jz went to meetoto and had sum karaoke...
erm... izzit call karaoke?
i think song singing is more suitable for description or explanation...
but mood let my sis destroy d....
grrr... dun wan explain wat happened d...
2day my mood is good... so dun wan kira wif u....
kidda mis dear now...
but phone out of credit neh...
charmT.T
actually i planed 2ml go skul and go out wif dear 1...
but dear said he din go to skul 2ml...
he told me that he can go to skul too if i wan him to come...
gam dong... but dun wan ask him out is better...
coz everydays he busy wif his hormonica stuff...
rarely he can off 1 day....
i cant rampas his time...
let him get enuf rest 1st lo...
lolx...
wher vv gone?
haiz...
suan liao la...
now her doreamon is more important than me d...
wat smell?
sour smell la...
vinegar smell la...
abuthen?
haiz...
mayb i have to take rui as my role model...
dun play comp so often...
but i persist in blogging everyday...
mayb after i back from skul...
finish bath and eating...
will open comp for blogging and wait dear on9 lo...
then 5-6 sumthing off9...
at nite dun touch the comp...
izzit better?
i realize that if i totally dun use comp in weekdays is the best...
but i know i sure cant do it...
so perlahan perlahan lo...
step by step to give up my comp...
start from when？
if can then 2ml... cant then monday lo...
exam is coming soon... very soon...
and until now my subject mark is still like human's heartbeat...
sumtimes up sumtimes down...
if PMR still like tat then i habis d...
so have to gambateh from 2day...
ush ush~
2009/04/30
一个月了^^
你还记得这张照片吗？我永远都记得这一天...
跟dear在一起的时间
已经一个月了...
yeah!!!
其实也没有什么好高兴的啦...
反正我跟他还有很多个一个月嘛~
dear ar...
谢谢你这个月里
对我的包容和疼爱...
虽然我不够好
可是我在尽力给你最好的
人不是完美的
这世上没有100%完美的人
只有两个不完美的50%的情人...
谢谢你给了我你的全部
其实我能感受到你给我的爱
只是我没有说出口
大家心里知道 心中有对方
那就已经足够...
dear ar
让我们依靠着彼此
走向更远更远的路
我不会丢下你 不理你
但你也不能丢下我 独自离开我们的世界
这几个月以来的事
都在我的回忆里
一起淋雨啦
一起傻笑啦
当我手发冷时你给我的温暖啦
当你在我毫无意识下牵起我的手的那一刻
还有很多很多
我都不会忘记
你知道吗？
今天你牵着我的时候
我才发现 我的手比你小好多好多
你的手掌都是骨 没有什么肌肉
才意识到 你好瘦哦~
我比你还肥 惭愧T.T
我的手只是你的4份之3甚至一半...
我尝试撑大手掌 可是还是比你小
不过 被你大大的手牵住 好有安全感哦^^
偷偷告诉你 我很幸福xD
我爱你!!!
2009/04/29
让思绪飞翔
突然想很多
原本一直控制
可是我知道
越控制就越会想
放开吧
让思绪飞翔
她
我想她最近有些事
可是她没有说出来
最低限度她没告诉我
表面上看起来
她好像跟以前一样
可是我能感觉到她的不安
是那么的靠近 却又那么的陌生
我懂我问她 她什么也不会说 因为我相信 该说的 她会跟我说
就像另一个她所说的 她有事需要帮忙是自然会找我们
现在站在一旁的我 只能期望没有事咯
fey ar fey
就这样告一段落好吗？
[我懂你不能...]
fey ar fey
我真的很想杀掉你
你最近学的东西都跑到哪里去了？
当有事发生时 fey解决不到时
会放在一旁 耽搁了些日子再看整件事 会得到更好的结果
可是现在fey却一直抓紧这件事
fish u!!!
放下吧！
结束吧！
不要想了！
下线前
让我为着他祷告
一个我认识却不熟的他祷告
因为你和她的开始
跟我和他的开始
竟然在同一天
真有缘...
