2 months...

erm....
me and him 2 months d...
yipee^^ *clap
but i think he wun remember 2day....
aiks... suan liao la...

2day go skul agm...
i m super duper dun hope to get up from the bed...
tired neh~
but i promised rui n my daughter jac....
so muz go lo...
new AJK list...
no comment about it...

i m happy u get ur seat-ketua pengawas...
but wat i can tell u is... becareful wif ur good timbalan....
call her beware...
f3 pengawas all beh song her d...
and me...
no eyes see d...
i m happy that u try to persuade me to stay down...
but i reali cant stand for it...
sorry for cant done my promise for giving u 1 week times to settle...
coz i dun wan waste ur time and my time...
u reali cant settle it within 1 week times....
but i hope u will try ur best...
dun make other f3 pengawas disappointed...
actually our this badge all also very gt heart to do de....
jz becoz of.... so make us reali no mood to do d....
hope u can done ur best la...
remember i will always support u...
[actually i duno y i wan to write at here... i know u wun saw it...]

after agm kai hong fetch us to lim teh....
kai hong be our driver again...
wif his toyota corrolla... we 4 ppl sit at behind...
zlin and kai hong sit infront...
cam whore TIMES!

our silly face... jac daughter sitting on my legT.T

more details pls visit my sam lai blog.... click here

lui ah lui...
dun cry la....
wat big deals happen also gt daddy mar....
no nid cry la...
dun worry be happy^^
muackzzz....

klar...
2day buiness nt gud...
i failed to hit my target...T.T
suan liao la...
i go sleep 1st...
buai buai~

Ultimate Power Group

2day teachers' day celebration in skul....
7.30am until 12.30pm....
but at least the performent end earlier...
after skul go out wif kok kuih....
actually me wan go wash photo de....
but at least we went to metrokajang met wif rui them....
lolx... reali nt regret go there lo....
friendz very leng zai!!!
okays....
no much talking...
let's the photo explain all the thing...

yer...leng zai dao!!! i love him so much...muahaha....[rui, gv u chance to steal the photo d...]



me wif the leng zai ASH....faint~




jie jie wif the leng zai ASH...




kok kuih wif ASH... see she laugh till like tat then know ASH de attraction is how strong la...



me wif friendz... where is ASH? lolx... gv a group of gal围着take photo... cant escape from them...



leng zai zhi hua...choy wei dream man...[choy wei..rmb save it down]



this quite blur... coz he is moving... choy wei u wan save then save lar...



me and zhi hua... acting like a pig... but zhi hua win... [i know i look ugly in this photo... choy wei pls dun blame...]



he look damn cute in this photo... omg! i like his hair style...



kok kuih wif kenny....



me and lek lek lou shi...he look so smart...



ellie and ASH... the owner of the camera...if dun hav her then dun hav all this picture la...aligator...



group photo wif friendz...!

actually still gt a lots... but dun wan put d...
we gt record their singing tat part down....
if wan hear then get from me la...
keke^^
end up my story...
go sleep 1st....

[before i off9... i wana mentioned again... ASH very leng zai! arr!!!]

ts,sg.wang and low yat trip...

phew~
jz came bek from ts....
wif HKX,NZX,TJX and KBX...
damn tired~
ytd slept at 2am....
2day wake up at 5am...
then go skul whole day....
after skul go ts....
till 7.30pm.....
TIRED!

after skul met HKX at lobby...
and the stupid TJX wana back home grab his purse...
we met NZX also... so invited him go along lo...
so me,KBX,TJX,NZX gonna start our journey...
we beg HKX fetch us go TJX hse to grab his things....
and also NZX things also...
we so luckily...
HKX said he wan follow us go..
so he fetch us to ts lo.... yipee^^
almost 3.30pm arrived there coz of traffic jam....
we went eat sumthing 1st since ZX said he is too hungry....
went欢喜地... i ordered a plate of black pepper spaghetti...
yummy yummy....
after had our lunch then we started our mission....
secret mission....
we went many place to find it....
luckily let me found wat i wan...
happy^^
after done my mission....
we went to sg.wang and low yat there walk walk lo....
KX so nice... he fetch us bek home 1 by 1 although his mum called him to rush bek to home...
thx u all accompany me to finish my mission...
muackzzz~

now i onli know that....
if weekday u wan go to ts or sg.wang or sumwhere else...
no nid to change clothes...
coz when u step into the mall...
u can see all student wearing their pinafole or uniform...
so... change clothes?FORGET ABOUT IT!

aiyor...
me very bad leh...
the thing that i bought 2day i seem dun wan do d...
suddenly i wan do another mission...
si ga liao...
T.T

time nt enuf!!!

fuck ah fuck ah...
maths paper 2 onli 37...
haiz...T.T
suan liao la...
i d try my best....
try more harder on next exam lo...
this is how i comfort myself...

burung ah burung ah...
2day damn busy de...
after skul go eat lunch...
then go cut hair...
after that go do skirt...
when reach there she ngam ngam left...
gik till my mum said next time come again still cant do then dun EVER do skirt AGAIN!
burung lo...
4.30pm arrive home...
take a bath and sleep on 5.00pm....
wake up around 7pm...
then faster go do my project...
dinner also din take...
8pm go tuition till 10pm...
now sit here and write this...
5 minit later...
i nid go chiong my project and do revision on kh and bc....
burung lo burung lo...
TIME NT ENUF!
Arghhh!!!!

sej and moral! hopeless...

