Birthday

Read her blog just now..
Honestly, I m envy about her life..
Her life is full of best frenships bt wat do I?
When i was still a small little child,
I always told my fren that I got a lots of frens n I admit my social network is quite good..
Bt now, I have to admit that I m a looser.. Looser in frenships..
Actually, I m nt so trust on my fren around me..
the side-effect of being betrayed?
I jz cnt figure it out..
I reali scare to get hurt from my dear frens d..
Perhaps they always do believe n sayang me..

Honestly, every year before my birthday, I m quite looking forward for it..
I m curious that wat my fren will give me n how do they celebrate for me..
So do this year..
Bt it is quite sad that wat I imagine isn't happened..
Due to imagine=fake illusion?
I cnt get the surprise party or any related surprise from them..
I hope that I cn get the same things from fren as wat I have done for them..
Will this small little request consider as a excessive request?
Haha..

It is just a sudden feeling that I caught when I read her blog..
This post is meant nothing..
Jz a fucking bull shit post..
Ignore this please..
Thanks for ur cooperation.. ^.^

晃晃~

啊~
终于有少许时间上来晃晃...

最近生活压力大？
不晓得...
只知道最近睡眠不足
且 睡的不是很安稳
总会忽然惊醒 然后朦胧睡去
生理时钟出现问题？
心理水平无法平衡？
希望是自己想太多..

光阴似箭
转眼已是9月天..
这数个月来
有长大了吗？
不敢奢求什么
只希望一切能 平平安安 顺顺利利 开开心心
就已满足

生命
我会画出美丽的色彩 =]

田系了

真的很累 很不开心 很烦

如果可以的话

我希望可以卖醉 我希望可以大哭一场

我希望可以籍着酒意可以休息到够为止

原来什么也不告诉别人的感觉是如此地好

至少

不会为别人带来麻烦

最重要的是

我也已经说腻了

得了

就这样吧！


-The End-

Life~

No comment of my life...
Busy like a bee...
I m still out of condition...


I need time!!!!

倒霉的一天

房子塌了
妈妈病了
烦恼多了
电脑来了
负债多了

生活怎么过呢？

我乱了
也累了

得了
我睡觉算了


-无言-

Happy Birthday to Mii!

Happy Birthday to Mii...
Happy Birthday to Mii...
Happy Birthday to Mii...
Happy Birthday to Mii...

Happy Birthday!

looking forward of my little genting and ipod touch!

opps~!

Musical Dream

okays...
let's have a short review of the music camp...

sunday(14/3)
suppose to arrive at new era on 5pm...
due to the stupid sian jee and xian min went to midv watch movie till cant rush bek to kjg and i have to wait them, so we were late to there including audio & lighting....
okays...
after we finished to fetch all the drums and audio tools to new era, we went out and had our dinner at 7 wonders...
sian jee paid the bills by camp money....(shhh....)
then we walked bek to new era and start our works...
we arrange the t-shirt, seperate them into group, put their tag and receipt into t-shirt and stick newspaper to cover the door's windows...
until 3am we onli went to bed...
whole nite we keep singing SJ's sorry sorry while lixuan busy talking phone wif her hubby...

monday(15/3)
taa-daa! the big days!
we woke up at 5am and walked to McD to have our breakfast...
after that quickly walked bek to new era and start our work...
after opening ceremony and ice-breaking, we had our 1st talk about band concept...
i missed sum part of it, coz i went out wif my parents coz of some urgent matters...
at nite, treasure hunt, incharged by our facilitators...
a tired and horror treasure hunt...
we run here and there in the new era and escape from those "monster", find our clues to finish our mission...
new era is a small hills, try imagine that we have to run here and there...
wat i can said that it is very crazy and tired...
after treasure hunt, AJKs had a small and long meeting...
we quickly to have our bath after meeting...
end our days around 2am...

tuesday(16/3)
woke up around 6am...
while waiting our breakfast, we had our morning exercises...
no mood to do so i jz sit beside and continue to sleep...
but i knew, it was a nice morning exercise...
after breakfast, we still have 2 talks to go on....
my eyes keep closing when attending those talks coz i m very tired and i fall sick again...
when telematch, i went to become head of station games...
no more energy to play...
after dinners, our showtimes!
an awesome talents nite, i like it!
went to bed around 1am...
we 6 girls' AJK keep dance SJ's Sorry Sorry...
fully addicted of it...

