2010/11/24

Insomnia..

I am insomnia again =x
Ok. Take it easy babe..
Try to find something to do..
Hmp....
Let's blog about my feeling about these few days.

As usual,
I woke up around 11am,
After brush teeth and breakfast time,
On facebook and msn,
If nothing special I'll on tv or watch movies..

Today,
My dad woke me up around 9am,
He brings us out to breakfast,
Planed to my uncle's house after buying those ingredient for my dad's business at Selayang,
But failed to do so, my dad decided to go home..
We lost our ways during the journey,
Finally, we found our ways when we saw MidValley Megamall..
My dad suggested to have a walk in MidValley,
We were windows shopping along and took our lunch at KFC..
Then, we went home.

I open facebook again when I reached home..
Saw some articles that about couples activities..
I found him in my mind indeed when I was reading the articles.
I felt sad and I missed him.
It was a hard feeling. It's pain.
I told myself thousand times, he is no longer belongs to me but I just can't put down him.
He will flash out my mind when I read or touch or went or doing anythings or any places that related to him.
Is I myself to break up with him so I shouldn't have these kind of responses when I was in the circumstances.
Perhaps I need times. Perhaps it will just take a short period for putting him down.
May times can cure everythings =(

I having some problems with home.
I just can't communicate nicely with them recently.
Don't try to get any reason from me on these problems.
Because I myself have no idea on that.
Hopes I can settle it as soon as possible.

Loneliness appeared again.
Where can I find an ear? A shoulder?
Who can I call in this late night to share my feeling with him/her?
It's hurt when I found nobody.
Maybe I should enjoy the loneliness?
Oh gosh!
You are appearing in my mind now again.
Arghhh! Help!!
I knew I can't call you. I knew I shouldn't do that. :'(

I knew you will having your final exam next week.
All the best ya =p

Goodnight everyone..

2010/11/20

to you

别伤害自己

你最近的生活应该不错吧

加油吧!

2010/11/16

失眠的夜

2010年11月16日

这个夜晚 我失眠了
不知道为什么
我头脑总是分泌出一些人的影子
和一些跟他们曾经经历过的事

我想起了他
这几天都想起了他
每当晚上回房间睡觉时
一闭上眼他的一切就会浮现
好几个晚上 都是他陪我入眠的
甚至发梦也会梦见他

但是在现实生活中
我很想靠近他 可是我就停滞不前
我怕而且忧虑着很多事
我怕 我一往前他就退后
我怕 他会推开我
我怕 我们因此再也不是朋友
我怕 我们不适合
我怕 我们都被时间错过了
我怕 我是因为寂寞所以才找上他
我更怕 我会伤害到另一个她
我有太多无法确定的因素了
我也担心事后的结果并不天从人愿
我不敢告诉任何人
因为被牵连的 实在太多了
不说出来 或许 是一个更好的选择

我很乱
我不懂该怎么做
顺其自然 结果会否像我期望的一样?
努力去争取 会否得不到我想要的?
毕竟我跟他好不容易才和好
跟她更是多年好友
我并不想失去这一切

不过
事实摆在眼前
目前我能够做的
也只是扮演好朋友的角色
一步一步来
其他的都不去想了

一切就听天由命吧!
加油!

2010/11/13

Random post..

2.53am
I will remember this moment..
The moment I miss you badly..
I saw the blog I wrote about you before..
I found that the memory between us was sweet..
You are the one who treat me most sincerely and most protect me..
How good if we can back to the pass..
So that I can cherish you again..
I promise if I am given the chance, I will treat you the best I can..

But,
I should Figure out the feeling in my heart.
Do the feeling pop out when I am lonely?
Or I really fall in love with you in the second time?
Do we suitable to be couple again?
Erm, the best way to investigate is we separate for a period of time..
Right?

Pray hard to Lord..
A-men

2010/10/27

氧化

今天的心情很奇怪
不懂正确的方向在哪

此刻希望身边是你
但 只有那无味无色的空气在弥漫着

想打给你 按好了号码 却没勇气按下拨通键
不想打扰你 不想烦着你

最近多了很多习惯
习惯把自己的烦恼心情隐藏起来
习惯了我们这种沟通方式

我不喜欢这样
可是我知道我没办法选择

逆来顺受
是我今天想表达的

我不知道你有没有上来看
我不知道你到底懂不懂我的心情
我不想懂这个答案

我们的感情 氧化了吗?

2010/10/26

保险期

还在深宵k书着,
此刻手在键盘 眼在荧幕 耳在988..

最近真的很逊哦
我真的好久好久没写些很感性的东西
没记错的话大概有一年多的时间了

刚看了988DJ 欣怡的部落格
突然有股冲动 有股感性的心情
想写写自己的心情
可登入了部落格以后
那些感觉全军覆没了
呼~~ 算了呗!
做人要看开点嘛~ 这样日子才容易过 ^.^v

不过话说回来
我真的有段很长的时间没写了
最近的文笔有点生锈了
每每当我自己责怪自己的时候
就会有个想法帮自己逃离
不断地告诉自己 感觉真的在酝酿着
可是这煲汤也未免煲太久了吧!
纳闷~ >.<

刚才在欣怡的部落格里看到这么的一句话
"如果单纯不要刻意保鲜,是否会被生命氧化?"
这句话有在我心里回荡了一下下,
如果我们不要刻意地保鲜,会否让另一样东西给氧化掉?
那么爱情呢?
很多人都把爱情用保鲜纸给系上,希望爱情可以长跑..
可是勉强地贴上保鲜纸,意义还存在吗?
但我们人往往就是这样,也许是习惯吧!
但如果我能选一样来豁免保鲜期的存在,我会选择人的想法..
在我的角度里,随着人的年龄逐渐增长,想法也要越来越成熟吧!
当我用理性思考时,心灵就会平静下来,
清晰的头脑,可以帮助我分析什么是该做的什么是不该做的..
人长大了,想法应该也要到达那种年龄层吧!
或许是自己一厢情愿的想法,可我不觉得这有什么不好的 =]

988电台也进入没DJ的时段,
看看时钟也已进入2010年10月26日的第2个小时了..
心情已调节好,study mood也回来了~
加油吧!

2010/10/25

encouragement

It's me again..
I'm run out of study mood..
I'm desperate for someone's encouragement..
but i feel sad with the feedback..

All the times,
I was the one who keep encourage myself when i facing difficulties..
Unfortunately, I am not god..
I will moody like what I having now..

What to do?
I just can maintain the situation..
Encourage myself for the exam..

Let's have a deep breathe,
close up your eyes,
relax your mind,
tell yourself that you sure can,
1 2 3
open your eyes and study..

Jia you! If you think you can, you can make the different!

Quote of today: Positive spirit is the best weapon to achieve the goals..

2010/10/22

renew~

it's 11.44pm now...
i'm sitting in front of com...
things keep crossing my mind so sudden..
i just couldn't escape from it..

i wondering why problems won't stop for a while..
everyday every moment the problems will come and knock my door..
after i solved them, another will come..
it's just like a non-stop circle..
keep turning around me..

concert planning,
exam revision,
job vacancy,
income,
phone,
electric guitar,
oh gosh!
i hope i can run away from all of these..

when can i owe a new phone?
i really desperate for it..
but i know that it will be a long period for my next phone..
i knew that i should cherish for what i owe now..
at least the situation isn't worst until i have no phone to use..
but, i still hope that i can owe a new phone with camera function...
aimed Sony Ericsson Aino for it's 8.1 megapixel camera...

okie..
exam just passed 1 week with 10 papers...
still got 2 more weeks to go..
hopefully everythings will be fine..
must pray hard to god le..

i thought about my future..
finally, i had change my mind..
but i still struggle between business admin, accounting, banking and finance with mass com..
maybe i shouldn't think about so far for now..
anyways, i had made up my mind..
form 4 --> form 5 --> matriculation --> university
if possible i hope to study at oversea..
scholarship is the key to success because i knew that my dad had no money to spend on my study..
so i just can continue with scholarship that i have to achieve by my own self..
i like matriculation just because their system..
they seperate into few sem so that i can study seperately..
it's a tough work if u having final exam with the whole thick textbook like form 6..

okie..
it's the time to bed..
flu is visiting me..
better have a good rest now and start my study's engine later on 5am...
gambateh every candidates of the stupid final exam...
next week is the toughest week but after that we are free!
so be patient for the coming holiday~


Quote for today: life is easier with happiness, aren't?