I get my new spectacles! Yeah^^
finish sej and moral exam...
i think this 2 subject is suck!
moral...
i admit that i dun hav enuf preparation...
i din hafal nilai... jz briefly read it and textbook...
sejarah!
oucp! i prepared it!
many nt suppose wrong de i also wrong...
HATE MYSELF!
i think i cant get A in sej...
and the stupid damn moral... i think i will fail...
haiz... suan liao la...
still gt a maths paper 1 and KH nid to kill...
after that i can relax how much i like...
and start for my secret plan...
blek~

headache d...
seem nt biasa wear it...
so this is the normal reaction...
klar...
off9 1st...

发疯！

aiyor...
好累哦！
熬了那么多夜...
我似乎已经没有精力去熬夜了...
明天的moral死定了...
sej也不会好到哪里去...
想找人聊聊天 提提神
可是却没有人能让我找...
arghh!!!

想跳楼...
想死=x

revision失败...

刚k完书...
今天的状态不是很好
这点我必须承认
今天还是依旧喝了杯咖啡
翻开书本
先读BM...
蛮顺利地K完了
再来sej...
虽然也k完了Form 3的syllabus...
可是我比谁都了解
真正进入脑袋的
只有50%...
完蛋了！
我已经没有时间在重读了..
怎么办？

为什么会读不进脑？
三大原因
一、我不在读书的状态
二、我蛮累的
三、家里很吵！
他妈的！
那天给爸妈鸟...
说我做什么都离不开电脑桌
整天对着电脑 所以近视会加深
而且很夜睡，所以有pimples...
还说要看见我比中TOTO还难...
好咯！算咯！
我今天就早一点在客厅读...
一来近视不会加深，二来没有pimples，三来比较容易中TOTO...
甘愿了吧！
可是...
他妈的！吵到死...
一回来就@#$$%%^&*在那边骂人
全家只听到他们的声音
是问下又怎么读得进脑？
我不在房间读是因为房间很热，况且看见床我就想睡觉...
我不在书房读是因为我会读不进脑，而且那边不会好我的房间很多...
至少在电脑桌读，我可以开开音乐，边读边听，而且戴着耳机不用听到他们的声音，感觉很爽！
可是，听了你的话，我好像还惨过以前...
讨厌！T.T

超讨厌这个世界，更讨厌自己！
Kanasai! SHIT!!!

笑 还是哭？

终于
我换眼镜了
该开心吗？
还是应该伤心？
RM500...
因为本小姐的镜片问题
所以要这么贵...
爸爸帮我出了那笔钱
他似乎很不愿意
还tut了我一餐
为什么会突然换眼镜？
因为本小姐的眼镜从六年级到现在没换过
想换很久了...
有几久？
大概一年了吧！
这一年内vv&yih都换了...
可是我都还没换...
只因口袋空空...
原本今天去focus point只是想问问隐形眼镜多少钱...
可是我妈知道后极力反对
叫我选眼镜 不要买隐形眼镜
所以就换了咯...
唉... 那RM500要还的...
至于要还多少我就不懂...
只懂我要工作到八月才能停...
所以说
得到MM东西 是要付出MM代价的
这点我从小就很清楚

新眼镜
原本要买全框的
可是还是看不上眼
这次买的眼镜
白色的,旁边黑色
Hammer牌的
半框
框RM270
镜片rm230
最早星期四能拿到
最迟星期五才能拿
给钱的时候听salesman说
我的框会比普通的贵
因为我眼睛框的品牌是
黄宗泽代言的=.=

本小姐的眼睛出现问题
两只眼睛分别有它们很厉害的地方
左眼-近视350以上,散光150以上
右眼-近视600-650之间,散光50-100之间
salesman叫我小心保护眼睛
而且说我的镜片会比较难买，也比较贵...
他说我们人的大脑能适应眼睛近视度相差200以内
超过200，头会痛...
他说我会头痛是因为两只眼睛近视度相差200以上
而且我有蛮严重的散光
两样加起来导致我的头常常痛
大脑已经lost control我的眼睛
还有眼睛的感光度不好[称为散光]
所以我在很亮或者灯光很散的地方头会很痛[证明我不能去disco]
T.T

放假过后
你会看到一个全新的我
有几新？
从头到脚都有改变
我会去剪头发[头发长了,很难看...]
换眼镜
换pinafole[本小姐辞职..]
换白鞋
期待吧！
全新的我
现在的fey已经快要死了
全新的fey不会再38了
考试为她的新目标...
希望做到啦！
Gambateh!

今天他去剪头发了
其实没什么变化
剪丝 旁边剪薄
可是比以前好看
因为理发师帮他gel头
我跟jf都劝他改天上课前先整理一下自己的头发
不懂他会不会
他说他不会gel头...
我...没意见...

