2 months...

erm....
me and him 2 months d...
yipee^^ *clap
but i think he wun remember 2day....
aiks... suan liao la...

2day go skul agm...
i m super duper dun hope to get up from the bed...
tired neh~
but i promised rui n my daughter jac....
so muz go lo...
new AJK list...
no comment about it...

i m happy u get ur seat-ketua pengawas...
but wat i can tell u is... becareful wif ur good timbalan....
call her beware...
f3 pengawas all beh song her d...
and me...
no eyes see d...
i m happy that u try to persuade me to stay down...
but i reali cant stand for it...
sorry for cant done my promise for giving u 1 week times to settle...
coz i dun wan waste ur time and my time...
u reali cant settle it within 1 week times....
but i hope u will try ur best...
dun make other f3 pengawas disappointed...
actually our this badge all also very gt heart to do de....
jz becoz of.... so make us reali no mood to do d....
hope u can done ur best la...
remember i will always support u...
[actually i duno y i wan to write at here... i know u wun saw it...]

after agm kai hong fetch us to lim teh....
kai hong be our driver again...
wif his toyota corrolla... we 4 ppl sit at behind...
zlin and kai hong sit infront...
cam whore TIMES!

our silly face... jac daughter sitting on my legT.T

more details pls visit my sam lai blog.... click here

lui ah lui...
dun cry la....
wat big deals happen also gt daddy mar....
no nid cry la...
dun worry be happy^^
muackzzz....

klar...
2day buiness nt gud...
i failed to hit my target...T.T
suan liao la...
i go sleep 1st...
buai buai~

Ultimate Power Group

2day teachers' day celebration in skul....
7.30am until 12.30pm....
but at least the performent end earlier...
after skul go out wif kok kuih....
actually me wan go wash photo de....
but at least we went to metrokajang met wif rui them....
lolx... reali nt regret go there lo....
friendz very leng zai!!!
okays....
no much talking...
let's the photo explain all the thing...

yer...leng zai dao!!! i love him so much...muahaha....[rui, gv u chance to steal the photo d...]



me wif the leng zai ASH....faint~




jie jie wif the leng zai ASH...




kok kuih wif ASH... see she laugh till like tat then know ASH de attraction is how strong la...



me wif friendz... where is ASH? lolx... gv a group of gal围着take photo... cant escape from them...



leng zai zhi hua...choy wei dream man...[choy wei..rmb save it down]



this quite blur... coz he is moving... choy wei u wan save then save lar...



me and zhi hua... acting like a pig... but zhi hua win... [i know i look ugly in this photo... choy wei pls dun blame...]



he look damn cute in this photo... omg! i like his hair style...



kok kuih wif kenny....



me and lek lek lou shi...he look so smart...



ellie and ASH... the owner of the camera...if dun hav her then dun hav all this picture la...aligator...



group photo wif friendz...!

actually still gt a lots... but dun wan put d...
we gt record their singing tat part down....
if wan hear then get from me la...
keke^^
end up my story...
go sleep 1st....

[before i off9... i wana mentioned again... ASH very leng zai! arr!!!]

ts,sg.wang and low yat trip...

phew~
jz came bek from ts....
wif HKX,NZX,TJX and KBX...
damn tired~
ytd slept at 2am....
2day wake up at 5am...
then go skul whole day....
after skul go ts....
till 7.30pm.....
TIRED!

after skul met HKX at lobby...
and the stupid TJX wana back home grab his purse...
we met NZX also... so invited him go along lo...
so me,KBX,TJX,NZX gonna start our journey...
we beg HKX fetch us go TJX hse to grab his things....
and also NZX things also...
we so luckily...
HKX said he wan follow us go..
so he fetch us to ts lo.... yipee^^
almost 3.30pm arrived there coz of traffic jam....
we went eat sumthing 1st since ZX said he is too hungry....
went欢喜地... i ordered a plate of black pepper spaghetti...
yummy yummy....
after had our lunch then we started our mission....
secret mission....
we went many place to find it....
luckily let me found wat i wan...
happy^^
after done my mission....
we went to sg.wang and low yat there walk walk lo....
KX so nice... he fetch us bek home 1 by 1 although his mum called him to rush bek to home...
thx u all accompany me to finish my mission...
muackzzz~

now i onli know that....
if weekday u wan go to ts or sg.wang or sumwhere else...
no nid to change clothes...
coz when u step into the mall...
u can see all student wearing their pinafole or uniform...
so... change clothes?FORGET ABOUT IT!