2010/10/17

break

wait...
first of all, i hope i can take a deep breathe..
huu~ ok...
i m taking a break from sejarah and bm revision now..
and it's a right time to blog..

i didn't went to work this two days..
actually i felt guilty of this..
because i knew that my dad needs me for his business due to i had a long time din help him when i was traveling at Sabah...
haiz.. i knew this is out of my possibility..
if i given a chance, i hope i can separate myself at once so that i can help my dad and study for exam in a meantime.
it's jz a dream. i knew it.

i m lack of times...
i m the one who cause this problem happened.
my rational told me to study as much as i can, but my laziness told me not to touch books.
obviously, my laziness won the match.
i got do revision, but most of times i waste it with sleep and dreaming.
okays, i accept the truth. i will try my best, no worries k?

countdown: 22 days~

听君一席话

刚刚跟我哥聊了聊
我们说到人的脑和人的心

他说的很对
我很赞同

:"某某某很聪明又如何?人的心最重要,如果人的心无法控制大脑,几聪明也是假的..."

:"就像爱因斯坦,他的智商200,人人都说他很聪明,就连他死了科学家也拿他的脑来研究,研究他为什么这么聪明。可是实际上是他的聪明帮助他得到一切的吗?不。他也是经过无数次的失败才有今天的成就,而成就他的就是他的心,他的毅力,他的坚持。所以说,一个人如果不能接受失败,从失败中学习,坚持到底,即使给他再高的天资智商也没有用。"

:"一个人的心态很重要,就像你有一把刀,如果你的心态正确,你就会拿刀来帮助你做切割工作,如果你心态不正确,你就会拿刀杀人,一样的道理。"

:"考试成绩不好没关系,就重要是你的心态要正确,要问心无愧。尽力了就好,千万不要放弃。只要不放弃,你还有机会达到目的,一旦你认输了,你就在也没有机会获得成功。"


听君一席话,胜读十年书。
我赞同我哥所说的。
只要我不放弃,就还有成功的希望。
心态真的很重要,是决定一切的关键。
加油吧!叶家妃!

2010/10/04

懊恼_ing

最近心情乱糟糟的
前一阵子跟他有点问题
然后学会又有点问题要处理 要面对
我整个人都垮了

虽然大部分的问题都解决了
可是我心情还是一样
我无法专注在课本上
怎么办?
死期就要到了
唉~

我可以杀掉我自己吗?
懊恼_ing~

2010/09/27

Oops!

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望 



Based on her situation and this song,
the feeling that I kept deeply inside my heart fade out again..
I duno wat happen to me..
I thought I m d kept it well..
I thought I d nth..
I thought I d forgot the feeling..
Lord, I hope that it is jz a dream..
Jz a small period of thinking nonsense..
I hope hat this wun affect me n him..
I hope that lord can gv me strength to differentiate reality n dream..
He, was jz a pass..
Jf, is my choice now..
I love him..
I do meant it..

2010/09/18

续下一站幸福

继续了我的下一站幸福
心情还是跟前几次一样
怪怪的

我还是一样的鼻酸
我还是一样为慕橙感到伤心
我还是一样为小乐感到心酸

一个没有了爸爸的小孩心情怎样
一个为了爱人幸福而被迫离开的女生的心情如何
我想我开始明白 开始感受得到

谢谢下一站幸福教会了我需多

今日语录:爱要及时~

2010/09/17

下一站幸福

认识我的人都知道
我 是一个很难会哭的人
没办法 我的眼泪就是这么不听使唤
无论我遇到多困难 多难过的事
眼泪就是不肯掉下来
憋在心里面 很难受
所以我超感谢那些在我难过的时候弄哭我的人
哭了 真的会让自己的心好过一点

可是这次的case有点不一样
我从来就没有看戏看到哭得
就算是跟朋友去看钱不够用2这类型的戏
朋友哭得稀里哗啦的
我都没掉泪

唯独是这次
我看下一站幸福看到哭
床单都哭湿了
这戏真的煞到我了
昨天晚上一个人在房间看
眼泪就失控
我哭得稀里哗啦的
这套戏真的很感动
我败给下一站幸福了
看得我很心酸 睡不着
我一闭上眼 梁慕橙和任光晞就会出现

下一站幸福
赞!

2010/09/02

To you

很多时候 很多事情
我很介意
可是我却不敢说出口
所以都告诉你说我无所谓
我是真的无所谓吗?
哪怕哪天我真的忍受不了了
我会怎样呢?
离开?

老实说
我对你的承诺
你说你会改变的态度
已经死心
一次又一次的失望
我真的很心疼 很心灰

与其说我包容你
不如说我麻木了
我真的已经麻木了
包容是还有心跳感觉的
可是我对你说会改的承诺死心了
如果有天我对你说永远各不相干的时候
意味着我已经彻底放弃了
=(

如果你是爱我的 你会阻止这一切的发生 是吗?

2010/08/31

revision

4am now,
going to sleep although i am not sleepy..
Don't hope to break my record for 10++ hours study for exam non-stop 2day...
i scared my brain will blank out...
hopefully it won't...

ps: Don't think that tomolo will wake up on time for breakfast with movie kaki..

okays,
i have to off to bed!
Happy Merdeka Day~

Gambateh on my exam! ush ush ush~

2010/08/27

回顾

刚才略略看了我2008的事迹
时间过得真快
现在已经是2010年的8月尾了
总觉得自己很老
我很想过回以前的日子
光阴一去不复返
算了呗~

发现以前的我很爱写作
可以很即兴的写出某段字
现在老了
很久都没有这样做了
脑袋也生锈了
回到过去?
谁能借我时光机?

突然灵感没了
不懂要写什么
只想说
我 不 开 心

2010/08/22

Birthday

Read her blog just now..
Honestly, I m envy about her life..
Her life is full of best frenships bt wat do I?
When i was still a small little child,
I always told my fren that I got a lots of frens n I admit my social network is quite good..
Bt now, I have to admit that I m a looser.. Looser in frenships..
Actually, I m nt so trust on my fren around me..
the side-effect of being betrayed?
I jz cnt figure it out..
I reali scare to get hurt from my dear frens d..
Perhaps they always do believe n sayang me..

Honestly, every year before my birthday, I m quite looking forward for it..
I m curious that wat my fren will give me n how do they celebrate for me..
So do this year..
Bt it is quite sad that wat I imagine isn't happened..
Due to imagine=fake illusion?
I cnt get the surprise party or any related surprise from them..
I hope that I cn get the same things from fren as wat I have done for them..
Will this small little request consider as a excessive request?
Haha..

It is just a sudden feeling that I caught when I read her blog..
This post is meant nothing..
Jz a fucking bull shit post..
Ignore this please..
Thanks for ur cooperation.. ^.^

2010/08/10

晃晃~

啊~
终于有少许时间上来晃晃...