好了
要去冲凉了
今天没睡午觉
为我祷告吧！
让我等下有精神地做工
最近真的钱不够用！
放假一定钱包大出血...
OMG!

bla bla bla

duno y...
the feeling come back again...
i hate myself...
y always let the feeling split out...
i dun wan become like tat...
i know i will hurt much more ppl if i continue like tat...
mayb the most hurt is me...
i duno...
i jz dun wish to continue wif this situation...
fish!!!
leave me away~
i wan be myself...
positive thinking...
treat ppl good...
i dun wan to become a ppl tat everybody hates me!
i jz wana become a ordinary person...
arghh!!!

now inside webteam room..
mind keep on rolling...
mayb it is jz a normal situation...
i don't know...
later i wana go cut my hair...
kok kuih said if i cut U-Shape will be better...
but i scare my pimples...
nvm la...
wateva...
cut mai cut lor...

klar...
end of the story...
finish bla_ing~

累

突然很累很累
身体很累
精神很累
应该说 我身心累垮了
很想找个避风港来休息
找个背弯来依靠
我很想停下来
当个平凡的学生
我不想考试
真的非常非常不想
单单一个校内半年考
已经搞得我要生要死
读到剩下半条命
晚上睡不着 满脑都是考试
很压力 很压力
我很讨厌那种感觉
我无法想象
真正PMR的时候
我会是怎样...

想死=x

temporary escaped from exam...

end 1st period of exam...
should i be happie?
ya...
but nt becoz of i end it...
is becoz i can hav a good rest...
no nid to study till 2am++ and wake up on 5am++...
and every nite a cup of coffee...
keke....

geo,bc2,bi2,seni,mm2,sc1...
all end d...
nt very gt confident can score it la...
bt i d tried my best...
mayb tat is nt the best of the best...
but i wun regret la...

mon still gt sc2 and bm2...
can relax a bit...
tuesday...
OMG! sej!
gonna die d...
i have to do my revision clearly...
cham mou?
5 cham...
ngo zong yau nei dei mar~
gambateh la!

stupid kok kuih...
at my hse still bully me...
dun wan fren wif u jor...
herng! blek~

乱码的一天!

gosh!乱码的一天!

昨晚11点起，我就一直不断地做数学练习题。也不知道自己做了多少题，望望时钟，已经晨1点了。我在等待哥哥回家，因为下午的时候跟他说过我很怕数学，我不会做。他回答我说他可以教我。心想：边做边等吧！

做下等下，等下做下，我累了，脑也呈现混乱的状态。再度泡了杯三合一咖啡，手拿起手机，发了封信息给也在埋头苦读的她。溶化在口中的是甜甜的热咖啡，溶化在心的是暖暖的舒服。她的信息，总让我笑，我开的话题，也总很废，很好笑。

终于等到哥哥回家了。叫他教我数学。他教到我要吐血了，可是我还是很模糊。教下教下，已经凌晨2点多了。我有一股冲动想不睡觉，开通宵夜车，可是我知道，会弄巧反拙。收拾了一下，我回房间。关了灯，上床睡觉。可是不知道是咖啡在作祟，还是压力在搞怪，每每当我闭上眼睛，脑海会闪出很多数字，方程式，就好像电脑程序乱码的情况。我睡不着，心很慌很慌。祷告，是当时的我唯一能做的事。终于，我慢慢入睡了。

今天早上起床，我又继续地看数学题，做数学题。去到学校就一直不断地做，dear也有上来教我，可是我还是一样地很模糊。做完第1张paper后原本打算小睡一下，因为连续三天我都在凌晨2点多睡，5点多起床。可是当我闭上双眼，头脑又开始乱码了。第2张paper的时候也是如此。心很慌，脑很乱。我一有时间就一直做，一直做，连下课也不想去食堂吃。是她就把我从数字中救了出来，拉了我去食堂。虽然到头来我还是没有吃，不过，谢啦！

死期到了！考数学了！我一直不断地祷告，求主赐我聪明智慧，赐我一颗安定的心。结果，我没有不会做的题目，可是我不懂working step有没有做错。可是肯定的，我做错了几题，那里也有好几分的。不过算了，数学的噩梦已经过了。我解脱了！感谢主！

明天的Geo,BC2,BI2不是很有信心。其实Geo已经读了，可是似乎忘了。重读一遍吧，我应该有时间。好啦！希望我考试顺利，拜！

HELPS!!!

oh my gosh!!!
2ml exam maths!
arghhh....
i duno how to do leh....
i borrow my fren book...
done 2 past year question...
but i still duno how to do...
can i jump sea?
reali mad about it...
wat can i do?
left 1 day onli...
2day cant sleep if i cant do it...
arghhh!!!

HELPS!!!

finish sci!

finish my sci revision...
left 3 unit...
wait ah keong 2ml tuition help me do revision la...
now sleepy d... dun hope to study again...
2day din drink coffee...
coz jz nw go sg.long pasar malam ate a bowl of asam laksa...
scare drank coffee then stomach beh tahan....

planed 2ml do mm at nite....
do revision...
i hope i can score it on thus...
i reali worry this subject...
scare cant score...

tat day keng wif teh o and jac...
about form 4 classes...
sci stream gt 4 choice-KC,ICT,EST,ACCOUNT...
KC-no use for our future...
ICT-no ppl accompany me study...
EST-quite hard...
ACCOUNT-sci stream d nid study 3 sci 2 maths... plus acount then become 3 sci 3 maths... for me... i will die of it!
so i jz left 2 choice... ICT or EST...
my bro dun wan me study EST...
coz it is tough... and nt tat useful...
he wan me take ACCOUNT...
NO WAY!
so ICT... i m sure no ppl accompany me de...
therefore... i m confuse of it...
aiyar... busy my PMR 1st la...
dun wan think so much...

klar...
go sleep st...
bb...

