-2011.html
i am sure that you will do the same crazy thing as me after you know more about them!
i really hope i can attend to the concert,
the cheapest price is still costly for me,
and yea, i am having financial problem,
a very very tough problem that i am still trying hard to solve it..
does God listening to me?
please! please bring me to their concert!
=p


how was my recent life?
currently having my trial exam right now,
trying to make myself steady as i don't have well and enough preparation..
friends are busy doing revision but i do nothing..
perhaps i should ready to accept my bad result?
Yes! indeed.
just try my best and trust myself..
and also to HIM
=)



okays,
that's all for today,
see ya v(^.^)v
have a nice day!