最近生活压力大?
不晓得...
只知道最近睡眠不足
且 睡的不是很安稳
总会忽然惊醒 然后朦胧睡去
生理时钟出现问题?
心理水平无法平衡?
希望是自己想太多..

光阴似箭
转眼已是9月天..
这数个月来
有长大了吗?
不敢奢求什么
只希望一切能 平平安安 顺顺利利 开开心心
就已满足

生命
我会画出美丽的色彩 =]

2010/07/09

田系了

真的很累 很不开心 很烦

如果可以的话

我希望可以卖醉 我希望可以大哭一场

我希望可以籍着酒意可以休息到够为止

原来什么也不告诉别人的感觉是如此地好

至少

不会为别人带来麻烦

最重要的是

我也已经说腻了

得了

就这样吧!


-The End-

Life~

No comment of my life...
Busy like a bee...
I m still out of condition...


I need time!!!!

2010/06/26

倒霉的一天

房子塌了
妈妈病了
烦恼多了
电脑来了
负债多了

生活怎么过呢?

我乱了
也累了

得了
我睡觉算了


-无言-

2010/03/23

Happy Birthday to Mii!

Happy Birthday to Mii...
Happy Birthday to Mii...
Happy Birthday to Mii...
Happy Birthday to Mii...

Happy Birthday!

looking forward of my little genting and ipod touch!

opps~!

2010/03/21

Musical Dream

okays...
let's have a short review of the music camp...

sunday(14/3)
suppose to arrive at new era on 5pm...
due to the stupid sian jee and xian min went to midv watch movie till cant rush bek to kjg and i have to wait them, so we were late to there including audio & lighting....
okays...
after we finished to fetch all the drums and audio tools to new era, we went out and had our dinner at 7 wonders...
sian jee paid the bills by camp money....(shhh....)
then we walked bek to new era and start our works...
we arrange the t-shirt, seperate them into group, put their tag and receipt into t-shirt and stick newspaper to cover the door's windows...
until 3am we onli went to bed...
whole nite we keep singing SJ's sorry sorry while lixuan busy talking phone wif her hubby...

monday(15/3)
taa-daa! the big days!
we woke up at 5am and walked to McD to have our breakfast...
after that quickly walked bek to new era and start our work...
after opening ceremony and ice-breaking, we had our 1st talk about band concept...
i missed sum part of it, coz i went out wif my parents coz of some urgent matters...
at nite, treasure hunt, incharged by our facilitators...
a tired and horror treasure hunt...
we run here and there in the new era and escape from those "monster", find our clues to finish our mission...
new era is a small hills, try imagine that we have to run here and there...
wat i can said that it is very crazy and tired...
after treasure hunt, AJKs had a small and long meeting...
we quickly to have our bath after meeting...
end our days around 2am...

tuesday(16/3)
woke up around 6am...
while waiting our breakfast, we had our morning exercises...
no mood to do so i jz sit beside and continue to sleep...
but i knew, it was a nice morning exercise...
after breakfast, we still have 2 talks to go on....
my eyes keep closing when attending those talks coz i m very tired and i fall sick again...
when telematch, i went to become head of station games...
no more energy to play...
after dinners, our showtimes!
an awesome talents nite, i like it!
went to bed around 1am...
we 6 girls' AJK keep dance SJ's Sorry Sorry...
fully addicted of it...

wed(17/3)
another 6am to wake up...
i go help preparing breakfast so i missed the morning exercise again...
after that, it's another talks that followed by closing ceremony...
i almost cried in closing ceremony...
wat did Mary Ann said is touching my heart, i reali felt wat she said...
then, we sang our theme songs again~
camp came to an end...
i went home around 4pm after finish keeping all the things...

an awesome camp...
nice theme song that composed by zhilin and weng yin...
i will keep this memories in the deep of heart...
it's a waste that u din attend to the camp, rui...

i will post the video, photos and theme song lyrics later...
see ya=]

2010/03/14

camp preparation

Hoo~
luckily i m still alive from the exam's war~
sick jor so many days...
yesterday finally fever d...
high fever... almost 39...
so 2day morning mummy brought me to clinic...
now feels better...
thx god!

13/3/2010
2day went to new era college wif all camp ajk to do some preparation...
stupid sian jee told me that they all still eating in yellow corner...
mana tahu when i arrived they all gone d...
phone no money to call...
luckily 7-11 is jz behind yellow corner...
if nt sian jee's mata will bengkak...
finally met them in cziplee and then walk to new era...

after sian jee "bull-shit" about new era facilities, we started to arrange table and chairs in the classroom that will sleep for 2 nites...
the room is quite cold...
i wonder where got 3D2N camp jz nid to pay RM80 and sleep at air-cond room ah?
so comfortable and worthy~
after finished arranged tables chairs and chit-chated, we went to big hall to hang up our banner...
xian min and sian jee became our hero...
they climb up the ladder and hang the banner up...
the wood ladder kept shaking...
luckily we 4 people hold the ladders tight...
if not, they sure become superman d^^

then, we went bek to the air-cond room and continue to cut out our tag...
i reali like our tag and camp t-shirt...


tadda~ my tag... the frog represented AJK...


[yap jia hui- guitarist]
although i m nt good enuf in guitar... but i will try my best~
while shu hwa sticking the sticker, me and xian min playing wif th sticker...
kiddo rite? we reali big kid~



my tag~ after deco by me~



xian min and my tag~


due to my sickness, i went home earlier...
2ml i will be overnite at new era college earlier than others~
monday is our big day~
hope everything is ok!

[i m reali looking forward to this camp~]


2010/03/07

疯狂的一天...

疯狂的一天...

我从昨晚9点读到现在早上7点
足足10个小时
我从天黑读到天亮
从月亮读到变成太阳
从有DJ当班读到DJ下班后再上班
从别人睡觉读到别人起床
靠的是一杯咖啡 和 onefm
手握着的是无数的notes和参考书...
没想到没有了teh o的陪伴 我还可以疯狂过上一次
哈哈 =.=

这10个小时内
我听了无数次的礼物 和 切歌 和 battlefield
[莫怪~onefm的歌就只有那么多]

没办法
我得和时间竞争
我扣除等下睡觉的4个半小时
半小时吃早午餐
我就只剩下5个小时
因为晚上还要出去帮爸妈做工
真的好希望从他们嘴巴听到他们说出不用我做工这5个字
那样我会开心过中4D
唉~发梦都没有这么早~

只因为怕它
所以我反复的读它
10个小时
滚瓜烂熟?
我想并没有吧!
你现在问我问题的话我肯定答不出
不过 我想它已经锁在我大脑的某个部分
当我回答问题的时候 它应该会跑出来吧!
但愿如此...

傻佬
还好你睡了~
不然你就真的没有精神开工
因为你只睡2个小时而已~

加油加油加油!
"晚安~"

2010/03/04

recently life T.T

recently life quite busy...
NonoNo~ is very busy!
i can't even get a good sleep everyday...
how sad T.T

exam exam exam!
it's jz around the corner...
well prepared?
of coz NOT!
oh my gosh~
i jz hope my five best fren won't fail...
i never fail before since the 1st exam in kindergarten...
god bless me~


opps!
too many things i wan~
- netbook/notebook/ipod touch
- phone phone
- clothes clothes shoes shoes and watch
- camera camera
- enough resting time
- sabah/taiwan/hong kong

ohh~ it's much much more that i didn't wrote them out...
till when i onli can own all those things?
reali hope that i will get one of them f.o.c especially phone camera and notebook or ipod touch!
haha~
Mission IMPOSSIBLE!
well, i have to work to earn money so that i could fulfill the wishlist although my timetable is totally full and packed!

argh!!! i nid wat i wan!
i nid rest!!!

darling darling where r u???