19/5

woohoo~
yesterday sleep at 2am...
study sci nia...
luckily i finish my form 1 and form 3 syllabus...
still gt form 2...
but nvm... planed to study 2nite...
now doing sumthing secret....
wat's it?
tell u la...
shhhh.....
i doing sumthing reali secret....
[@#$$%%^^&*&^%$#...]
nah... keep it as a secret ah...
shhh....

2day ah...
quite normal lo...
but sumthing very miraculous...
i whole day also gt spirit to listen teacher o...
onli on MM period...
gt a bit sleepy...
now quite sleepy too la....
but nid to do the miraculous thing...
cant sleep...T.T

2day beh song chia le d...
fish him!
haiz...

klar...
go do my thing 1st...
mayb will upload sumthing uphere later...
bb~

study study...

study study~
no more time d...
nid fight wif time...
now go where also nid to k book...
go toilet also nid to read book, wait bus also nid to read book...
i think a few day later when i sleep i also nid to read book...
lolx... so serious nia?
nola... kidding onli...
but wait bus can read sum easy note la..
reali nid to study hard and study smart...

now i studying science..
actually i dun wan waste my time on it...
coz ah keong there gt help us do revision...
but until now he jz finish form 1 syllabus and form 2 1st chapter...
thus wan exam d..
cant wait him jor...
so nid study myself...
luckily gt my favourite biscuit...
and gt music too...
keke... lucky me?

klar...
i go study 1st lo...
bb~

tired nia... no spirit d...

revision

hohoho~
it's me again....
having 5 minit break from myself...
studying leh...
but still in geo...
coz of wat?
tat day din study baik-baik...
it cause me gt a lots of question duno how to do while doing pass year question...*T.T
so i planed to restudy...
jz finish my form 1 syllabus...
actually i jz briefly read it...
dun wan to waste much time on it...
time not enuf ah!

now reading form 3 geo...
wif sum soft and peaceful songs...
at least made me felt nt tat lonely...
and comfortable too...
i have to appreciate the time...
and use it wisely...

i din go work 2day...
nt lazy is becoz of exam...
RM40 gone...
but never mind...
i gt study mar...
at least nt waste time at home doing nothing... *guai leh

klar...
continue my study lar...
bye^^

dream...

opps...
dreamt many thing 2day...
about spec la...
about love la...
about camera la...
about webteam la..
much more...
ppl included also many o...
gt vv la...
gt rui la...
gt teh o la...
gt dear la...
gt alan la...
gt jaylim la...
gt weini la...
much much more...

y i will dreamt those thing?
日有所思 夜有所梦？
keke... duno...

currently miss many ppl...
gt vv la....
gt rui la...
gt teh o la...
bt i damn miss dear...

i hope to find them...
but phone no more credit...
and scare will bother them...
so, keep it inside my heart...
and continue miss them lo...

cut hair?

woo~
1.33am d...
but i still on9 at here...
jz came bek from work nia...
dun curious...
or mayb u all din curious at all...

2day outside nt much ppl...
i almost cant hit my target...
luckily god helped me...
thx god!

unhappy?
a bit la...
but i m jz pretended i m nothing...
by the way, i unhappy of wat i also duno...
tat thing ah? cum'on la fey...
small stuff onli...
forget about it la...
but i still cant put it down...T.T

OXY5 seem cant help me a lot...
haiz... so i planing to cut hair...
my laopo(piggy) gt same idea wif me...
we 2 also wana cut bob hair...
nice huh?
i duno...
i like tat type of hair...
but i know gheese, a su, chia le sure laugh me de...
say me very man, 花木兰..."sigh
suan liao la... 习惯就好...

exam is around the corner...
hope u all gain a good result...
wish u all the best...
gambateh!

same question...
who can do revision wif me?
vv?
long time din saw her on9...
mayb put appear off9 gua...
but she also no time choi me la...
so, conclusion is...
STUDY ALONE...T.T

song introduction

originally i should go to calligraphy class...
but my stupid maid made sum troubles...
my mum nid to settle it and no time to fetch me to class....
actually gt time de... she at there@##$$%%^&*
and called dad for complaint...
sek do lo... dun wan go lo...
later gv her @#$$%%^&*then die d...
sure no mood de...

found a song...
actually quite old jor de...
and i heard be4 in tv and radio...
this few days my younger brother and sister keep on finding this song...
but they failed... *haha
so i helped them find lo... *good-heart leh
go youtube listen this song...
repeated and repeated... *very nice
so now put here and let u all hear...
this song quite meaningful...
useful for my video...
ohya! if anyone gt this song... pls inform me... thx!



klar...
go study 1st...
bb^^

澄清

澄清！
下面的那个post的主角不是我！
只是突然有这一个画面
所以就顺手写下来...
不要再问我那个人是谁
也不要再叫我不要伤心了
我没有伤心+没有这个人的出现
我没有骗你们...
信不信由你...
如果下面的post写中了你们任何一个
那... congratulation and celebration~
很坏哦！不是啦，而是我们有缘...
让我无端端都可以写中你...

