sad...

yesterday sms wif teh o
suddenly cant send msg
coz phone no more memory
my inbox gt 1000++ msg....
sendbox gt2000++ msg...
coz i din delete all msg....
nw using nokia 5300...
nt like sony ericsson...
gt a C button at keypad there...
nokia 5300 dun hav....
so me nt xi guan to delete msg...
need click many buttons...
so i mai go delete msg lo....
c gt wat msg is useless de and i dun wan keep de....
then i choose from the back.... coz msg more older...

bt....
i 4get his msg all at the back...
i open each and read all the msg he send me....
feel sad when i m reading....
and i very confuse....
promise me wun abandon me bt nw is the lies of him to me....
i heard a sentences be4...
quite meaningful...
热恋中的人=无知的人
cz me very silly+stupid de belif him...
put 100% de heart on him...
bt at last...
me being hurt by him....
hurt deeply...

beside sad....
i feel xing fu and happy when i read the msg...
suddenly the idea is back....
i hope to be together wif him again...
although i know i will get hurt...
m i stupid?
m i silly?
m i dun die also nt use?(read in cantonese)
haiz....
everytimes say d put down him....
bt sure gt sumtimes will think back him...
hope to fu he wif him...
bt...
will i hav this chance?
will u gv me this chance?
will god gv me tis chance?
i know the answer is no...
nvm...
i accept it as the truth....
jz hope dun gv me this idea again...
me+him=nothing...
i m NOTHING!!!
ZERO!!!