虽然你们现在分手了
希望你们可以从中学习
从中调解 看看能够怎样办
我会为你们祷告的
亲爱的天父
感谢你让我看见他的部落格
让我可以为他祷告
亲爱的天父
希望你看守wen和xuen的爱情
请你带领他们 请你指引他们
让他们踏上主耶稣你圣明的道路
求你看顾他们 保守他们
让他们不再迷失自己
让他们不再活在伤心里
感谢主
将一切的祷告奉主耶稣圣明祈求
阿门
原本一直控制
可是我知道
越控制就越会想
放开吧
让思绪飞翔
她
我想她最近有些事
可是她没有说出来
最低限度她没告诉我
表面上看起来
她好像跟以前一样
可是我能感觉到她的不安
是那么的靠近 却又那么的陌生
我懂我问她 她什么也不会说 因为我相信 该说的 她会跟我说
就像另一个她所说的 她有事需要帮忙是自然会找我们
现在站在一旁的我 只能期望没有事咯
fey ar fey
就这样告一段落好吗？
[我懂你不能...]
fey ar fey
我真的很想杀掉你
你最近学的东西都跑到哪里去了？
当有事发生时 fey解决不到时
会放在一旁 耽搁了些日子再看整件事 会得到更好的结果
可是现在fey却一直抓紧这件事
fish u!!!
放下吧！
结束吧！
不要想了！
下线前
让我为着他祷告
一个我认识却不熟的他祷告
因为你和她的开始
跟我和他的开始
竟然在同一天
真有缘...
虽然你们现在分手了
希望你们可以从中学习
从中调解 看看能够怎样办
我会为你们祷告的
亲爱的天父
感谢你让我看见他的部落格
让我可以为他祷告
亲爱的天父
希望你看守wen和xuen的爱情
请你带领他们 请你指引他们
让他们踏上主耶稣你圣明的道路
求你看顾他们 保守他们
让他们不再迷失自己
让他们不再活在伤心里
感谢主
将一切的祷告奉主耶稣圣明祈求
阿门
29/4的日记
先伸伸懒腰~(yawn_ing)
啊 可以开始写了
昨晚11.00++就跑去做猪猪了...
[虽然最近有猪流感]
可是今天一整天都懒洋洋的
不想动 不想走 不想玩 不想讲
只想ZzZzZzZzZzZz....
早上一来到学校
就跑去做pembahasan的东西...
因为半个小时后要比赛了...
我们组早已打定输数
我们的任务只是当这场比赛的陪跑
结果 不负众望的 我们输了
欢呼吧！ 我们终于可以放下沉重的包袱 赶我们的project了...
yaahoo~
比赛时真的有点paiseh... 因为姐妹们都在看... >.<
算了啦 过去了
在班上真想睡觉
都说了不想动嘛...
今天Pn.Loh没来
预料中事
所以带了sketch book来 赶projek咯
mcqueen跟老师借了一些颜料过后
我就跑去她隔壁跟她一起赶咯
teknik gosok让我跟mcqueen, dang, yih玩到疯了...
因为很好玩 弄到十根指头都肮肮脏脏的
过后就去洗手间洗手
mcqueen ar mcqueen
你好坏哦！
不要跟你好了...
哈哈... 开玩笑的啦...
blek~
上最后两节的时候
整个人简直就想趴在桌上
可是我想以身作则 虽然他看不见
我叫dear不要ponteng 上课不要睡觉
那自己就要先做好榜样
这不仅是为他好 也是为自己好
所以我撑大眼睛 努力听老师教ringkasan...
终于 放学了！
解脱！
想快快回到家睡觉
可是现在在家了
却还没睡...
hehe...没办法啦...
blog完才睡吧！
3天没duti了...
说我没有感觉是骗人的
有点不习惯这样的生活
因为没去duti=没看到dear...
看到PQ的时候总有点罪恶感
可是看到JY我的火就猛
怎么会有这么虚伪的人啊？
真不了解
算了 反正我已经打算脱下制服
只是在等待最好的时机
将一切都交托给主吧！
他会为我安排的
当时间来到的时候
躲也躲不掉的
我愿意听取他的指示
超想你的 可是电话没钱了 T.T
啊 可以开始写了
昨晚11.00++就跑去做猪猪了...
[虽然最近有猪流感]
可是今天一整天都懒洋洋的
不想动 不想走 不想玩 不想讲
只想ZzZzZzZzZzZz....