无聊的一天！
虽然我现在只过了16号的半天
不过我可以相信
今天一定是非常无聊！
救命啊!!!!

无题

失去了
没有了
静静的
离开了
我的心 跟着你走了

放下了
不管了
潇洒过
几回呢
我的生活 是属于我的

我是你的
你是我的
他是她的
她是他的
美好未来 泡汤了

是你的任性
是你的自私
是你的离开
改变了一切

我会负责任？
算了吧 认了吧
你不是这种人
潇洒点吧！
是你选择了离开
不要再对我说你还是会负责任的

可怜我吗？
我已经不是你的
你的一切已经不属于我的
我不需要你的一切
你的可怜 你的怜悯
你的疼爱 你的关心
留给你的她吧！
她比我更需要你
她比我更需要你冷刺刺的关心
她比我更需要你假惺惺的怜悯
她比我更需要你大男人的关心
她比我更需要你自以为是的疼爱

我看透你了
也已经伤够了
不要再对我说你还喜欢我
不要再对我说你还想念我
不要再对我说你放不下我
不要再对我说你受不了她
这是你的选择
你应该负起你的责任

你懂我想对你说什么吗
就两个字
犯贱！
是你不懂得珍惜我
是你不懂得疼爱我
是你犯贱地离开我
是你自作孽
对于你 我已经不想多说了

不要痛苦
不要痛哭
不要放弃
不要气你自己
为了我 你不需这样做
我并不需要你的这一切
要好好爱护她
要好好照顾她
要好好珍惜她
要好好体谅她
要好好了解她
要好好对待她
那个对我很重要的她

好朋友
这三个字好陌生 好见外
好朋友
我已经把他交给你了
他是个好人
只是有时会无心伤害
要多点包容他
愿你幸福
你放心吧！
我会离开
带着一个只有灵魂没有心的躯体离开
我不会干扰你和他的生活
因为只有这样
我才能够自由
你才不用搞小动作对付我
把你的精力省下吧！
好好地对待他

走了 好朋友
还有那个我爱却不爱我而爱她的他

5月15号的心情

5月15号了...
在这个年头 我已经过了5个月15天...
我 得到了些什么？
我 努力了些什么？
学业？友情？爱情？亲情？
学业-还是老样子 成绩就像心跳 时高时低
友情-变质了吗？不愿去想 就让我自欺欺人吧！
爱情-还在保鲜期？我不了解 只懂他对我很好
亲情-变好了 至少现在在家已经不会时常大小声了

2009这个年头
太多事发生了
愉快的 不开心的
今年都好像一手包办
我已经学会了如何应付
我不会去八卦别人的事
我不会去牵涉别人的事
我不想去理一些我没办法解决的事
逃避？
以前总不能接受逃避 总觉得那是一个懦夫的行为
现在的我觉得 逃避 未免不是一个把自己伤害降到最低的方法
是我自私吧！
对不起 是我伤害了你
我想你

H1N1很不幸的闯入我国了
那位患者刚从纽约回来
现在在雪州的某间医院治疗
主啊
请你保守他 也看守我们
感谢主
阿门

突然心情蛮down的
感性？
没意见...
我需要人陪！

k book...

yeah!
done my project an hour ago...
i jz left photo onli...
no printer nia...
nvm... 2molo go webteam print...

jz nw planed study from 11-2am...
but spoil d...
watch tv+boil phone porridge wif jf...
ngam ngam hang up his phone onli...
lost 1 more hours AGAIN...
*sigh

klar...
nid chase time..
dun wan study science d...
i forgot ah keong gt help us do revision...
so dun wan waste time...
GEO! i m coming!

settle...

sigh*
everything is bek to normal...
finally...
but i reali hope the thing is under my control...
no ones can help me?
i think...
but i know teh o gave me a lots of advise...
at least she share me an ear....
to hear me fat ngap fung... *read in cantonese

omg!
sej project!
i haven done it...
next week nid passup d..
but i haven done it...
tis few days too many things pop out...
nid lots of time to settle it...
anyways, i will try my best to finish it 2day...

NO homeworks day! *clap
keke... actually i reali have no idea about homework...
i jz know i nid to finish my project..
and start my revision...
2day study wat subject?
erm... i think science and maths...
urps... i get screwed wif the stupid maths...
i know the format...
but duno how to apply in the question... *sob sob

someone told me sumthing crazee...
mayb swt is more suitable to describe it... *haha
she told me that i gt 8 husbands...
and they came from a group... a BIG group...
who are they?
they are BC BM BI MM SCI GEO SEJ KH
i have to love them very much...
with that... i can control them and score them easily...
crazee huh? haha...
sumore she told me that 1 week onli 7 days...
it means that i cant even accompany my 8 husbands in a week...
so she wan me to try my best to accompany them... *from now on
klar... promise u... i will try my best to accompany them...

planed to sleep on 2am 2day...
do revision nia..
who can accompany me?
NOBODY!
*sigh

mother's day celebration

Jz came bek from dinner...
a late mother's day celebration...
we din buy anything for mummy...
so we treat her a dinner...
nt very expensive...
coz we all also no money...
>.<

we went to SiChuan steamboat restaurant in puchong...
Si Chuan is famous of it's spicy food...
1st time i lost in spicy food...
everytimes i can tahan spicy food coz i love spicy...
but this time... i surrender...
too spicy nia...
1st round of steamboat then i gv spicy till die d...
charmT.T

camhol~
share sum picha up bah...