aiyor...
me very bad leh...
the thing that i bought 2day i seem dun wan do d...
suddenly i wan do another mission...
si ga liao...
T.T

time nt enuf!!!

fuck ah fuck ah...
maths paper 2 onli 37...
haiz...T.T
suan liao la...
i d try my best....
try more harder on next exam lo...
this is how i comfort myself...

burung ah burung ah...
2day damn busy de...
after skul go eat lunch...
then go cut hair...
after that go do skirt...
when reach there she ngam ngam left...
gik till my mum said next time come again still cant do then dun EVER do skirt AGAIN!
burung lo...
4.30pm arrive home...
take a bath and sleep on 5.00pm....
wake up around 7pm...
then faster go do my project...
dinner also din take...
8pm go tuition till 10pm...
now sit here and write this...
5 minit later...
i nid go chiong my project and do revision on kh and bc....
burung lo burung lo...
TIME NT ENUF!
Arghhh!!!!

sej and moral! hopeless...

I get my new spectacles! Yeah^^
finish sej and moral exam...
i think this 2 subject is suck!
moral...
i admit that i dun hav enuf preparation...
i din hafal nilai... jz briefly read it and textbook...
sejarah!
oucp! i prepared it!
many nt suppose wrong de i also wrong...
HATE MYSELF!
i think i cant get A in sej...
and the stupid damn moral... i think i will fail...
haiz... suan liao la...
still gt a maths paper 1 and KH nid to kill...
after that i can relax how much i like...
and start for my secret plan...
blek~

headache d...
seem nt biasa wear it...
so this is the normal reaction...
klar...
off9 1st...

发疯！

aiyor...
好累哦！
熬了那么多夜...
我似乎已经没有精力去熬夜了...
明天的moral死定了...
sej也不会好到哪里去...
想找人聊聊天 提提神
可是却没有人能让我找...
arghh!!!

想跳楼...
想死=x

revision失败...

刚k完书...
今天的状态不是很好
这点我必须承认
今天还是依旧喝了杯咖啡
翻开书本
先读BM...
蛮顺利地K完了
再来sej...
虽然也k完了Form 3的syllabus...
可是我比谁都了解
真正进入脑袋的
只有50%...
完蛋了！
我已经没有时间在重读了..
怎么办？

为什么会读不进脑？
三大原因
一、我不在读书的状态
二、我蛮累的
三、家里很吵！
他妈的！
那天给爸妈鸟...
说我做什么都离不开电脑桌
整天对着电脑 所以近视会加深
而且很夜睡，所以有pimples...
还说要看见我比中TOTO还难...
好咯！算咯！
我今天就早一点在客厅读...
一来近视不会加深，二来没有pimples，三来比较容易中TOTO...
甘愿了吧！
可是...
他妈的！吵到死...
一回来就@#$$%%^&*在那边骂人
全家只听到他们的声音
是问下又怎么读得进脑？
我不在房间读是因为房间很热，况且看见床我就想睡觉...
我不在书房读是因为我会读不进脑，而且那边不会好我的房间很多...
至少在电脑桌读，我可以开开音乐，边读边听，而且戴着耳机不用听到他们的声音，感觉很爽！
可是，听了你的话，我好像还惨过以前...
讨厌！T.T

超讨厌这个世界，更讨厌自己！
Kanasai! SHIT!!!

