2010/08/31

revision

4am now,
going to sleep although i am not sleepy..
Don't hope to break my record for 10++ hours study for exam non-stop 2day...
i scared my brain will blank out...
hopefully it won't...

ps: Don't think that tomolo will wake up on time for breakfast with movie kaki..

okays,
i have to off to bed!
Happy Merdeka Day~

Gambateh on my exam! ush ush ush~

2010/08/27

回顾

刚才略略看了我2008的事迹
时间过得真快
现在已经是2010年的8月尾了
总觉得自己很老
我很想过回以前的日子
光阴一去不复返
算了呗~

发现以前的我很爱写作
可以很即兴的写出某段字
现在老了
很久都没有这样做了
脑袋也生锈了
回到过去?
谁能借我时光机?

突然灵感没了
不懂要写什么
只想说
我 不 开 心

2010/08/22

Birthday

Read her blog just now..
Honestly, I m envy about her life..
Her life is full of best frenships bt wat do I?
When i was still a small little child,
I always told my fren that I got a lots of frens n I admit my social network is quite good..
Bt now, I have to admit that I m a looser.. Looser in frenships..
Actually, I m nt so trust on my fren around me..
the side-effect of being betrayed?
I jz cnt figure it out..
I reali scare to get hurt from my dear frens d..
Perhaps they always do believe n sayang me..

Honestly, every year before my birthday, I m quite looking forward for it..
I m curious that wat my fren will give me n how do they celebrate for me..
So do this year..
Bt it is quite sad that wat I imagine isn't happened..
Due to imagine=fake illusion?
I cnt get the surprise party or any related surprise from them..
I hope that I cn get the same things from fren as wat I have done for them..
Will this small little request consider as a excessive request?
Haha..

It is just a sudden feeling that I caught when I read her blog..
This post is meant nothing..
Jz a fucking bull shit post..
Ignore this please..
Thanks for ur cooperation.. ^.^

2010/08/10

晃晃~

啊~
终于有少许时间上来晃晃...

最近生活压力大?
不晓得...
只知道最近睡眠不足
且 睡的不是很安稳
总会忽然惊醒 然后朦胧睡去
生理时钟出现问题?
心理水平无法平衡?
希望是自己想太多..

光阴似箭
转眼已是9月天..
这数个月来
有长大了吗?
不敢奢求什么
只希望一切能 平平安安 顺顺利利 开开心心
就已满足

生命
我会画出美丽的色彩 =]