2010/02/07

痞子

刚刚看完痞子蔡的《爱尔兰咖啡》

感觉还很不错 还是老样子

痞子的书就是有这种威力

每次看了以后 就会深思

心情超沉淀的

可能是因为这样吧

所以每当我想心情peace一点 都会选择看他的书

我很放纵我的思绪 这也是构成我想法奇怪的理由


其实 我爱的是痞子蔡的写作手法

我喜欢他的ending 因为他的ending像是一种starting

他的ending会让你进入深思的状态

他的书从来没有the end这两个字

意味着他的写作灵感也还没到该画上句点的时候

或许你会想说为什么我这么奇怪 不是喜欢故事情节 而是喜欢ending

我会耸耸肩说不知道

喜欢 本来就不需要理由嘛

喜欢是感性的 所以不要用理性的角度去解剖它

也不用奢望解剖了会有你想要的答案


我在想

好不好我在我家书房成立一个痞子蔡的角落

里面放的都是痞子蔡的书

这感觉 应该还不错吧~

好 就这么决定 =P


思绪越飘越远了 我没有想要抽离的决定

就让它飘吧 说不定我会想通一些问题

我不会否决它的存在 因为我需要它...

2009/12/10

vaccum~

well, i m here to vacuum my blog...
i have a long long times din blog on my daily life...
so today i will do it...

i found that recently i keep watch 2 times on a movie within a week...
i watch 2 times of 2012 in november...
and in the 1st week of dec, i watch JUMP for 2 times...
maybe u will think that i m wasting money but i have no other choices....
i watched wif my frens but after that my family wana to watch it too...
so i have to watch 2 times... anyways, i still can accept it~

i bought a skirt during the latest outing wif my family at Times Square on Tue...
a nice skirt but i still thinking wat kind of shoes that suit that skirt...
okie~ i will make it clear before christmas coz i will wear it during christmas countdown wif Ivy~

i felt that me and him are closer and closer...
hope this will continues...
better and better~

2009/11/27

tag!

点名规则:
A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案,然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题,仍然组成20个问题,传给其他8个人,列出其他8个需要 回答问题的人的名字,还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——你被点名了,被点名者不得拒绝回答问题,完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。

B. 这8个人要在自己的部落格裡註明是从哪裡接到的,并且再传给其他8个人,让游戏继续下去,不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福,并且所有美好的愿 望都会在不久的将来实现。

Tag:
-->June
-->Ivy
-->Gheese
-->Jac

1.你最希望从朋友(不包括爱人)那里得到的是什麼?
-->真正的友谊

2.最近最郁闷的事?
-->没有工作做

3.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?
-->冲动

4.难过的时候会..?
-->睡觉

5.说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除题)。
-->高大,幽默,可爱

6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表。
-->美

7.你现在最想做的是什麼?
-->买电话和电脑

8.用一个字形容自己.
-->废

9.你的梦想?
-->想拥有喜欢自己唱歌的粉丝

10.这辈子做过最疯狂的事情是什麼?
-->目前为止是从balakong巴士站走进sg.long的那次

11.十年以后,你想过什麼样的生活?你打算如何实现呢?
-->去一些比较平静的地方和喜欢的人生活

12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市? 为什么?
-->目前是台湾

13. 你为什么要回答这些问题?
-->无聊咯

14. 怕不怕世界末日?
-->不怕,我倒很想有这一天

15.什麼时候觉得孤独?
-->夜晚,想着他的时候

16.最近一次掉眼泪是?
-->应该是好朋友离开吧!不记得了

17.想对点你名的人说的话?
-->我很乖哦~

18.家人重要还是伴侣重要?
-->都重要吧!

19.择偶条件?
-->体贴,爱我,了解我多过我了解我自己,开心伤心都爱我身边

20.在被tag之前,在做些什么?
-->看blog

2009/11/21

五等公民

像mahuan所说的
他是三等公民
可是我呢?
我是五等公民
等睡,等醒,等看,等吃,等赚钱
嘻嘻~

每天睁大眼睛就下楼等吃
吃完过后就等看[是追戏,不是看不三不四哦~]
看了过后又等吃
吃了过后又等睡
睡了过后又等醒
全天候在等赚钱
五等公民的确当得很称职
可是生活很废!

哪里有工作啦?
我要做咧~
不然我的wishlist又要推到明年了~
T.T

2009/11/11

daily life (10-12/11)

currently sitting inside Coffee Bean@ Genting Highland...
doing nothing except reading the book that jf borrowed me yesterday and listening Lala's songs.
this is my first time sitting inside a coffee shop and online for hours without order anything from the shop.
feeling not bad because it is warm and comfortable.
this genting trip is simple with fun.
i hope next time when i come here with family i will have my own laptop and do the same thing like what i m doing now.
my phone not beside me now.
"he" currently recover by the doctors from the phone shop.
i miss him so much~
my dad ask me to buy a new phone using my own money but i don't have enough money for it.
so, just forget about it~
tomorrow will have a course at school under Webteam teach by Santik.
will i gain sumthing?
hope so....
who are interested of it can join by appear in Webteam room after gathering at hall.^^

2009/10/30

outing to jusco

i went out to jusco with jf again~
just because of the stupid headset.
that day after dinner from outside i forgot to take it out from my pocket.
so, the headset being washed in washing machines. claps~
and now, my headset broke.
that's the reason i went out to jusco today.
i want to buy a new headset.

i asked jf for this outing last minute.
but he said he can.
after some discussion, he sit bus to there and i sit my sister's car to jusco.
he was late because he need to wait for the bus.
while waiting him, i went to jusco market department to check out my shampoo's conditional price.
it's cost RM9.30.
eeehem~ well, i planed not to buy.

after that, i went to Popular.
i saw a nice book but it's cost me RM45.
oh gosh~ i don't have money to buy it so i just can waved my hand to the book.
i remembered i saw RawangBoyz got his new books on tuesday.
so i planed to read the books while waiting jf.
after i read it, i realize i m lucky because that day i didn't bought the books.
because i found that it is not as nice as i thought.
quite disappointed of it~
while i was reading the books, he approached to me silently.
no shock~ he is too lousy to give people a shock.

well, we went to buy my headset after finish visiting popular.
it's cost me RM19.
more expensive than last time because it have more spare part than last time.
does it worth with the price? hopefully~

then, we went to play games.
i am just watch he playing around because i don't have mood to play.
after he finish wasting his money, we went to old town to have a tea time.
chit-chated a lots of thing there, although all those thing are old times stories.
then, we went to bus stop there to wait for my sister and back home then.

a short and simple outing.
but it's really help me a lots.
at least i relax my mind from those sadness.
i m really happy in that moment.

2009/10/16

daily dairy(16-10)

it's me again...
2day is holiday again...
argh~
sien x.x


i m wondering that whether i should go out and find a job or nt...
but the main issue is i should find at where...
Kajang? The Mines? or other places?
wanna do Promoter? Waitress? or others?
actually i wana find sum job that can earn money and learn sumthing...
camera shop is the best choice...
but i nt very good in photo shooting...
and i duno Fotoshine employ me or nt...
hope this matter can settle with a happy ending lar...^^
becoz i dun hope i will have finance problem during holiday...


anyone gt any events that can let me join in this holiday?
jf asked me to keep fit...
i knw i m fat =.=
i should use this holiday to do exercises rite?
okays... i will try my best^^


tat'z all for 2day...
i gonna go take a bath....
byez~

2009/10/15

a crazy thusday...