the look before we start our meal... 1 sour and spicy and another soup is yao cai...




wat is this? i was wondering... the shape make me thought of yellow thing... wat u all can imagine?



here is the sour and spicy soup... the 1st spicy soup that make me 1st round then die d... too spicy leh...T.T



the bill... cheap nia... but we reali full d... me+bros+sis paid the bill...



the look when we finished our meal.... messy huh...keke...=p

a nice celebration?
i think ya...
although we jz had sum cheap food...
but we made a lots of jokes...
keep on laughing and chit chat while eating...
we had a long long time din spend this kind of time together d...
so, wat we did this nite is worth...
thx god!

klar...
i hav to oioi d...
byes and see u guys...
muackzzz~

happy xD

me! wif the cube i done...




rubik cube o =p

nah... the real face of rubik cube... i jz done 2 layer... then dun dare continue d...

hehe....
2day i bring jia jia de cube bek home...
ah mao and gheese keep play it...
ah mao show off nia...
rotate till all ngam d onli gv me bek...
klor... i know i m nt pro in this...
but i will improve it...

rubik cube nice to play lo...
can practice my brain....
nowadays brain jam jor...
play this will fresh up my mind...
thx jia jia a lots for teaching me^^

jac daughter ah...
u know to play d?
learn from ur donut lo...
u said he know mar...
he sure teach u de...
u know d then teach me o...

jz nw 3.00++ mum and dad onli come fetch me....
then i keep play it on the car...
4.00++ i onli done 2 layer....
but i dun dare continue d...
later ask jia jia jor onli continue...

took sum picha wif the cube i made...
as an evidence of i played it....
hehe...
so happy of it...
can play till this count gud d...
i jz learnt it from jia jia 2 days onli...
each day teach sum...
all total up jz few hours onli...
nt over 5 hours i think...
but gt this result...
happy...
btw... if u now messy it up and wan me do again...
i will take a lots of times...
noob nia...
dun blame...

jz nw sampat d...
took sum sampat picha...
wana see...
here it is...

trying to make love shape but failed...T.T

know how to kiss urself? here it is... kakaxD

sad when i thinking of u... cryT.T

母亲节特备回忆录-童年>现在

一开始的我们
很安静
也很吵
安静时你会笑
吵闹时你会用爱安抚我们

慢慢大了
我常怨恨
为什么你们都不买玩具给我
barbie doll? bear bear? 家家酒？
一样都没有...
从前玩的都是哥哥姐姐留下来的玩具
终于 有一天 我吵到你们买玩具了
积木 是我第一样的玩具
我玩了很久很久都不舍得丢
最后全烂了 我还有收藏着 因为是回忆
可是到最后 搬家的时候给你们丢了

开始懂ABC的时候
我很喜欢上课
因为幼儿园里有很疼我的老师，校长，甚至连扫地工人都很疼我..
因为小时候的我 不会害羞 什么人都敢说话 什么东西都敢玩
还记得小时候 我的朋友-友权 跌倒了
一个男孩在那边哭 我总在那边笑 然后扶起他
我不明白 为什么要这么轻易掉泪呢？
只是跌个倒 对我来说 有跌倒才代表有成长
所以我整天都满身伤 你们替我擦药的时候 我总是说很爽
因为我觉得痛痛的感觉很好 会在我的回忆留下一个印

幼儿园的生活真得很好 有超多回忆的
一早起床 你就会泡一杯milo或牛奶
你说这个可以帮助我们上课的吸收能力
这个习惯 直到今天我都还保存着 每天早上离不开一杯milo
还记得以前在幼儿园的时候 有一个男孩对我很好
名字应该是文俊 希望没记错啦
他对我真得很好很好 真得很谢谢他
他的书包总有一大堆零食 糖果,mamee,面包,我所要得他都有...
他爸开杂货店的 他所有的零食都是foc的
我还记得他曾经送过我一只笔 前面是笔 后面是印 BEAR BEAR图案的 然后中间是泡泡
那只笔我也是有收藏着 因为它是唯一一样可以纪念他的东西
可是也是在搬家的时候给你们丢了
我记得他曾经跟我说过一句话 很傻的一句话
:"我长大后一定要跟你结婚..."
很傻对不对？我没有答应他... 只是傻笑着
也因为这一句话 我们互相给了对方号码
他常打来 可是没话说得啦 就聊卡通咯
我们常常粘在一起 看见他=看见我 形影不离的
我们以前的约定 不懂他还记得没有 相信他忘了
不过不用紧 这段回忆我不会忘记的
他 给了我很多美好的时光
懵懂的童年 谢谢有他的存在

-待续-

bek from work...

hehe...
bek from work...
earn RM55 2day...
tired?
a bit la...
but i still come here blog...
duno y...
nth to write but hope to blog...
^^

dear jz nw find me d...
we talk a while...
although is a while...
but d enuf...
i know it is a test...
a test from god to investigate me and him de relationship...
i will accept it and settle wif him...
i wun cares ppl say wat...
if correct, i will do...
if wrong, i wun do...
wat u all have to do is gv me support...
supports r important for me...