wed(17/3)
another 6am to wake up...
i go help preparing breakfast so i missed the morning exercise again...
after that, it's another talks that followed by closing ceremony...
i almost cried in closing ceremony...
wat did Mary Ann said is touching my heart, i reali felt wat she said...
then, we sang our theme songs again~
camp came to an end...
i went home around 4pm after finish keeping all the things...

an awesome camp...
nice theme song that composed by zhilin and weng yin...
i will keep this memories in the deep of heart...
it's a waste that u din attend to the camp, rui...

i will post the video, photos and theme song lyrics later...
see ya=]

camp preparation

Hoo~
luckily i m still alive from the exam's war~
sick jor so many days...
yesterday finally fever d...
high fever... almost 39...
so 2day morning mummy brought me to clinic...
now feels better...
thx god!

13/3/2010
2day went to new era college wif all camp ajk to do some preparation...
stupid sian jee told me that they all still eating in yellow corner...
mana tahu when i arrived they all gone d...
phone no money to call...
luckily 7-11 is jz behind yellow corner...
if nt sian jee's mata will bengkak...
finally met them in cziplee and then walk to new era...

after sian jee "bull-shit" about new era facilities, we started to arrange table and chairs in the classroom that will sleep for 2 nites...
the room is quite cold...
i wonder where got 3D2N camp jz nid to pay RM80 and sleep at air-cond room ah?
so comfortable and worthy~
after finished arranged tables chairs and chit-chated, we went to big hall to hang up our banner...
xian min and sian jee became our hero...
they climb up the ladder and hang the banner up...
the wood ladder kept shaking...
luckily we 4 people hold the ladders tight...
if not, they sure become superman d^^

then, we went bek to the air-cond room and continue to cut out our tag...
i reali like our tag and camp t-shirt...

tadda~ my tag... the frog represented AJK...

[yap jia hui- guitarist]
although i m nt good enuf in guitar... but i will try my best~
while shu hwa sticking the sticker, me and xian min playing wif th sticker...
kiddo rite? we reali big kid~

my tag~ after deco by me~



xian min and my tag~

due to my sickness, i went home earlier...
2ml i will be overnite at new era college earlier than others~
monday is our big day~
hope everything is ok!

[i m reali looking forward to this camp~]

疯狂的一天...

疯狂的一天...

我从昨晚9点读到现在早上7点
足足10个小时
我从天黑读到天亮
从月亮读到变成太阳
从有DJ当班读到DJ下班后再上班
从别人睡觉读到别人起床
靠的是一杯咖啡 和 onefm
手握着的是无数的notes和参考书...
没想到没有了teh o的陪伴 我还可以疯狂过上一次
哈哈 =.=

这10个小时内
我听了无数次的礼物 和 切歌 和 battlefield
[莫怪~onefm的歌就只有那么多]

没办法
我得和时间竞争
我扣除等下睡觉的4个半小时
半小时吃早午餐
我就只剩下5个小时
因为晚上还要出去帮爸妈做工
真的好希望从他们嘴巴听到他们说出不用我做工这5个字
那样我会开心过中4D
唉~发梦都没有这么早~

只因为怕它
所以我反复的读它
10个小时
滚瓜烂熟？
我想并没有吧！
你现在问我问题的话我肯定答不出
不过 我想它已经锁在我大脑的某个部分
当我回答问题的时候 它应该会跑出来吧！
但愿如此...

傻佬
还好你睡了~
不然你就真的没有精神开工
因为你只睡2个小时而已~

加油加油加油！
"晚安~"

recently life T.T

recently life quite busy...
NonoNo~ is very busy!
i can't even get a good sleep everyday...
how sad T.T

exam exam exam!
it's jz around the corner...
well prepared?
of coz NOT!
oh my gosh~
i jz hope my five best fren won't fail...
i never fail before since the 1st exam in kindergarten...
god bless me~


opps!
too many things i wan~
- netbook/notebook/ipod touch
- phone phone
- clothes clothes shoes shoes and watch
- camera camera
- enough resting time
- sabah/taiwan/hong kong

ohh~ it's much much more that i didn't wrote them out...
till when i onli can own all those things?
reali hope that i will get one of them f.o.c especially phone camera and notebook or ipod touch!
haha~
Mission IMPOSSIBLE!
well, i have to work to earn money so that i could fulfill the wishlist although my timetable is totally full and packed!

argh!!! i nid wat i wan!
i nid rest!!!

darling darling where r u???

