2012/10/25

LOVE



Love,
it's a subject that we have to use up our entire life to learn,
learn how to love, and learn how to be loved..

i'm loved.
i'm loved by GOD,
i'm loved by FAMILY,
i'm loved by FRIENDS,
and of course, 
i'm loved by MYSELF.
they're always giving me support,
and also tolerating everything on me,
my anger, my attitude, my words.
tongue has no bone, but it can break a heart badly.
sometimes, i don't mean what i've said,
but somehow, my expression had brought my meaning to the other way round, 
the art of speaking is one of the toughest subject in my entire life.


i love.
i love GOD,
i love my FAMILY,
i love my FRIENDS,
and of course,
i love MYSELF.
but, what's love mean?
there are plenty of definition.
and my definition on LOVE is i spend all my heart, my soul, my sincerity, my everything to care, to give, to feel, to help, to concern..
i care each of you, 
i give my everything to you,
i feel the love that you gave me,
i help you no matter what occasion you're in as long as you need me, 
i concern every single issue that happen on you,
with all my heart, my soul, my sincerity, my strength, my everything,
i'm learning, always learning, learning to be a better man,
i knew i could be better, with GOD's love, GOD's path,
just spend me a little bit more patience to wait,
the new me is coming with the fastest pace she can,
to love, and to be loved.


i wish i could have a better gain, to give GOD, on the day of harvest,
i wish i could love each of you, like how GOD love me,
i promise i will succeed, i promise i will not forget this commitment,
but can you please wait me with a little more patience?
will you?

2012/10/23

长大



是否 长大了 就该多隐藏自己的情绪
把悲伤藏得最底 把快乐放得最大
就是应该学习的情绪管理吗?


每一天都很努力地在笑 这样我会快乐 而看见我的人很会很快乐
但 在我没办法撑下去的时候 告诉自己 我还有上帝 必须依靠祂的力量去做每一件事
我一直很想扮演好的角色 都做到了吗?
如果今天就是收割日 我的收获 会是什么?
我该拿些什么献上 以感激祂对我的爱?
还有爸妈 兄弟姐妹 对我的爱?
似乎 这份功课 我并没有做好 反之 我还做得很烂


除了祷告 深呼吸 我还能做些什么来缓和一切?