i found tat...
i have a long time din write sumthing meaningful...
no inspiration...
i will try my best la...
hehe^^

tat day 5/5 is the hundred days of my leng lui biao jie and her bf pakto de time...
they start their relationship at new year eve... 25/1...
erm... tat day also meaningful for me...
wun forget tat day...
and 30... it is our lucky number....
hehe... y is our lucky number?
will tell u all at here soon...
nt nw la... tired d...

gt sum weird feel now...
hope to find sumone accompany...
but who can i find?
vv? rui?
impossible la...
then is who?
i think to find sum guys to chat is better....
who is the lucky ones?
hehe.... onli me and him will know...
klar... byes...
dun miss me o~

gor gor make de cake...

rui ah...
the bread story reali gt story de lo...
see....


guess wat inside?


deng deng deng deng... gor gor make de cake...for mummy de...


gor gor say the doll is him... coz the doll leng zai... look like him...


mummy cutting the cake...

saturday

[我想就这样牵着你的手不放开 爱可不可以简简单单没有悲哀]
i m hearing this song while writing this blog...
feel gud huh....^^
okays...
bek to my diary lo...

2day...
a little bit nt normal la...
ytd vv called me...
she wana date me out to jusco....
[dated? erm... m i used wrong word? hehe...]
but at last din go jor...
i tot 2day will be a normal day....
wake up and then rayau here and there...
then 2pm go calligraphy class...
but hor... vv and rui came my hse...
yeah!!! haha....
rui come practice guitar...
vv come teach guitar...
haha... shuang...
then we go out hav a walk in kajang town...
and ate our lunch in secret recipi...
we keep on camhol 2day...
but inside vv and rui handphone la...
cant post up here...

yer....
rui and vv so soi....
open my album...
saw so many cant see de things...
vv sumore take away sum photo...
wakaka... monday, heng and others will gv vv play d...

2day whole day phone din ring...
should happy or sad?
i duno....
i m waiting his call...
-waiting-

klar...
i have to go work d...
byes~

dear...

i asked myself...
wat happened?
but i know wat is the situation....
i felt not comfortable....
i felt not ngam...
i felt i cant...
i felt i m wrong...
i felt he is mistaken me...
but i m trying to hide away those things...

NOW...
i think it is the right time to explain whole thing...
i promise to dear in the beginning...
we nid tan bai...
cant hide inside our heart...

okays...
from where i have to start leh?
erm...
everytimes... when gt anything, i will tell myself...
"so hard onli can be together... appreciate la.... dun so kiddo, small small things then beh song..."
well... it's work.... at least i passby a peaceful month wif him...
i think i m lucky....
the most lucky ones!
becoz he treats me very gud...
reali very gud...
i still remember that in the beginning he gt many shortcoming....
but becoz of me... he changes a lot...
reali a lots...
i m happy!

tis time...
a super duper small thing happened...
i remembered that i told him before i prefer talk phone more than sms...
u know wat?
everyday same topic... same content...
i reali duno how to reply him...
in the morning, he will ask: wake up d? eat d? doing wat? have a nice sleep? etc...
at nite, he will write: eat d? full or nt? doing wat etc...
i reali he care bout me...
bt i reali duno how to answer him d...
ytd more geng... doing homework onli he also can ask till sms 6-7 msg...
haiz... if i din reply, he will think much more... like wat he write in his blog...
if reply... i duno write wat....
haiz.... 2day sumore ask me why dun reply his msg...
opps.... haiz....

i know dear will saw this...
i write at here jz to let u know my situation....
i hope u dun think so much...
okays? read d then gv me a call....
i know u can do it...

SORRY...T.T

today =.=

hey... it's me again...
lolx... sure is me la...
abuthen?
lolx... k...back to title...
2day ah?
same lo....
go skul... then wait time passby lo...
btw... hope all 3D students wun angry of wat i gonna say at here...
i found that 2day aley de period quite interesting o...
at least i gt concentrated la...
erm... i think i should stop at here...
coz i think 3D students will kill me afterward...

okays..
phew~
seem gt so many thing i haven done...
but no energy to do d...
lazy lo....
still gt sej project have to kill...
gambateh la...

i found tat nowadays my blog is nt interesting anymore...
haiz...
mayb is becoz my comp gt problem...
no mood to blog so much...
and i have to finish my works....

sam lai ah sam lai...
sick d also din tell me la...
haiz... sad sad...
take care la...
love u o....

今天

病了
呜呜T.T
头痛 过后发烧
Grr...
看了医生后
医生说我眼睛近视度数加深了
而带着不对度数的眼镜
所以头会痛
心想:"可能吗?如果能换眼镜就好了！"
可是 我爸妈不给我换...
呜呜...

昨天 一直做猪
我还开玩笑说我患了猪流感
哈哈
其实不好笑 =.=

今天？
normal咯
没去duty...
习惯了...
dear来看我...
过后去duty了...
我,yih,kok kuih去晨祷咯...
日子还是一样地过...

没什么好写的...
就这样咯...
拜拜...

失去方向感...