2day i become good student and come to skul again~
as i said on my last post, i got 2 mission to complete 2day...
1st, i have to return the textbook to skul...
2nd, i have to continue the photo shooting session...
i m a responsible girl? hee =.=

oh my godness~~
the 15 textbook reali heavy and hard to carry...
me, teh o, jac and weini went to return the textbook to SPBT corner there...
while on the way, i reali dun hope to bring this heavy things with my hands...
i saw bin hong, then i said" u very good ppl de hor.... help me carry ok?"
then he said"ok ah~ take come lar..."
but i din give him coz i scare he pengsan again....
coz in the morning he d wana pengsan...
i scare i affected him pengsan again then i duno how to explain to CLC...
hehe... then, i continue carry my books lor....
when i arrived the block, i saw Chin Liang...
luckily he help me carry, if nt i sure wana cry d... hehe....

after settle the books stuff...
we went bek class lor...
i saw Pn.Ean sat in my class...
so i dun feel like wana get in the class....
then lepak wif weini lor...
we went to A class....
gambling wif those boys...
RMO.10 per round...
me and weini play together as a player....
we played "21 dot"...
we r so lucky...
we won RM1...
but in the last round, we lose RM1 d...
nevermind lar... happy then ok d....^^

after that i went bek my class wif weini...
no teacher in class during tat time...
wat will D class do?
sure is "Kai Bao" wai gor lor....
they throw his shoes from 3rd floor to ground floor...
pity wai gor nid to go down to take bek his shoes...
we all looking down from 3rd floor and keep laughing and shouting...
playful D class.... ^^

i bought contact lens 2day...
RM50 for 1 month color lens and the liquid...
i hope i can take it on sat...
coz i cant let my parents know that i go buy contact lens again...
so, shhhhhhh~~~~!
hehe...

i quite tired 2day...
so i dun wan write so much...
stop at here lar...
byez and take care~

2009/10/14

up-dated!!!

whoo~
finally...
it's the moment tat all form 3 students to scream~
"WE'R FREE~!!!"
haha....
good news to all of us, our war had ended!
so, our next step is to think that wat should we do in this long and bored period...
work?
or maybe
play?
or mayb
become bacteria at house?
perhaps~ i can have a travel to another country...
unfortunately, i can't!
sob sob~T.T

2day went skul...
surprise huh?
sum classes just got 4-5 people...
how about another?
oh com'on...
dun ask this kind of silly question...
sure ponteng lor...
me?
sadly i had to go bek to skul and duty for teacher's photo taking session...
sorry dar~ can't accompanied u while in the class....
luckily my daughter replaced me to accompany u...

so,
any funny matters happen during the teacher's photo taking session?
i tell u!
lots of funny matters happened...
those teachers... reali can't tahan them....
O.M.G! no matter men or women, they wanna make themselves look prettier and more handsome...
so, we had to take few times to complete each teacher's photo...
they asyik told me" hey girl, this bintik-bintik help me use photoshop to clear it ah..."
i think i heard it for thousand times~

but the most happiest matter to me is our 4 ajks who i meaned is Jaylim, Alan, WeiNi and me having McD in staff room...
we chit-chat many issues there...
although those issues is useless and pointless which we usually called "blow water"...
i reali felt that we are a team and our heart sticked together...
i felt very touch of it~
even that sumtimes we will have sum arguements, but when we sit down and relax our minds, we are like close fren that can chit chat anythings without hiding our feeling or secret behind...
Perhaps, this percious situations will last longer... or maybe forever?
HOPEFULLY~

aikz... now feel so annoyed when i thought about 2ml...
i have to carry all my textbooks to skul to return books to SPBT...
anyone can lend me a hand? i will thanks u very much if u give me a help...^^

after 2ml, i reali can't find a reason for me to stick wif the skul....
but if i stayed at hse, my parents sure ask me do this do that....
those house-chore, oh please! leave me alone~
hehe... i m not girlish rite?
nevermind~ i know it since i m still a baby...hehe^^

my mind still can't escape from Genting...
actually i went there many times but i still feel excited of it...
coz this time i gonna stay overnite at there wif frens!!!
haha...
i m planing the trip route... sound fun rite?
NONONONO~ is sure very fun...!
through this trip, i learnt sumthings...
or maybe i should say i saw sumthing clearly...
human mind... a complicated place in our body...
even in this world...
i will keep going on for learning to survive under this worst condition...
i m the involver and the supporter...
hehe~ self support is the most important to myself...
aren't?

k lar...
i think i m a little bit chatter 2day...
i have to pack up my books and continue my D.I.E II
byez~

2009/09/03

daily diary...

currently i m preparing my coming exam...
no much feeling... i know i muz study hard...
but who knows i m very lazy in the truth?
opps! sorry, no one...
good news for me?
obviously NO~
what m i writing? -duno!
okays okays...
fine~
now bek to my daily life diary...
as i said, this blog is use for writing my daily life...

okays!
well~
2day i din attend class for the whole day...
wif my dar dar teh o....
we 2 went to webteam room to help "allah" print the certificate for PLBS...
OMG! the stupid printer cant print all the pages at once...
means that we nid to click print for every pages...
but who knows it is suffer?
coz we have to print 637pages...
meaning that we have to click 637 times...
OMG!
we print it for whole day but still haven finished...
can u imagine how slow is it?
i m settle for this PLBS since 1 or 2 month ago...
helps teacher arrange the results...
print the results out for passing it to Educational Department....
helps her to do the certificate for all form 3 students...
summore now need to print it out...
duh~ any rewards for me?
i had waste many times and ponteng many periods because of it...
perhaps it will be done earlier...
i wan to watch the performance of Merdeka celebration 2ml although i know it is quite bored...
i m waiting someone's performance...
summore i had a long times din capture photographs for events in school...
it's my showtimes on 2ml? perhaps it is...

June had intro me a game in facebook...
i found that i m falling in love with it!
oh gosh! i had promised myself do not touch comp for more than an hour...
but now seem that i had to break down my promise...T.T
Bowling Buddies~ u r mine...
kekexD...

klar....
hopefully all the best in this short period till PMR...
and also my genting trip wif friends on 20-21/10....
we will stay overnite at there...
so excited of it...
who wana join the trip?
can kindly find me or Yew Jet for details...

Bye!

2009/08/29

announcement...

i create a blog again...
hahaxD...
this blog i gt use also lar...
that blog is for me to write sum poem, feeling or others things....
this blog is for me to write my daily event...
2 blog i also active....
haha....
or mayb inactive coz of PMR?
i duno...
gt thing i will post lar....
if dun hav any special wun post lor...
mayb this blog d become a rubbish and no ppl come here and hav a look d?
mayb...
wateva lar...
this i cant control de mar...
rite? make it easy~

2009/08/28

hang out wif my ya tou ivy...

okays...
now i will post up wed event...
same as yesterday...
let's photo tell u the stories...
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
wed morning gt tuition muntass...
after tuition bek home take thing and go fetch steph...
my mum and dad wan me go eat breakfast wif them 1st...
after breakfast they fetch me and steph go ivy's house lor...
sit there for a while... then we go cut hair...
sg.chua de hairbrom...(duno gt spell wrong or nt...)
i cut jor RM25...
the new look of me....


[taken in the salon]


no much different...
coz till now i din change my fridge style...
but i promise myself November holiday i will hav a big different of my hair...
haha... okays... bek to stories...
after we cut our hair we bek to ivy's hse....
ivy said wan help me ban shui shui onli go out...
but no big different lar....
coz i scare will become very k yeng~
nt i dun belif her... is i duno i will look like monster or nt...
muahaha...
but at last i do sumthing on my eye...
wat is it?
see this...




after that... we went to metropoint...
but before metropoint, we went to pizza hut coz ivy haven eat...
well~ we go sing k after that...
RM9 for 3 hours+ a free flow drink...
we had a lots of fun there...
let's picha show u...