早上一来到学校
就跑去做pembahasan的东西...
因为半个小时后要比赛了...
我们组早已打定输数
我们的任务只是当这场比赛的陪跑
结果 不负众望的 我们输了
欢呼吧！ 我们终于可以放下沉重的包袱 赶我们的project了...
yaahoo~
比赛时真的有点paiseh... 因为姐妹们都在看... >.<
算了啦 过去了
在班上真想睡觉
都说了不想动嘛...
今天Pn.Loh没来
预料中事
所以带了sketch book来 赶projek咯
mcqueen跟老师借了一些颜料过后
我就跑去她隔壁跟她一起赶咯
teknik gosok让我跟mcqueen, dang, yih玩到疯了...
因为很好玩 弄到十根指头都肮肮脏脏的
过后就去洗手间洗手
mcqueen ar mcqueen
你好坏哦！
不要跟你好了...
哈哈... 开玩笑的啦...
blek~
上最后两节的时候
整个人简直就想趴在桌上
可是我想以身作则 虽然他看不见
我叫dear不要ponteng 上课不要睡觉
那自己就要先做好榜样
这不仅是为他好 也是为自己好
所以我撑大眼睛 努力听老师教ringkasan...
终于 放学了！
解脱！
想快快回到家睡觉
可是现在在家了
却还没睡...
hehe...没办法啦...
blog完才睡吧！
3天没duti了...
说我没有感觉是骗人的
有点不习惯这样的生活
因为没去duti=没看到dear...
看到PQ的时候总有点罪恶感
可是看到JY我的火就猛
怎么会有这么虚伪的人啊？
真不了解
算了 反正我已经打算脱下制服
只是在等待最好的时机
将一切都交托给主吧！
他会为我安排的
当时间来到的时候
躲也躲不掉的
我愿意听取他的指示
超想你的 可是电话没钱了 T.T
2009/04/28
充滿基督的一天
今天
依萍姐在晨禱前找我聊天
我們聊到我姐姐
心 很痛
晨禱開始時 依萍姐將我姐的故事說了出來
她希望大家都爲著我姐禱告
儅我在說要禱告的事項的時候
眼淚 不自禁得掉了下來
我不懂為甚哭
是因爲心痛了嗎
還是因爲感動？
真的很謝謝依萍姐 還有所有今天為我姐禱告的弟兄姐妹們
有著你們的支持 我相信我姐很快就會被感化 很快就會沒事
謝謝你們 也感謝主
放學后
去食堂找yih+teh o
怎知他們在lobby等我
swt...
我去到食堂 看不見他們 所以走去lobby找找
縱于找到他們了...
也看見dear...
所以就一起去食堂吃咯
順便聊下天...
過後跟teh o在webteam room找資料
明天就比賽了 死定了
不過就像依萍姐所說的 盡力就好咯
將結局交托給主 他自有安排 我們不需要擔心
剛才跟依萍姐聊了一個小時多
我又進一步了解主
感謝依萍姐 也感謝主讓我有這個機會
依萍姐說我姐的事不能急 一步一步慢慢來
只要我們心中有主 她必定能感受到 也能像我們一樣 相信主 侍奉主
時間 timing
就是這件事的關鍵
加油吧！
讓我們一起去進行主交托給我們的事
乾巴爹！
自己答應了自己
每天都要帶著神的靈命
每天都要活出基督
無時無刻都要心中有主
希望自己做到吧！
加油！
好啦
走咯
再見...
依萍姐在晨禱前找我聊天
我們聊到我姐姐
心 很痛
晨禱開始時 依萍姐將我姐的故事說了出來
她希望大家都爲著我姐禱告
儅我在說要禱告的事項的時候
眼淚 不自禁得掉了下來
我不懂為甚哭
是因爲心痛了嗎
還是因爲感動？
真的很謝謝依萍姐 還有所有今天為我姐禱告的弟兄姐妹們
有著你們的支持 我相信我姐很快就會被感化 很快就會沒事
謝謝你們 也感謝主
放學后
去食堂找yih+teh o
怎知他們在lobby等我
swt...
我去到食堂 看不見他們 所以走去lobby找找
縱于找到他們了...