美好的一天？
不！
是很乱的一天...
我开始分不清楚身边的人和事物...
很茫然 也很无助
不过我知道
怎样都好
生活还是要过
主 还是在我的身边

中三
让我学会了很多
无形中
思想也跟以前不同
我学会了不管
我学会了放手
我学会了不轻易让别人知道我的想法
我学会了做事不再复杂
我学会了坐视不理
是好事？还是坏事？
我只能说
人到了另一个境界 就会有另一个想法
我已经不再是以前那个把喜怒哀乐写在脸上的人
我仿佛不见了许许多多我信任的人
我看到了很多我不想看到的事物
以前的我 会跟任何一个人讨论那些看不过眼的事
现在的我 会放在心里 自己思考
因为 我不想再把自己暴露在一个不安全的地方
隐藏 正确吗？
我会回答 隐藏,没有错...

放手啦
不管啦
要走得快走吧！
要死得快死吧！
一切都不关我的事啦...
啦 啦 啦
我只想和你一起
到海角天涯
啦 啦 啦
我只想念完我的学业啦
其他的 我都不想再去想它
啦 啦 啦

hero^^

Yeah!
My hero is back!!!
welcome yar...
faster help me to kil those annoyed PIMPLES!
anti-pimples~

oh yeah~
i think too much yesterday...
nth happened ever after...
dun scare myself...
everything is ok...
or mayb wonderful?
hehe^^
i will try to fill up myself wif busy work when u nt free...
Din reply my msg?
i told myself ur phone gt problem...
or no more credits...
coz u nt tat type of person that suka suka hilang diri...
rite?
i BELIEVE in u...

klar...
i nid to do my seni projek d...
before that...
let me greet yek jian 1 more times...
Happy Birthday o~

suddenly remembered...
2day is my bro's gf birthday too...
my bro yesterday din come back...
stay overnite at his gf house...
so nw i wish my bro's gf HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
and also wish my bro's plan all the best...

[hey bro, if u cant play the birthday song that i teach well... rmb dun tell ur gf that is i teach de ah... no face... >.<]

random post...

same as yesterday...
jz came back from work...
after read vv fren's blog...
i onli realize that y 2day sri petaling seriously traffic jam...
yuan lai is becoz stadium bukit jalil there gt Lee Hom's concert...
forget d...
keke...

becoz of Lee Hom...
2day my salary less a bit...
coz nobody go eat at restaurant there...
so no business do...
lolx...
but me so pro...
sure can settle 1...
so lastly i earn RM35...
i paid a hard hard work to earn it o....
reali blood sweat money...

haiz....
comp sot d...
wana cry jor...
luckily jaylim teach me wat to do...
if nt i reali go crash wall d...

arguement?
or mayb jz a little nt same opinion?
i don't reali know about it...
he din reply my msg...
mayb he sleep d?
perhaps he is...

i keep on console myself
-fey
it's just a small stuff...
no nid so nervous...
be natural...
it's will be ok...
he din reply ur msg is becoz he slept..
dun think so much...

i reali hope i can do it...
jz relax k?
promise myself...
who can know my situation?
perviously, i will tell vv...
but now she....
so... should i tell rui?
she rushing her projects...
better dun kacau her...

so, the final decision is....
i tell myself...
i think myself...
i settle myself...
this decision good enuf?
totally yes!

2/5/2009 a new page in my life

okays...
sit properly and read wat i wrote...

jz came bek from skul...
or mayb can said as webteam agm...
well...
the result r pulling us to sum surprise...
orginally... ex-ajk planed to appoint alan as our new chairman...
due to sum reason... teacher persist in choose jaylim as our new chairman...
well... it's a gud decision also...
becoz jaylim gt that ability to take over the job...
wat i know is my skul life is getting hard and harder...
settle this and settle that...
and will face many teachers or mayb principal too...
haiz... die...T.T

well...
here it is the new committee's list of webteam...
Chairman:Jaylim Chun Keat
Assistant Chairman: Yap Jia Hui
Treasurer: Yim Wei Ni
Secretary: Koay Hean Ghee
Head of Equitment: Alan Chew Wee Yuan
Head of Photography: Tek Fei Yih
Head of Article: Lee Pei Yeen
tat's all...
i think i should end of the topic of webteam...
i should get enuf rest for this 2 weeks...
start from june we all will busy till hell...
T.T

2day arrived skul in around 7.20am...
no fren at skul by that time...
i went to fish pond to do my geography assignment...
and dear come and accompany me after a few while...
we keep on chit-chat while doing my assignment...
suddenly sumthing happen and dear do sumthing make me shock in front of many ppl...
omg!
it is unexpected...
and i haven get ready for it...
anyways...
it's sweet and acceptable for me...
hehe...

klar...
i have to go bath and take sum rest...
ltr still nid go out work and earn money...
bye bye...~

lastly...
happy birthday to uncle jia fuo...

2day...

Jz came bek from work..
I get my salary...
RM45!!!
so syiok when receive it...
my plan almost success...

2ml webteam agm...
same as gheese...
i also quite nervous about it...
coz i know there will be a big change after the agm...
will make us get in trouble...
think dao this i also die...
cant breathe...
but wat i m sure is...
my studies is more important than webteam...

2day dear gt a bit beh song on me...
i think...
is my fault?
i duno...
haiz....
i m nothing to comment about it....T.T

now waiting vv wong online...
she reali cute...
call me on9 after i arrived home but duno where is she now...
waiting~