[it's me while singing... ivy curi curi snap de...]


[me and ivy's sis-Rina... but i usually call her Ribena^^]


[me and ivy... blur...]


[it's us again...]


[peace^^]

-the end of stories-

2009/08/27

Genting trip~

sudah hilang banyak hari...
sekarang datang sini lapor diri...
hahaxD...
here come my report of the day i lost...
but i jz put some lar...
okays...
here we go...
i went to genting on mon and tues....
wed went out wif ivy, ivy's sis, and steph...
come let's the picture tells the stories...

------------------------------------------------------------------------------
mon

going out to genting on 6pm...
arrive there on 8pm....
the room no nid check in becoz it's been stayed by my piano teacher for a nite...
so we put our things inside the room when we arrived...
O.M.G! i have a long time din felt so cold in genting....
walao... the mist thick till unexplainable...
my dad drove carefully and slowly coz cant see anything in front...
jz saw sum light onli...


[it's me on the way to genting...]


[me and my bro in the car...]


[the hotel that i stayed...]


[it's me with the car... finally arrived...]


[i'm going insane with the cold weather there...]


the room quite stylish....
i mean the drawing on the wall...
not like other hotel....
plain white wall...
at least this room gt a bit nt same...


[the drawing of the wall... 1st time see hotel gt this kind of drawing...]


[the hotel room...]


[me wif the drawing...]


[a stupid motion that my dad asked me to do... coz he beh tahan i keep on take photo...]


[peace^^]

okays... so my dad and mum went to casino...
and we stayed at room watch the drama i bring along-(仁心解码) by my dad's dvd player...
erm... a nice movie about human's 心理&精神...
after drama we went to eat pizza... omg! guess how much?
RM71++...




[picha taken on the way bek to hotel...]


after pizza bek to our room to continue our drama...
daddy and mummy went to casino again lor...
watch till half they come bek d...
but we still watch the drama till 2am i think...
coz everyone is beh tahan... sleepy~

the 2nd day...
after breakfast my daddy went to casino AGAIN~
we stayed at room watch drama and pack our things and ready to check out...
after put our luggage to our car....
we go walk walk....
mummy go casino to find daddy...
my bro went to cyber cafe...
OMG! he is too rich...
the cc cost RM15/hour....
me and my sis jz walk here walk there lor...


[worm train...]


[saw the label? TMD=TA MA DE...]


after one hour my bro came to find us....
then we sama sama go McD to hav some food and watch the drama while waiting my daddy and mummy...
about an hour passby, my dad n mum came find us and we went to lunch...
the place called mushroom farm...
my daddy lazy to drive so we sit van to there....


[saw the word on the paper... pertama kali saya nampak kat van yang provide service macam ni~]


[the signboard of the restaurant... free promote...]

after lunch we sit van bek to carpark....
bek KL lor....(around 4pm)

-end of journey-

[wed event will be post on tomolo...]

2009/08/17

today^^

wow!班上创新纪录...有15个人没来...
claps!!!!
可是学校生活真得很闲咯...
空空的班上 导致老师没有心情教课
闲...

不过还好...
有我的beloved dar dar-teh o陪我...
sek sai nei lar....
有她不会觉得闲 反而成为我去学校的因素之一
(不要让她看到 费事又暗爽 kekexD)

说说今天的生活吧!

早上进到班...
哇靠!这是我的班吗?
怎么这么少人?
算了... 放了书包后就去dar dar的座位咯...
过后就跟妮妮进礼堂...
上周会在玩咯...
完全没有静下来....
搞到妮妮和dar dar一直说我是 hyperactive kids过动儿...
好咯... 不要玩了咯 静静坐着

平平静静过了两节(maths&sci)
bm节来了...
还有什么?给allah点去做东西咯...
上次自己一个人做所以很闲...
这次聪明了 打算带多一个人去
还会带谁?当然是带我的dar dar啦
跟老师讲咯 结果跟她讲到一半
dar dar自己跑出来 自告奋勇说要去
是不是心有灵犀一点通?
哈哈...
去到办公室 我就死命撩dar dar...
没办法 我喜欢看她gik起来的笑容
cute neh~
她开怀大笑的时候也很可爱一下...
hee hee =X

在办公室也有一段小小的插曲
erm.... 很好笑...
可是蛮懒惰打出来...
sorry...

dar dar今天一个人在家
home alone ^^
我还去笑她...
怎知回到家门口
发现车不见了
没有人在家....
我也是home alone...
有缘?不晓得...

睡午觉
发梦
梦见dar dar被我gik时的笑容
电话闹钟响了我也不甘愿起床
最后还是起床了
可是是笑着起的那种
我想我是爱上我的dar dar了...
哈哈...我们本来就是爱来爱去的啦...
还有我们的beloved jac daughter&妮妮...

在计划着dar dar的生日要怎么搞
party?
planning 7788 了...
dar dar说要看戏....
好吧!就看戏咯...
晚上应该会带她上山顶庆祝...
浪漫?难忘?
应该都有...
我在计划着一个大惊喜...
希望她喜欢啦...
最重要是
dar dar的mummy给她出去...
开心!^^
而且她mummy给她after pmr后跟我上云顶...
耶~^^

好啦~
要闪人了...
拜~

2009/08/13

Tag again >.<

(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友,不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。

被点到的:
1. Ghee
2. Autumn
3. Soo
4. Penguin
5. Rui
6. Nie
7. Yos
8. June
9.Sniper
10. Samson


01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: 不懂哦
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]:: 男的...
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]:: 看ham片
04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: 有3个老姐,1个老哥
05-[ 7号姓氏? ]:: 我们同一个祖宗的,姓叶
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]::还好
07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]:: 不懂
08-[ 2号呢? ]:: 多到像天上的星星
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: 不懂...paiseh...
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]:: 不是...
11-[ 8号的生日是? ]:: 小我三天的小弟弟...keke...26/3
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]:: 育华
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]:: 不懂...机缘巧合之下认识的
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]:: 两个多月
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: 经常
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]:: 喜欢...因为我们都很废
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: 他有lee xie yi了T.T
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]:: 自恋
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]:: 不错
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]:: 爱

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的::Yi Fey
2. 你们认识多久呢:: 不认识
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗:: 不懂
4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: 同名的陌生人
5. 你觉得他(她)的个性如何:: 不懂
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: 不懂
7. 他(她)在你心目中是几分:: 不懂


海边游玩问題篇
問 : 夏天去海边玩 看到比基尼辣妹
会答 :她有的我都有

問 : 当你在更衣室沖水 门忽然被打开了
你会答 : 愣着

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后 你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了
你会答 : 我会想叫D班的男生来

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : 走吧!浪漫嘛~

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝 泳衣你会買吗
答 : 不会

問 : 会用防晒乳吗
答 : 我不是落智的

問 : 回去时 发现有其他遊客手机沒拿 你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : IPhone

問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : 很宁静的地方

無敌自恋篇

問 : 看到镜子 会不由自主的向前吗
答 : 还好

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : 嗯

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 :跟我同祖宗的Mahuan先生

問 : 有人说该減肥了
你会答 : 我尽力

問 : 自恋 適合你吗
答 : 也许


* 你常笑吗:: 会
* 你喜欢去哪兒玩:: 好玩的地方
* 去玩时喜欢一个人去吗:: 不喜欢...
* 如是假日时你都睡到几点:: 睡到自然醒
* 今天的天气如何:: 还好
* 朋友和情人你会选择:: 两个都选
* 机会和命运你会选择:: 命运
* 你很自恋吗:: 还好

* 你有穿过耳洞:: 有

* 你交过几个男(女)朋友:: 四个

* 你有呛过老师吗:: 不懂算不算

TAG

1.被點到必填,不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.點完後請通知那8位朋友他被點到了。
(p.s:我不点人,因为全部被点了)


~個 人 題 - 10 題~

01 你叫什么:
叶家妃
02 你的綽號:fey
03 你的血型:B
04 你的星座:白羊座
05 你是男還是女:女
06 你幾歲:
15岁
07 你住哪裡:Kajang
08 你現在的學校 :SMJK YU HUA

09 你有沒有手機 : 当然有啦

10 contact list 有多少个人:around 150

~~朋 友 題 - 10 題~~
11 你最要好的朋友(限1個): 太多了咯...填不完
12 你最討厭的人(限1個): 多得很,可以不写吗?