笑 还是哭？

终于
我换眼镜了
该开心吗？
还是应该伤心？
RM500...
因为本小姐的镜片问题
所以要这么贵...
爸爸帮我出了那笔钱
他似乎很不愿意
还tut了我一餐
为什么会突然换眼镜？
因为本小姐的眼镜从六年级到现在没换过
想换很久了...
有几久？
大概一年了吧！
这一年内vv&yih都换了...
可是我都还没换...
只因口袋空空...
原本今天去focus point只是想问问隐形眼镜多少钱...
可是我妈知道后极力反对
叫我选眼镜 不要买隐形眼镜
所以就换了咯...
唉... 那RM500要还的...
至于要还多少我就不懂...
只懂我要工作到八月才能停...
所以说
得到MM东西 是要付出MM代价的
这点我从小就很清楚

新眼镜
原本要买全框的
可是还是看不上眼
这次买的眼镜
白色的,旁边黑色
Hammer牌的
半框
框RM270
镜片rm230
最早星期四能拿到
最迟星期五才能拿
给钱的时候听salesman说
我的框会比普通的贵
因为我眼睛框的品牌是
黄宗泽代言的=.=

本小姐的眼睛出现问题
两只眼睛分别有它们很厉害的地方
左眼-近视350以上,散光150以上
右眼-近视600-650之间,散光50-100之间
salesman叫我小心保护眼睛
而且说我的镜片会比较难买，也比较贵...
他说我们人的大脑能适应眼睛近视度相差200以内
超过200，头会痛...
他说我会头痛是因为两只眼睛近视度相差200以上
而且我有蛮严重的散光
两样加起来导致我的头常常痛
大脑已经lost control我的眼睛
还有眼睛的感光度不好[称为散光]
所以我在很亮或者灯光很散的地方头会很痛[证明我不能去disco]
T.T

放假过后
你会看到一个全新的我
有几新？
从头到脚都有改变
我会去剪头发[头发长了,很难看...]
换眼镜
换pinafole[本小姐辞职..]
换白鞋
期待吧！
全新的我
现在的fey已经快要死了
全新的fey不会再38了
考试为她的新目标...
希望做到啦！
Gambateh!

今天他去剪头发了
其实没什么变化
剪丝 旁边剪薄
可是比以前好看
因为理发师帮他gel头
我跟jf都劝他改天上课前先整理一下自己的头发
不懂他会不会
他说他不会gel头...
我...没意见...

好了
要去冲凉了
今天没睡午觉
为我祷告吧！
让我等下有精神地做工
最近真的钱不够用！
放假一定钱包大出血...
OMG!

bla bla bla

duno y...
the feeling come back again...
i hate myself...
y always let the feeling split out...
i dun wan become like tat...
i know i will hurt much more ppl if i continue like tat...
mayb the most hurt is me...
i duno...
i jz dun wish to continue wif this situation...
fish!!!
leave me away~
i wan be myself...
positive thinking...
treat ppl good...
i dun wan to become a ppl tat everybody hates me!
i jz wana become a ordinary person...
arghh!!!

now inside webteam room..
mind keep on rolling...
mayb it is jz a normal situation...
i don't know...
later i wana go cut my hair...
kok kuih said if i cut U-Shape will be better...
but i scare my pimples...
nvm la...
wateva...
cut mai cut lor...

klar...
end of the story...
finish bla_ing~

累

突然很累很累
身体很累
精神很累
应该说 我身心累垮了
很想找个避风港来休息
找个背弯来依靠
我很想停下来
当个平凡的学生
我不想考试
真的非常非常不想
单单一个校内半年考
已经搞得我要生要死
读到剩下半条命
晚上睡不着 满脑都是考试
很压力 很压力
我很讨厌那种感觉
我无法想象
真正PMR的时候
我会是怎样...

想死=x

temporary escaped from exam...

end 1st period of exam...
should i be happie?
ya...
but nt becoz of i end it...
is becoz i can hav a good rest...
no nid to study till 2am++ and wake up on 5am++...
and every nite a cup of coffee...
keke....

geo,bc2,bi2,seni,mm2,sc1...
all end d...
nt very gt confident can score it la...
bt i d tried my best...
mayb tat is nt the best of the best...
but i wun regret la...

mon still gt sc2 and bm2...
can relax a bit...
tuesday...
OMG! sej!
gonna die d...
i have to do my revision clearly...
cham mou?
5 cham...
ngo zong yau nei dei mar~
gambateh la!

stupid kok kuih...
at my hse still bully me...
dun wan fren wif u jor...
herng! blek~

乱码的一天!

gosh!乱码的一天!

