short post

okays,
let's have a short post after 3 weeks school life..

i tried my best to finish all the homework by that days..
at first, i thought that i really can make it,
but now i only realized that there are some factors behind that i can't get through it.
negative spirit make me moodless and "asking" me not to do so,
i just wanna sleep and sleep..

honestly,
i am afraid to be alone at night, a silent night,
my mind just can't stop figure out some negative issues,
transmitting negative energy from brain to my whole body,
and makes me feel like i am just a soul that failed to control myself.
i need someone accompany but i always failed to meet the right person.
perhaps i should try my best once again to control myself,
or find a right way to express my pressure, feeling and negative spirit out.
i just don't know which one is the best way.

okays,
let's take a deep breathe,
life must go on,
everything will be alright, isn't?
i am trying to giving myself some positive encouragement =)
i know i can make it!
gambateh!