。。。。。。 情 題 - 10 題。。。。

21 你有沒有喜歡的人:有
24 到目前為止,你跟多少人告白過:初恋时讲过
25 到目前為止,你被多少人告白過:四个
26 到目前為止,你交過多少個男/女朋友: 四个
27現在有另一半嗎: 刚刚单身
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣:不懂哦~身边没有同性恋
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 : 不可能发生...
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: 因为他对我超好的
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎: 有
32 你和另一半抱或親過嗎: 私人问题,不答
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎: 明显有
34 是誰,你們什麼關係:你想我讲什么关系?
35 現在有人在追你嗎:SKIP

。。。。混 合 題 - 10 題。。。。

36 如果有天,好朋友離你而去,你會怎樣:伤心咯
37 如果有天,好朋友背叛你,你會:痛苦+伤心
38 如果有天,好朋友對你喜新厭舊了,你會:去你的。。。
39 如果你很受不了你的父母,你會離家出走嗎: 想过这个念头,给我足够我过日子的钱我就会考虑
40 你上課認真嗎 :有时
41 你功課好不好:你觉得咧?
42 你开电腦都在幹麻:用啦...abuthen?
43 你的即时通有多少个同性:虾米?
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: 虾米?

。。。。兇 手 題 - 10 題。。。。
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰:安城,gheese
46 这個人對你好不好:不错
47 這個人是你的誰:朋友啦...不然咧?
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎:没有
49 你們認識多久了:没算
50這個人是怎樣的人:不错..
51这个人正/帥嗎:这个问题问回他们比较好
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过:走街吗?当然有...
53 萬一你喜歡這個人,你會怎麼办:酱啦~

。。。。 聯 想 題 - 10 題。。。。
56 說到正妹你會想到誰:Megan Fox
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰: Zac 呱
58 說到憨你會想到誰: rabbit~~~
59 說到痴你會想到誰: 佩慈
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰:张智诚
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰:这个人不太重要
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰:不懂
63 說到傻子你會想到誰:teh o
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰: Becky
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰: teh o

。。。。學 校 題 - 11 題。。。。

66 你的班導是誰:tiam yuen
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個:不定
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰:KH老师
70 你的英文好嗎: 半桶水都不懂有没有
71 你的體育好嗎: 看我的身材就懂了
72 你的数学好么:懂我的人都知道我不行
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長:没感觉
74 你的學校好看嗎: 没有我想看的东西
75 你的班級是:3D
76 你的班級在幾樓:三楼

填后感:sien!

2009/08/10

a happy day wif a sad mood...

firstly, i would like to say tat
2day is a pretty good day with an ugly mood girl....
2day can get heart-attacked d....
faint~

i checked my result...
i get 15/47...
felt happy coz i done my wish which i made since last time i get last in the class...
i said that i wan to get myself into 10 overall the class....
but before that if i get into 20 overall the class rank i will happy too....
and i din expect i will success after i made this wish....
but now i did it! felt quite happy....
this few years since i went in secondary skul....
i din get 20 and below overall the class rank...
this time is my first time and i got it 15 for the first time....
improved a lot?
should be say that it wasn't inside my mind...
coz i expect i will get higher in sum subject but i din... low mark man!
i never thought tat my sci will get 69 in this exam coz i put lots of efforts on the paper...
but the result is like tat i also cant do anything....
just work harder lor...
and another subject that i get a low mark is geo... yuackzzz! haiz.... quite disappointed...
but i get a high mark in kh and bc that i never get before....
o.m.g! heart-attacked... hahaxD...
anyways, thx god for all the mark i get...
beside i got work hard in this time, i know god listened to my pray...
thx god! a-men!

but...
another sad thing happened in the same time of the good result....
i thought sumthing....
erm....
last time, i get the last place in my class on the exam...
my daddy said tat it was LOVE matter make me become like tat....
but in fact it wasn't coz i dun hav any boyfriend in that period....
anyways, my daddy told me not to involved in this kind of relationship anymore coz PMR...
i work so hard to prove that this kind of relationship din affected my academic....
last time in the mid-year exam, i planed to tell my daddy and mummy about i m in loving wif someone if i get good result....
unfortunately, i din get wat i expect...
so, this trial i had been work so hard...
i reali dun wan to cheat my daddy and mummy....
i wan them to know i got boyfriend and i reali love him...
i dun wan to cheat them that i go out wif fren instead of boyfriend....
but, it was too late...
we d break up although i get good result now....
but for sure, if now i still be wif him, i sure will tell my daddy and mummy the truth...
now it's no point for me to say anything about it...
so, when i checked my result 2day, beside happy i was in the sadness...
m i crazy? i m....

i reali miss u a lot~
promise me to take care of urself....
study hard to archieve the gold...
dun forget that u will get ur beloved lappie if u get good result in PMR...
gambateh~
i will always support u....

i cant have a good sleep at this few nite....
so quite sleepy in the class....
anyways, thx to someone that bought me a tin of nescafe...
it was latte favour....
hey, u reali wan to "想用一杯latte把你灌醉~"
if can, i reali hope that i get drunk...
at least i wun felt sad wif the cruel truth that u d left me alone....
i cant let u go but i had to let u go....
promise me to have a happy life without me....

ohya...
coz now reached 12am...
so i have to greet
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAYI~
my beloved sister....
happy always o...

N

congratz to TEH O coz get full As in trial exam....
10 As student!

2009/08/07

女孩

终于,女孩可以卸下外壳。在分手后的第一天,她撑得很辛苦。她不想让爱她的所有人担心她,所以一直不断的压抑自己,不断的笑,不断的掩饰,掩饰到她已忘了她是很痛的。伤口已经麻了?女孩不确定。女孩想,这次的她应该会很痛苦,可是也是用最少时间忘记的一次。因为以前,当女孩失恋的时候,她身边的那一帮姐妹,会一直不断地围绕着她转,会跟她一起哭,一起骂,可以让她做回她自己,可是这帮姐妹早已离她远去。而现在的这一帮姐妹,不会不断的提起,这正好能让她的伤口快点痊愈。她装的很辛苦。她不去想。她只笑。脑海只有快乐。可是不幸的是,这一次,主也不帮她。一大清早,在来学校的路途,收音机刚好播着“没有错~是我自私的举动~”。伤口莫名的被撒上盐。下了车,走进校园,却听见“每一次和你分开,深深的被你打败~”天啊!脑海出现混乱。刚刚调整好的心情就这样没了。来到班,女孩得回答姐妹的问题。女孩就是这样,那么的喜欢口不对心。姐妹越把她的他骂得一文不值,她的心越会泛起涟漪。该死的女孩!
一切都过得好好的。在班上都有很多谐星,这对她的掩饰起了帮助。可是其中一位姐妹似乎看到了一些头绪。“解释既是掩饰,掩饰既是没出息~”,姐妹一直对她说这句话。她,就是这样没出息,不然也不会搞到今时今日这样的田地。在开心的气氛下,天空竟然下起雨来。女孩心中自然而然飘起了一段旋律“下雨天了怎么办我好想你~”,哼着哼着,鼻子酸了。她努力的吸着,没敢让它流下,不然就功亏一篑了。终于,放学钟声响了。女孩陪姐妹走去姐妹要去的地方。其实,女孩知道,那个地方会有机会见到她的他,她还是很想知道他今天过得好不好,至少可以让自己安心,也能让自己死心。但是,没遇到。过后,女孩拖着沉重的心情,低着头独自走去大门。她突然抬起了头,看见她的他。他站在大门前,跟她的朋友聊着天,似乎忘了昨晚那件伤心事。女孩想,或许昨天的事对他来说一点也不伤呢?女孩整颗心跌了下来。她快步走上车,试图冷静下来,因为车上还有她的妈妈和跟她车回家的朋友。天意弄人。这时收音机响起了一段熟悉的旋律。这首歌,在她以前的那帮姐妹中,她送过给其中一位。现在的情况真的有够讽刺的。“分手快乐 祝你快乐 你可以找到更好的 不想过冬 厌倦沉重 就飞去热带的岛域游泳~” 讽刺的场景 刺得女孩在心里哭了...