痞子

刚刚看完痞子蔡的《爱尔兰咖啡》

感觉还很不错 还是老样子

痞子的书就是有这种威力

每次看了以后 就会深思

心情超沉淀的

可能是因为这样吧

所以每当我想心情peace一点 都会选择看他的书

我很放纵我的思绪 这也是构成我想法奇怪的理由


其实 我爱的是痞子蔡的写作手法

我喜欢他的ending 因为他的ending像是一种starting

他的ending会让你进入深思的状态

他的书从来没有the end这两个字

意味着他的写作灵感也还没到该画上句点的时候

或许你会想说为什么我这么奇怪 不是喜欢故事情节 而是喜欢ending

我会耸耸肩说不知道

喜欢 本来就不需要理由嘛

喜欢是感性的 所以不要用理性的角度去解剖它

也不用奢望解剖了会有你想要的答案


我在想

好不好我在我家书房成立一个痞子蔡的角落

里面放的都是痞子蔡的书

这感觉 应该还不错吧~

好 就这么决定 =P


思绪越飘越远了 我没有想要抽离的决定

就让它飘吧 说不定我会想通一些问题

我不会否决它的存在 因为我需要它...

vaccum~

well, i m here to vacuum my blog...
i have a long long times din blog on my daily life...
so today i will do it...

i found that recently i keep watch 2 times on a movie within a week...
i watch 2 times of 2012 in november...
and in the 1st week of dec, i watch JUMP for 2 times...
maybe u will think that i m wasting money but i have no other choices....
i watched wif my frens but after that my family wana to watch it too...
so i have to watch 2 times... anyways, i still can accept it~

i bought a skirt during the latest outing wif my family at Times Square on Tue...
a nice skirt but i still thinking wat kind of shoes that suit that skirt...
okie~ i will make it clear before christmas coz i will wear it during christmas countdown wif Ivy~

i felt that me and him are closer and closer...
hope this will continues...
better and better~

tag!

点名规则:
A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，仍然组成20个问题，传给其他8个人，列出其他8个需要 回答问题的人的名字，还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——你被点名了，被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。

B. 这８个人要在自己的部落格裡註明是从哪裡接到的，并且再传给其他8个人，让游戏继续下去，不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，并且所有美好的愿 望都会在不久的将来实现。

Tag:
-->June
-->Ivy
-->Gheese
-->Jac

1.你最希望从朋友(不包括爱人)那里得到的是什麼?
-->真正的友谊

2.最近最郁闷的事?
-->没有工作做

3.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?
-->冲动

4.难过的时候会..?
-->睡觉

5.说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除题)。
-->高大，幽默，可爱

6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表。
-->美

7.你现在最想做的是什麼?
-->买电话和电脑

8.用一个字形容自己.
-->废

9.你的梦想?
-->想拥有喜欢自己唱歌的粉丝

10.这辈子做过最疯狂的事情是什麼?
-->目前为止是从balakong巴士站走进sg.long的那次

11.十年以后，你想过什麼样的生活?你打算如何实现呢?
-->去一些比较平静的地方和喜欢的人生活

12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市? 为什么?
-->目前是台湾

13. 你为什么要回答这些问题?
-->无聊咯

14. 怕不怕世界末日？
-->不怕，我倒很想有这一天

15.什麼时候觉得孤独?
-->夜晚，想着他的时候

16.最近一次掉眼泪是?
-->应该是好朋友离开吧！不记得了

17.想对点你名的人说的话？
-->我很乖哦~

18.家人重要还是伴侣重要?
-->都重要吧！

19.择偶条件？
-->体贴，爱我，了解我多过我了解我自己，开心伤心都爱我身边

20.在被tag之前，在做些什么？
-->看blog

五等公民

像mahuan所说的
他是三等公民
可是我呢？
我是五等公民
等睡，等醒，等看，等吃，等赚钱
嘻嘻~

每天睁大眼睛就下楼等吃
吃完过后就等看[是追戏，不是看不三不四哦~]
看了过后又等吃
吃了过后又等睡
睡了过后又等醒
全天候在等赚钱
五等公民的确当得很称职
可是生活很废！

哪里有工作啦？
我要做咧~
不然我的wishlist又要推到明年了~
T.T

daily life (10-12/11)

currently sitting inside Coffee Bean@ Genting Highland...

doing nothing except reading the book that jf borrowed me yesterday and listening Lala's songs.

this is my first time sitting inside a coffee shop and online for hours without order anything from the shop.

feeling not bad because it is warm and comfortable.

this genting trip is simple with fun.

i hope next time when i come here with family i will have my own laptop and do the same thing like what i m doing now.

my phone not beside me now.

