快乐的昨天...

昨天,我校(加影育华中学)举办了一年一度的育华偶像歌唱比赛...英文简称为Yuhua Idol...今天,有近千个学生参加了这个盛会,而我呢?是工作俄人员啦...代表育华网页制作组...可是我的重点不是这个,二是今天会有很多歌手出席哦...虽然他们不是很出名,可是他们都是有实力的歌手哦...今天来表演的歌手有佳旺和子荧,Jin和全男班...都说了是比赛嘛...一定有评判的咯...介绍介绍一下...有四位...第一位是MyFm DJ-贾森,第二位是海螺的歌手-Jenson,第三位是本地著名演员-杨威文,第四位是我校老师-杨靖耀老师...哇...超爽的啦...贾森好帅哦..我也拍了很多张他的照片...佳旺子荧...一个帅一个美,一个超会唱一个超会创作...我当然不会错过机会...也跟他们拍了张合照...也买了他们的专辑....哈哈...超开心的啦...!!!^^

不开心啦..烦...

今天心情很down,很沉淀,也不懂为什么,就单纯的心情低落,什么事都不想做...或者是想太多的关系吧...可是不想就有用吗?答案是没有用...唉...亲情,友情,爱情都很烦哦...都不懂要怎样面对...不面对是解决问题的方法吗?有时我在想,到底是不是上帝在创造人的时候也同时创造问题出来,要让人学着去解决,学着去成长...可是为什么我的人生就是要那么多问题存在...就好像解决不完的...一波未停,一波又起,我已经没有精力去解决了...为什么这世上要有问题,麻烦,这些东西的存在呢?不过,同时得我也很谢谢这些东西,因为当我在思考这一些的时候,我的新会很自然的沉淀下来...可是就因为沉淀,也让我想了很多很多...该想得也想了,不该想得也想了...这是件好事吗?似乎不是...人生就不能简单点吗?干嘛要酱复杂?还是人生原本就很简单,只是我们向东西的观念很复杂...把简单的东西想成很复杂?有时候我在想,开心也过一天,不开心也过一天,干嘛不开开心心地过呢?可是话容易讲,想要完完全全的做到这世上没有几个...唉...想去找辅导老师来辅导自己一下,可是又怕被他看见...是不是很麻烦?唉...不想懂得...不想去想...平平静静地过每一天就好了...没有烦恼=自在=开心...如果我家旁边有片海就好了...因为我喜欢看海...看海可以让我平静下来...听海可以让我不去想酱多...因为海的淙淙声可以洗掉我的烦恼....

a normal day....tired

To me... today is a normal day...coz today gt happiness and also got sadness...got good thing and also bad thing...got hot-temper and also got calm down for thinking.... sumtimes i wonder why i will be here....wat is the function of me....but who can answer me? i also duno....God reali will bless me? But i m a buddist...haha....funny rite? Haiz... sumthing happen in my home relationship but i m nth to do coz of i duno wat should i do....i cant tell potato and cant go find caunseling...coz i will let him know... sumtimes when i think tis...reali wan to cry.... wat is the next step for my dad? we also duno...haiz....will God bless me?Hope so.... I reali tired....tired of everything.... i m gotta crazy...but who can help me? i an tell u the answer....no 1 can help me... wat also need me settle it myself...
Oh man....i reali tired....i reali reali tired.... i would like to have a sleep tat wun be wake up for so short time....i would like to have an enough sleep....maybe after it,i will be more energy and also no need to settle all the stupid thing.... but is it possible? Hope so.... God....enough la... i reali tired...