也看見dear...
所以就一起去食堂吃咯
順便聊下天...
過後跟teh o在webteam room找資料
明天就比賽了 死定了
不過就像依萍姐所說的 盡力就好咯
將結局交托給主 他自有安排 我們不需要擔心
剛才跟依萍姐聊了一個小時多
我又進一步了解主
感謝依萍姐 也感謝主讓我有這個機會
依萍姐說我姐的事不能急 一步一步慢慢來
只要我們心中有主 她必定能感受到 也能像我們一樣 相信主 侍奉主
時間 timing
就是這件事的關鍵
加油吧！
讓我們一起去進行主交托給我們的事
乾巴爹！
自己答應了自己
每天都要帶著神的靈命
每天都要活出基督
無時無刻都要心中有主
希望自己做到吧！
加油！
好啦
走咯
再見...
malam kebudayaan's picha...
lolx...
i keep my promise...
to put malam kebudayaan picha in my blog...
here it is...
most of the picha is i took de...
but my photography skill tui bu d...
long time din take this kind of event...
gagal d...T.T
The genius musician... Rui and Choy Wei keep on say is his gf or wife or wat la... at there认亲认戚... lolx...
Zhong Xin concentrated on his performance... The shadow on his book is stupid JF...
Wei Jia so charmed... i think Rui regret now... lolx... jkjk...
Choy Wei's sis... look pretty in this costum... i almost cant recognize her....
JF... nothing much description...
Jing Xing always look handsome when he playing harmonica... leng zai!!!
yoyo... angel... nice dance ya^^
this gal very leng lui...
this picha look weird? hahaxx...
dear look cute while performing... xD... muackzzz... can i be ur little fans? hehe^^
actually still gt a lot picha..
but lazy to post d....
hehe....
who wan the picha can find me o...
sure will send u...
by the way...
i think it is the time for me to do projects d...
bye...~
i keep my promise...
to put malam kebudayaan picha in my blog...
here it is...
most of the picha is i took de...
but my photography skill tui bu d...
long time din take this kind of event...
gagal d...T.T
The genius musician... Rui and Choy Wei keep on say is his gf or wife or wat la... at there认亲认戚... lolx...
Zhong Xin concentrated on his performance... The shadow on his book is stupid JF...
Wei Jia so charmed... i think Rui regret now... lolx... jkjk...
Choy Wei's sis... look pretty in this costum... i almost cant recognize her....
JF... nothing much description...
Jing Xing always look handsome when he playing harmonica... leng zai!!!
yoyo... angel... nice dance ya^^
this gal very leng lui...
this picha look weird? hahaxx...
actually still gt a lot picha..
but lazy to post d....
hehe....
who wan the picha can find me o...
sure will send u...
by the way...
i think it is the time for me to do projects d...
bye...~
2009/04/27
熬夜
就在最近这几天
我总是发呆老半天
盘旋在脑海中不去的是
你的话语和难忘的笑脸
就在最近这几天
离开学校的日子很空闲
我总是有时没事就温习过去
还有重看我们的照片
飞呀
时间为何那么快得不见
一起欢笑一起流泪的日子
将这几年点缀成美丽的画面
飞呀
我请月光洒在我的身边
我将如何学习去思念
我将熬夜回味这几年日记每一面
我曾经为你熬夜
只为了做你的生日卡片
一起熬夜
一起准备明天的测验
过了今天 也许只能说再见
能不能再次陪我熬夜聊天
为你熬夜
帮你录下你最爱的影片
一起熬夜
一起在网上废话连篇
过了很多天 我们熬过多少夜
就让我唱这一首歌
请陪我熬夜到明天
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
昨晚三点多才睡
然后六点左右就起床了
我真的怀疑我疯了
赶project赶疯了
还以为今晚可以早点睡
可是project还是做不完
目前为止 明天要交的KH project已经搞定了
可是星期四要交的seni project和geografi project还没做完
婉玲又还没上网
还好dear陪我
他说 有一首歌 是属于我们的歌
-熬夜-
原因有很多 也很认同他
-就在最近这几天 我总是发呆老半天 盘旋在脑海中不去的是 你的话语和难忘的笑脸~
这就是现在在我耳边播送的旋律
原本觉得孤单的我
因为这首歌 我不孤单了
因为我知道 在心的尽头 有个人在陪我
在电话的那头 有个傻佬在撑起眼睛 熬夜陪我聊天
感谢你^^ muackzzz....
