2012/03/21

the night before the release of SPM's results

hmm... tomorrow is the big day,
and guess what? i'm still clearly awake in this late night..
i can't set my mind off from the scene when i'm taking my result,
nervous? Honestly yes but yet i knew i have to pass everything to GOD..
it's definitely not a way to escape but believe in what i've pray to GOD!
HE is never ever fail to listen even once!
so what for i'm still awake and nervous in this moment?
guess i've to put in a completely faith toward HIM, my dear GOD...
so, for sake of calming down myself,
i've chose to write this blog and noted down all my feelings in this seconds,
as i hope i may relief out all my stress and uncomfortable feeling after blogging..


hmm.. i started to think back the night before PMR's results released,
did i nervous and insomnia like now?
but sadly, i couldn't think any of it,
i had totally forgotten about that night,
perhaps i had a good sleep and didn't nervous like what i'm doing right now?
i thought i'm steady enough until the actual day when result release,
but tonight has proven my failure !
i can do nothing except pray hard to GOD, my LORD...
hmm.. perhaps it's better to get ready my heart to accept any "big surprise" on tomorrow,
i really hope that i'm lucky enough to get what i've wish..
GOD bless right? just believe this with no doubt!



i know, i have to PRAY HARD, and HAVE COMPLETELY FAITH TO HIM! amen :)



ps: hmm... i really have to brush up my english writing and speaking skills! :(

2012/03/02

祷告 pray hard


Pray hard 双手合十


这都是最近在做的事
这个星期的起伏很大
感觉到上帝在考验我
我不懂如何叙述我的心情 该从何说起?


于是


祷告吧 把一切都祷告让上帝知道
祷告 是我们子女与天父沟通的桥梁
想说什么就说 道尽一切
说着说着 眼泪就掉了
没关系 告诉自己
在祂面前 要坦诚


所以


把一切交托 再学习林书豪的精神
重复地阅读林书豪对神的见证
反复地思索 相信 然后祷告
再一次双手合十 闭上眼 pray hard
我知道 天父要在迷茫中依然坚信



坚定祷告 相信祷告 amen :')
i'll pray hard :)