昨晚11点起，我就一直不断地做数学练习题。也不知道自己做了多少题，望望时钟，已经晨1点了。我在等待哥哥回家，因为下午的时候跟他说过我很怕数学，我不会做。他回答我说他可以教我。心想：边做边等吧！

做下等下，等下做下，我累了，脑也呈现混乱的状态。再度泡了杯三合一咖啡，手拿起手机，发了封信息给也在埋头苦读的她。溶化在口中的是甜甜的热咖啡，溶化在心的是暖暖的舒服。她的信息，总让我笑，我开的话题，也总很废，很好笑。

终于等到哥哥回家了。叫他教我数学。他教到我要吐血了，可是我还是很模糊。教下教下，已经凌晨2点多了。我有一股冲动想不睡觉，开通宵夜车，可是我知道，会弄巧反拙。收拾了一下，我回房间。关了灯，上床睡觉。可是不知道是咖啡在作祟，还是压力在搞怪，每每当我闭上眼睛，脑海会闪出很多数字，方程式，就好像电脑程序乱码的情况。我睡不着，心很慌很慌。祷告，是当时的我唯一能做的事。终于，我慢慢入睡了。

今天早上起床，我又继续地看数学题，做数学题。去到学校就一直不断地做，dear也有上来教我，可是我还是一样地很模糊。做完第1张paper后原本打算小睡一下，因为连续三天我都在凌晨2点多睡，5点多起床。可是当我闭上双眼，头脑又开始乱码了。第2张paper的时候也是如此。心很慌，脑很乱。我一有时间就一直做，一直做，连下课也不想去食堂吃。是她就把我从数字中救了出来，拉了我去食堂。虽然到头来我还是没有吃，不过，谢啦！

死期到了！考数学了！我一直不断地祷告，求主赐我聪明智慧，赐我一颗安定的心。结果，我没有不会做的题目，可是我不懂working step有没有做错。可是肯定的，我做错了几题，那里也有好几分的。不过算了，数学的噩梦已经过了。我解脱了！感谢主！

明天的Geo,BC2,BI2不是很有信心。其实Geo已经读了，可是似乎忘了。重读一遍吧，我应该有时间。好啦！希望我考试顺利，拜！

HELPS!!!

oh my gosh!!!
2ml exam maths!
arghhh....
i duno how to do leh....
i borrow my fren book...
done 2 past year question...
but i still duno how to do...
can i jump sea?
reali mad about it...
wat can i do?
left 1 day onli...
2day cant sleep if i cant do it...
arghhh!!!

HELPS!!!

finish sci!

finish my sci revision...
left 3 unit...
wait ah keong 2ml tuition help me do revision la...
now sleepy d... dun hope to study again...
2day din drink coffee...
coz jz nw go sg.long pasar malam ate a bowl of asam laksa...
scare drank coffee then stomach beh tahan....

planed 2ml do mm at nite....
do revision...
i hope i can score it on thus...
i reali worry this subject...
scare cant score...

tat day keng wif teh o and jac...
about form 4 classes...
sci stream gt 4 choice-KC,ICT,EST,ACCOUNT...
KC-no use for our future...
ICT-no ppl accompany me study...
EST-quite hard...
ACCOUNT-sci stream d nid study 3 sci 2 maths... plus acount then become 3 sci 3 maths... for me... i will die of it!
so i jz left 2 choice... ICT or EST...
my bro dun wan me study EST...
coz it is tough... and nt tat useful...
he wan me take ACCOUNT...
NO WAY!
so ICT... i m sure no ppl accompany me de...
therefore... i m confuse of it...
aiyar... busy my PMR 1st la...
dun wan think so much...

klar...
go sleep st...
bb...

19/5

woohoo~
yesterday sleep at 2am...
study sci nia...
luckily i finish my form 1 and form 3 syllabus...
still gt form 2...
but nvm... planed to study 2nite...
now doing sumthing secret....
wat's it?
tell u la...
shhhh.....
i doing sumthing reali secret....
[@#$$%%^^&*&^%$#...]
nah... keep it as a secret ah...
shhh....