我总是发呆老半天
盘旋在脑海中不去的是
你的话语和难忘的笑脸
就在最近这几天
离开学校的日子很空闲
我总是有时没事就温习过去
还有重看我们的照片
飞呀
时间为何那么快得不见
一起欢笑一起流泪的日子
将这几年点缀成美丽的画面
飞呀
我请月光洒在我的身边
我将如何学习去思念
我将熬夜回味这几年日记每一面
我曾经为你熬夜
只为了做你的生日卡片
一起熬夜
一起准备明天的测验
过了今天 也许只能说再见
能不能再次陪我熬夜聊天
为你熬夜
帮你录下你最爱的影片
一起熬夜
一起在网上废话连篇
过了很多天 我们熬过多少夜
就让我唱这一首歌
请陪我熬夜到明天
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
昨晚三点多才睡
然后六点左右就起床了
我真的怀疑我疯了
赶project赶疯了
还以为今晚可以早点睡
可是project还是做不完
目前为止 明天要交的KH project已经搞定了
可是星期四要交的seni project和geografi project还没做完
婉玲又还没上网
还好dear陪我
他说 有一首歌 是属于我们的歌
-熬夜-
原因有很多 也很认同他
-就在最近这几天 我总是发呆老半天 盘旋在脑海中不去的是 你的话语和难忘的笑脸~
这就是现在在我耳边播送的旋律
原本觉得孤单的我
因为这首歌 我不孤单了
因为我知道 在心的尽头 有个人在陪我
在电话的那头 有个傻佬在撑起眼睛 熬夜陪我聊天
感谢你^^ muackzzz....
a beautiful monday morning...
erm...
2day is monday...
so will have assembly in hall la...
usually we all also no mood when assembly...
coz sien and sleepy...
but 2day we all very jing shen...
becoz sum damn funny thing happened...
well...
let's me do a quick revision or mayb quick explain for u all...
here it is...
okay...
first... when pengawas announce that we have to sing negaraku, duli yang maha mulia and skul song....
the Pn.Gui come out and said-"Diminta para guru dan pelajar membuka mulut dan nyanyi."
erm... sumthing like tat la...
then when the music start... principal, PK HEM, and [duno wat post d] sing wif mic...
and their vocal hor... sibeh nice leh...
after they sing we all laugh till die... and gv them a big clap...
wao...~
all laugh until stomachache... include me la...
wakao... they reali funny...
in class...
keep on rushing projects lo...
although i m damn tired...
jz slept 3 hours then wake up d...
haiz... i promise myself...
this fri i have to get enuf sleep...
if nt i sure die let u see...
T.T
kidda miss dear...
but our phone has no more credit to sms...
about 1 week d...
haiz... everytimes when i look at my phone...
i hope it will ring...
but it doesn't...
so i planed to top up my phone later...
and help dear top up also...
reali miss dear...
k lar...
i also duno can write wat d...
continue my KH projects 1st...
2ml nid pass up d...
bye~
2day is monday...
so will have assembly in hall la...
usually we all also no mood when assembly...
coz sien and sleepy...
but 2day we all very jing shen...
becoz sum damn funny thing happened...
well...
let's me do a quick revision or mayb quick explain for u all...
here it is...
okay...
first... when pengawas announce that we have to sing negaraku, duli yang maha mulia and skul song....
the Pn.Gui come out and said-"Diminta para guru dan pelajar membuka mulut dan nyanyi."
erm... sumthing like tat la...
then when the music start... principal, PK HEM, and [duno wat post d] sing wif mic...
and their vocal hor... sibeh nice leh...
after they sing we all laugh till die... and gv them a big clap...
wao...~
all laugh until stomachache... include me la...
wakao... they reali funny...
in class...
keep on rushing projects lo...
although i m damn tired...
jz slept 3 hours then wake up d...
haiz... i promise myself...
this fri i have to get enuf sleep...
if nt i sure die let u see...
