life

it's has been long times i didn't blog about my life. Perhaps I am still alive x.x
i planned to change my blog skin but i forgot the skin websites.
i would like to have a plain white blog skin with a meaningful picture on it. but i failed.
it's okays. i am not rushing for it right?

i am busy recently. of course, i am busy with my jobs.
i am having 2 jobs in the same times.
morning until evening i working at pelangi publisher factory and yet i working with my parents at night.
lots of things that i haven't do, lots of planning that i failed to complete, and in the others hand the time had flow in light speed.
perhaps i know magic. perhaps i have 48 hours per days so that i can do what i want.
what to do? life is so imperfect. what i can do is keep encourage myself. "though life is overrated, i gotta work my way out to make it", right?

so here is a conclusion of my life,

i am a bee X.x

=]

god,
can you spare me strength?
I'm so tired now..

why do everyone put me aeroplane?
say going but not going at last?
why?
just because of i am not belongs to that gang?
just because of i don't have many friends?
i don't understand.
i really don't understand.
what the holy shit inside those people's brain?
it's suck!

but nevermind,
i'm sure that one days you all will having the same condition with me..
that is what people always said "风水轮流转"..
so just let me wait for the days..
and,
please remember how u all treat me in this period,
dun blame me if i treat u the same way,
and better don't make me laugh at you..

anyways,
this is the last time i organizing trip,
next time,
don't ever find me to help you all planning any outing and trip again,
i just hope that u all can learn the lesson i learning..
after that think back how u treat me,
and think back should you all treat people like that,
so you will know what should do..

right? =]