2day ah...
quite normal lo...
but sumthing very miraculous...
i whole day also gt spirit to listen teacher o...
onli on MM period...
gt a bit sleepy...
now quite sleepy too la....
but nid to do the miraculous thing...
cant sleep...T.T

2day beh song chia le d...
fish him!
haiz...

klar...
go do my thing 1st...
mayb will upload sumthing uphere later...
bb~

study study...

study study~
no more time d...
nid fight wif time...
now go where also nid to k book...
go toilet also nid to read book, wait bus also nid to read book...
i think a few day later when i sleep i also nid to read book...
lolx... so serious nia?
nola... kidding onli...
but wait bus can read sum easy note la..
reali nid to study hard and study smart...

now i studying science..
actually i dun wan waste my time on it...
coz ah keong there gt help us do revision...
but until now he jz finish form 1 syllabus and form 2 1st chapter...
thus wan exam d..
cant wait him jor...
so nid study myself...
luckily gt my favourite biscuit...
and gt music too...
keke... lucky me?

klar...
i go study 1st lo...
bb~

tired nia... no spirit d...

revision

hohoho~
it's me again....
having 5 minit break from myself...
studying leh...
but still in geo...
coz of wat?
tat day din study baik-baik...
it cause me gt a lots of question duno how to do while doing pass year question...*T.T
so i planed to restudy...
jz finish my form 1 syllabus...
actually i jz briefly read it...
dun wan to waste much time on it...
time not enuf ah!

now reading form 3 geo...
wif sum soft and peaceful songs...
at least made me felt nt tat lonely...
and comfortable too...
i have to appreciate the time...
and use it wisely...

i din go work 2day...
nt lazy is becoz of exam...
RM40 gone...
but never mind...
i gt study mar...
at least nt waste time at home doing nothing... *guai leh

klar...
continue my study lar...
bye^^

dream...

opps...
dreamt many thing 2day...
about spec la...
about love la...
about camera la...
about webteam la..
much more...
ppl included also many o...
gt vv la...
gt rui la...
gt teh o la...
gt dear la...
gt alan la...
gt jaylim la...
gt weini la...
much much more...

y i will dreamt those thing?
日有所思 夜有所梦？
keke... duno...

currently miss many ppl...
gt vv la....
gt rui la...
gt teh o la...
bt i damn miss dear...

i hope to find them...
but phone no more credit...
and scare will bother them...
so, keep it inside my heart...
and continue miss them lo...

cut hair?

woo~
1.33am d...
but i still on9 at here...
jz came bek from work nia...
dun curious...
or mayb u all din curious at all...

2day outside nt much ppl...
i almost cant hit my target...
luckily god helped me...
thx god!

unhappy?
a bit la...
but i m jz pretended i m nothing...
by the way, i unhappy of wat i also duno...
tat thing ah? cum'on la fey...
small stuff onli...
forget about it la...
but i still cant put it down...T.T

OXY5 seem cant help me a lot...
haiz... so i planing to cut hair...
my laopo(piggy) gt same idea wif me...
we 2 also wana cut bob hair...
nice huh?
i duno...
i like tat type of hair...
but i know gheese, a su, chia le sure laugh me de...
say me very man, 花木兰..."sigh
suan liao la... 习惯就好...

exam is around the corner...
hope u all gain a good result...
wish u all the best...
gambateh!

same question...
who can do revision wif me?
vv?
long time din saw her on9...
mayb put appear off9 gua...
but she also no time choi me la...
so, conclusion is...
STUDY ALONE...T.T

song introduction

originally i should go to calligraphy class...
but my stupid maid made sum troubles...
my mum nid to settle it and no time to fetch me to class....
actually gt time de... she at there@##$$%%^&*
and called dad for complaint...
sek do lo... dun wan go lo...
later gv her @#$$%%^&*then die d...
sure no mood de...

found a song...
actually quite old jor de...
and i heard be4 in tv and radio...
this few days my younger brother and sister keep on finding this song...
but they failed... *haha
so i helped them find lo... *good-heart leh
go youtube listen this song...
repeated and repeated... *very nice
so now put here and let u all hear...
this song quite meaningful...
useful for my video...
ohya! if anyone gt this song... pls inform me... thx!



klar...
go study 1st...
bb^^