2009/08/06

GG!

完了!
结束了!
GAME OVER!

宣泄!

够了!
我很辛苦,你知道吗?
我不管是你的错
还是自己给自己的枷锁
只清楚明白此时此刻的心情

雪琳说这是一个考验
我知道
试问有谁不知道妈妈是女生?
这是一个非常清楚的事实
我知道是一个考验
可是这一次我真的累了
会跨过去吗?
可能吧!
我已经看不清楚前面的路
也看不清楚我们的将来

美青叫我说清楚
嘉赋叫我说清楚
志麟也曾经叫我说清楚
可是有谁知道我的感受?
我该怎么开口说?
直截了当又好像伤害了他
拐弯抹角他又未必能了解我的意思
不要说我想太多 有太多的顾虑
我只是想把事情想开 想尽每一个可能性
让自己有一个心理准备

我跟你有很大的差异
你曾经说过我了解你
其实你只说对了一半
我知道你要些什么
可是却不知道你再想些什么
我一直忍你
你也一直忍我
何必这么辛苦?
就直接说出来吧!
可是我知道这些事你我都做不出
因为大家都太在乎对方了

解决方法? negative
知心朋友? negative

我还能向谁求救?

2009/08/04

song introduction...

now onli got time to sit down and write sumthing....
get my result...
generally, i m still ok for my result...
jz sci and BI paper 1 make myself disappointed....

this few days keep on sick...
ytd still fever...
luckily 2day recover d....
but, nose comes problem again....
haiz... get more rest lor...

ohya...
almost forget to share sumthing here...
i attracted on 2 songs recently...
very nice neh~
now intro to u all lor...
1st song that i wan to intro is 身骑白马 from 徐佳莹...
the singer's vocal is nice and i likes the rhythm and lyric....
徐佳莹is 第三届星光大道冠军... and she is pretty^^
and the 2nd song is 亡命之徒 from 纵贯线...
纵贯线(superband) is grouped by four talented singer which is 张震狱,李宗盛,罗大佑&周华建...
they just finish their concert in M'sia...
this song's lyric is nice and i like the rhythm too...^^
originally i have thought a long description to intro the songs...
but i lazy to type out... anyways, i m sure u all will agree to wat i said...
it's reali nice...




2009/07/31

bad mood~

currently in bad mood...
i think i caused someone lost his phone...
i m sorry...
when u called me just now...
i din comfort u but still make u feel more sad...
i m reali sorry on wat i did...
SORRY~

很想写一些很感性的东西
可是我似乎很久都没有这样做了
只记得很久很久以前
我因为不想自己胡思乱想
所以不准自己写一些感性的东西
因为我会去想很多
而今天 就让我放纵自己

刚才看了一个朋友的部落格
生老病死的确是在一瞬间发生
这是人生的步伐 必经之路
不能向左拐 也不能向右弯
人就是不断地向前 不断地耗尽自己的每一分每一秒
生命很儿戏 说来就来 说走就走
上帝给了我们宝贵的生命 赐给我们每人一颗真诚的心
去待人 去爱人 去帮助每一个弱小心灵
而他 也无私地付出了他的爱 去保守每一个人
每一个人死了以后 我想最放不下 应该是身边的至亲
而还生者 最思念的 就是阴阳相隔的那位
别担心 他只不过去了上帝的身边
而你 也必定有他来守护着
只要他还活在你的心里 他就一刻都没有离开过你
而我
如果有一天我变成回忆
我希望你们能把我好好的记起来
不希望你们带着眼泪过每一天
我只是去了上帝的身边
我希望你们能够开开心心
那我 也会在天上笑着守护你们

好吧!
今天的希望还是一样
希望身边的人幸福快乐~

2009/07/30

i m bek~

好久没回来了...
最近在忙考试...
数学肯定会被中枪了...
算了吧!
我已经接受事实...
明天还有一科华文考卷...
加油吧~
你也一样哦!
不要忘记我所教的语法~
muackzz...

这个星期都是在过一些非人的生活...
午觉最多睡两个小时...
晚上读到半夜两点,第二天五点起床...
才睡三个小时...helps!
我平时睡午觉还长过这个时间...
damn shit...

前天跟他在oldtown读书...
感觉不错 至少我有读到一些东西
两个在一起读书
可以互相教对方 也可以过一下二人世界
呵呵~

顺便澄清一下~
最近很多人问我是不是跟他分手了
我们没有分手 只是最近各有各的忙
所以才没有在一起而已
不要误会哦~

今天是30号
什么日子?
Happy 4th month_versary....
希望我们可以更长久
muackz~

就这样啦~
希望每个人都开心~

2009/07/08

曾经

刚才无意间看见那个trailer...
让我想起了一些事...
还记得在一两个月前
我就已经在算这一天的来临
当时的计划 是尽可能去完成她想完成的事
她想去的餐厅 她想去的云顶 她想做的事
我一直都想尽力帮她完成
所以当时的打算是先去她想去的餐厅
然后在她生日那段期间刚好harry potter上映
想办法约她出来 庆祝生日顺便去看harry potter
考完PMR再用我爸爸的云顶卡去换一间房间
一起上去过夜 顺便庆祝另一个她的生日
可是这一切的一切 就好像是一场梦
没了也完了
不知道自己是否还能够完成这些未完成
可是似乎已经变成不可能的任务
还未完成的生日礼物
我还会完成吗?
我会 我会尽力完成
或许这份礼物对她来说已不再重要
可是我还是很想献上我的祝福
可能已经不能够当朋友
可是曾经的这一段时间是我很难抹掉的回忆
我知道有人中伤我 其实真得很痛
痛得我哭了 他们都在笑我说为什么我要哭
我也不知道 当时的情绪很激动 我试着让我平复我的心情
我拿出功课来做 尝试把头脑塞得满满的
可是做着做着 突然想起以前一起经历的事
曾经的camry man 曾经的cameron trip
还有很多很多 眼泪不听话地掉了
因何事我们搞到这样的地步?
我无法回答
可能 是我们幼稚了
只懂 现在的我们
仿佛没有了回头路 却也看不清楚前方

今天的我说得太多了
而我曾经说过暂时不上来
可是却破功了
我想这次过后
应该不会再写了
10多天没有上来 现在感觉很陌生
下一次 应该有着不同的滋味...
甜?酸?苦?辣?还是咸?