"he" currently recover by the doctors from the phone shop.

i miss him so much~

my dad ask me to buy a new phone using my own money but i don't have enough money for it.

so, just forget about it~

tomorrow will have a course at school under Webteam teach by Santik.

will i gain sumthing?

hope so....

who are interested of it can join by appear in Webteam room after gathering at hall.^^

outing to jusco

i went out to jusco with jf again~
just because of the stupid headset.
that day after dinner from outside i forgot to take it out from my pocket.
so, the headset being washed in washing machines. claps~
and now, my headset broke.
that's the reason i went out to jusco today.
i want to buy a new headset.

i asked jf for this outing last minute.
but he said he can.
after some discussion, he sit bus to there and i sit my sister's car to jusco.
he was late because he need to wait for the bus.
while waiting him, i went to jusco market department to check out my shampoo's conditional price.
it's cost RM9.30.
eeehem~ well, i planed not to buy.

after that, i went to Popular.
i saw a nice book but it's cost me RM45.
oh gosh~ i don't have money to buy it so i just can waved my hand to the book.
i remembered i saw RawangBoyz got his new books on tuesday.
so i planed to read the books while waiting jf.
after i read it, i realize i m lucky because that day i didn't bought the books.
because i found that it is not as nice as i thought.
quite disappointed of it~
while i was reading the books, he approached to me silently.
no shock~ he is too lousy to give people a shock.

well, we went to buy my headset after finish visiting popular.
it's cost me RM19.
more expensive than last time because it have more spare part than last time.
does it worth with the price? hopefully~

then, we went to play games.
i am just watch he playing around because i don't have mood to play.
after he finish wasting his money, we went to old town to have a tea time.
chit-chated a lots of thing there, although all those thing are old times stories.
then, we went to bus stop there to wait for my sister and back home then.

a short and simple outing.
but it's really help me a lots.
at least i relax my mind from those sadness.
i m really happy in that moment.

daily dairy(16-10)

it's me again...
2day is holiday again...
argh~
sien x.x


i m wondering that whether i should go out and find a job or nt...
but the main issue is i should find at where...
Kajang? The Mines? or other places?
wanna do Promoter? Waitress? or others?
actually i wana find sum job that can earn money and learn sumthing...
camera shop is the best choice...
but i nt very good in photo shooting...
and i duno Fotoshine employ me or nt...
hope this matter can settle with a happy ending lar...^^
becoz i dun hope i will have finance problem during holiday...


anyone gt any events that can let me join in this holiday?
jf asked me to keep fit...
i knw i m fat =.=
i should use this holiday to do exercises rite?
okays... i will try my best^^


tat'z all for 2day...
i gonna go take a bath....
byez~

a crazy thusday...

2day i become good student and come to skul again~
as i said on my last post, i got 2 mission to complete 2day...
1st, i have to return the textbook to skul...
2nd, i have to continue the photo shooting session...
i m a responsible girl? hee =.=

oh my godness~~
the 15 textbook reali heavy and hard to carry...
me, teh o, jac and weini went to return the textbook to SPBT corner there...
while on the way, i reali dun hope to bring this heavy things with my hands...
i saw bin hong, then i said" u very good ppl de hor.... help me carry ok?"
then he said"ok ah~ take come lar..."
but i din give him coz i scare he pengsan again....
coz in the morning he d wana pengsan...
i scare i affected him pengsan again then i duno how to explain to CLC...
hehe... then, i continue carry my books lor....
when i arrived the block, i saw Chin Liang...
luckily he help me carry, if nt i sure wana cry d... hehe....

after settle the books stuff...
we went bek class lor...
i saw Pn.Ean sat in my class...
so i dun feel like wana get in the class....
then lepak wif weini lor...
we went to A class....
gambling wif those boys...
RMO.10 per round...
me and weini play together as a player....
we played "21 dot"...
we r so lucky...
we won RM1...
but in the last round, we lose RM1 d...
nevermind lar... happy then ok d....^^

after that i went bek my class wif weini...
no teacher in class during tat time...
wat will D class do?
sure is "Kai Bao" wai gor lor....
they throw his shoes from 3rd floor to ground floor...
pity wai gor nid to go down to take bek his shoes...
we all looking down from 3rd floor and keep laughing and shouting...
playful D class.... ^^

i bought contact lens 2day...
RM50 for 1 month color lens and the liquid...
i hope i can take it on sat...
coz i cant let my parents know that i go buy contact lens again...
so, shhhhhhh~~~~!
hehe...