T.T
kidda miss dear...
but our phone has no more credit to sms...
about 1 week d...
haiz... everytimes when i look at my phone...
i hope it will ring...
but it doesn't...
so i planed to top up my phone later...
and help dear top up also...
reali miss dear...
k lar...
i also duno can write wat d...
continue my KH projects 1st...
2ml nid pass up d...
bye~
work...
jz came back from my work...
kidda tired but happy...
coz i almost done wat i wan...
me and xiiao hong planed to do sumthing...
and now, me and her r on the path to success...
kidda funny when i work in a restaurant which placed in Puchong...
when i came in... a group of guys standing there...
and i heard sumone shout to others-"neh... that leng lui来了..."
but i din bother them... work is the most important thing for me...
actually they r staff from the restaurant...
after that i passed by them... one of them called me...
he nt leng zai... and his hair in gold color...
he said he wan buy... then i stop down and do his buiness lo...
then i found a quite leng zai de ppl among them....
they bought sum from me la....
and the leng zai paid money...
the total is RM5... but he gv me RM10...
so i hav to gv him the changes....
while i giving the leng zai ...
the gold hair guy start to talk sumthing...
he said-"leng lui...i help u buy d... gv me ur phone num ok?"
and the gang keep on said-"yalor yalor... gv us leh... we wan ur phone num..."
[p/s: include the leng zai...]
then i looked at gold hair guy and said-"erm... u buy much more then i gv...."
then he keep on @##$%^&&*!@~@$@#%@#$%$#
but i din choi him... coz busy_ing...
but he still keep on ask me to give phone num....
then i said-"next time u help me buy then i give u..."
then he replied-"har? i everytimes also gt buy from u de la... dun like tat la... gv la..."
then i take up my thing and walk to the door... before i go... i replied him and said-"next time la... i will gv u de... but duno which 1 u wan... i gt digi lah...celcom lah...Xox also gt..."
then he replied-"all i also wan..."
then i walk away...
while he talking to me... the whole gang at there laugh till monkey like tat....
around 5-6 ppl la...
then whole restaurant de ppl also looked at us...
coz we r too noisy... macam pasar...
i wondering why the one who keep on ask for my num de is nt that leng zai?
if yes... i think i will gv...
haha...^^
klar...
gonna go sleep d...
bye...
kidda tired but happy...
coz i almost done wat i wan...
me and xiiao hong planed to do sumthing...
and now, me and her r on the path to success...
kidda funny when i work in a restaurant which placed in Puchong...
when i came in... a group of guys standing there...
and i heard sumone shout to others-"neh... that leng lui来了..."
but i din bother them... work is the most important thing for me...
actually they r staff from the restaurant...
after that i passed by them... one of them called me...
he nt leng zai... and his hair in gold color...
he said he wan buy... then i stop down and do his buiness lo...
then i found a quite leng zai de ppl among them....
they bought sum from me la....
and the leng zai paid money...
the total is RM5... but he gv me RM10...
so i hav to gv him the changes....
while i giving the leng zai ...
the gold hair guy start to talk sumthing...
he said-"leng lui...i help u buy d... gv me ur phone num ok?"
and the gang keep on said-"yalor yalor... gv us leh... we wan ur phone num..."
[p/s: include the leng zai...]
then i looked at gold hair guy and said-"erm... u buy much more then i gv...."
then he keep on @##$%^&&*!@~@$@#%@#$%$#
but i din choi him... coz busy_ing...
but he still keep on ask me to give phone num....
then i said-"next time u help me buy then i give u..."
then he replied-"har? i everytimes also gt buy from u de la... dun like tat la... gv la..."
then i take up my thing and walk to the door... before i go... i replied him and said-"next time la... i will gv u de... but duno which 1 u wan... i gt digi lah...celcom lah...Xox also gt..."
then he replied-"all i also wan..."
then i walk away...
while he talking to me... the whole gang at there laugh till monkey like tat....
around 5-6 ppl la...
then whole restaurant de ppl also looked at us...
coz we r too noisy... macam pasar...
i wondering why the one who keep on ask for my num de is nt that leng zai?
if yes... i think i will gv...
haha...^^
klar...
gonna go sleep d...
bye...