i quite tired 2day...
so i dun wan write so much...
stop at here lar...
byez and take care~

up-dated!!!

whoo~
finally...
it's the moment tat all form 3 students to scream~
"WE'R FREE~!!!"
haha....
good news to all of us, our war had ended!
so, our next step is to think that wat should we do in this long and bored period...
work?
or maybe
play?
or mayb
become bacteria at house?
perhaps~ i can have a travel to another country...
unfortunately, i can't!
sob sob~T.T

2day went skul...
surprise huh?
sum classes just got 4-5 people...
how about another?
oh com'on...
dun ask this kind of silly question...
sure ponteng lor...
me?
sadly i had to go bek to skul and duty for teacher's photo taking session...
sorry dar~ can't accompanied u while in the class....
luckily my daughter replaced me to accompany u...

so,
any funny matters happen during the teacher's photo taking session?
i tell u!
lots of funny matters happened...
those teachers... reali can't tahan them....
O.M.G! no matter men or women, they wanna make themselves look prettier and more handsome...
so, we had to take few times to complete each teacher's photo...
they asyik told me" hey girl, this bintik-bintik help me use photoshop to clear it ah..."
i think i heard it for thousand times~

but the most happiest matter to me is our 4 ajks who i meaned is Jaylim, Alan, WeiNi and me having McD in staff room...
we chit-chat many issues there...
although those issues is useless and pointless which we usually called "blow water"...
i reali felt that we are a team and our heart sticked together...
i felt very touch of it~
even that sumtimes we will have sum arguements, but when we sit down and relax our minds, we are like close fren that can chit chat anythings without hiding our feeling or secret behind...
Perhaps, this percious situations will last longer... or maybe forever?
HOPEFULLY~

aikz... now feel so annoyed when i thought about 2ml...
i have to carry all my textbooks to skul to return books to SPBT...
anyone can lend me a hand? i will thanks u very much if u give me a help...^^

after 2ml, i reali can't find a reason for me to stick wif the skul....
but if i stayed at hse, my parents sure ask me do this do that....
those house-chore, oh please! leave me alone~
hehe... i m not girlish rite?
nevermind~ i know it since i m still a baby...hehe^^

my mind still can't escape from Genting...
actually i went there many times but i still feel excited of it...
coz this time i gonna stay overnite at there wif frens!!!
haha...
i m planing the trip route... sound fun rite?
NONONONO~ is sure very fun...!
through this trip, i learnt sumthings...
or maybe i should say i saw sumthing clearly...
human mind... a complicated place in our body...
even in this world...
i will keep going on for learning to survive under this worst condition...
i m the involver and the supporter...
hehe~ self support is the most important to myself...
aren't?

k lar...
i think i m a little bit chatter 2day...
i have to pack up my books and continue my D.I.E II
byez~

daily diary...

currently i m preparing my coming exam...
no much feeling... i know i muz study hard...
but who knows i m very lazy in the truth?
opps! sorry, no one...
good news for me?
obviously NO~
what m i writing? -duno!
okays okays...
fine~
now bek to my daily life diary...
as i said, this blog is use for writing my daily life...

okays!
well~
2day i din attend class for the whole day...
wif my dar dar teh o....
we 2 went to webteam room to help "allah" print the certificate for PLBS...
OMG! the stupid printer cant print all the pages at once...
means that we nid to click print for every pages...
but who knows it is suffer?
coz we have to print 637pages...
meaning that we have to click 637 times...
OMG!
we print it for whole day but still haven finished...
can u imagine how slow is it?
i m settle for this PLBS since 1 or 2 month ago...
helps teacher arrange the results...
print the results out for passing it to Educational Department....
helps her to do the certificate for all form 3 students...
summore now need to print it out...
duh~ any rewards for me?
i had waste many times and ponteng many periods because of it...
perhaps it will be done earlier...
i wan to watch the performance of Merdeka celebration 2ml although i know it is quite bored...
i m waiting someone's performance...
summore i had a long times din capture photographs for events in school...
it's my showtimes on 2ml? perhaps it is...

June had intro me a game in facebook...
i found that i m falling in love with it!
oh gosh! i had promised myself do not touch comp for more than an hour...
but now seem that i had to break down my promise...T.T
Bowling Buddies~ u r mine...
kekexD...

klar....
hopefully all the best in this short period till PMR...
and also my genting trip wif friends on 20-21/10....
we will stay overnite at there...
so excited of it...
who wana join the trip?
can kindly find me or Yew Jet for details...

Bye!