RE:三剑客
re:无聊、无用、无助 之 xiiao hong
哎哟...你不要这样想你自己啦...
跟你说心事的我 很舒服啊
当一个哑巴 总好过当一个讲多错多的发言人
我就是一个很好的例子
至于你家的事
我不方便过问 更不方便插手
不过 需要一只耳朵的时候
我永远都愿意借你
甚至是肩膀 我都愿意借
只是怕你嫌弃而已
加油吧！
还有 你放心吧
我说了我会守三剑客的秘密
我一定会做得到
还有 我们的承诺
希望我俩都能达成
re:外表cool cool、内心38 之 xiiao v
关于你
我跟xiiao hong一样 什么都帮不上
连当你倾诉的对象 都没有办好
失败 是我自己给自己的最佳形容词
不过只想告诉你
需要我的时候 打个电话给我 我随时stand by
ush ush~
三剑客
记得我们的准则
要互相撑起彼此
要互相鼓励彼此
要互相给与支持
加油！
三剑客
有福同享，有难同当
需要听众的请拨电致rui
需要解闷的请拨电致fey
需要开导的请拨电致vv
永远永远
只会有三剑客的秘密
哎哟...你不要这样想你自己啦...
跟你说心事的我 很舒服啊
当一个哑巴 总好过当一个讲多错多的发言人
我就是一个很好的例子
至于你家的事
我不方便过问 更不方便插手
不过 需要一只耳朵的时候
我永远都愿意借你
甚至是肩膀 我都愿意借
只是怕你嫌弃而已
加油吧！
还有 你放心吧
我说了我会守三剑客的秘密
我一定会做得到
还有 我们的承诺
希望我俩都能达成
re:外表cool cool、内心38 之 xiiao v
关于你
我跟xiiao hong一样 什么都帮不上
连当你倾诉的对象 都没有办好
失败 是我自己给自己的最佳形容词
不过只想告诉你
需要我的时候 打个电话给我 我随时stand by
ush ush~
三剑客
记得我们的准则
要互相撑起彼此
要互相鼓励彼此
要互相给与支持
加油！
三剑客
有福同享，有难同当
需要听众的请拨电致rui
需要解闷的请拨电致fey
需要开导的请拨电致vv
永远永远
只会有三剑客的秘密
2009/04/26
vv
对不起
我给不到你要的安慰
或许是我不了解你吧
十万个对不起都无法弥补
昨天在电话里头
我只是希望给你一个不太悲观的念头
因为最近在你身上发生的衰事实在太多了
而你的压力很大
我不希望再加上这件事导致你垮了
可是我没有想到
就因为我的某些言语
弄得你更痛 更伤
导致我做了一开始我最不想做的事
很高兴你跟我说的一切一切
因为甚至是我 都不敢向外说家事
我还记得当初我家变的时候 是你扶了我一大把
至今还没有好好感谢你
经过了昨天的事 我发觉 我是多么的没有用
我是多么的一无是处
连一个我很珍惜的朋友 打电话来诉苦
我不但没有给与安慰 反倒在那里加重她的伤害
有时候我在想
我配当黄巧儿的好姐妹吗？
我答不出来...
因为我觉得 我欠她的不少
我也实在太没有用了
对不起
请容许我再说一声
对不起！
对不起
我给不到你要的安慰
或许是我不了解你吧
十万个对不起都无法弥补
昨天在电话里头
我只是希望给你一个不太悲观的念头
因为最近在你身上发生的衰事实在太多了
而你的压力很大
我不希望再加上这件事导致你垮了
可是我没有想到
就因为我的某些言语
弄得你更痛 更伤
导致我做了一开始我最不想做的事
很高兴你跟我说的一切一切
因为甚至是我 都不敢向外说家事
我还记得当初我家变的时候 是你扶了我一大把
至今还没有好好感谢你
经过了昨天的事 我发觉 我是多么的没有用
我是多么的一无是处
连一个我很珍惜的朋友 打电话来诉苦
我不但没有给与安慰 反倒在那里加重她的伤害
有时候我在想
我配当黄巧儿的好姐妹吗？
我答不出来...
因为我觉得 我欠她的不少
我也实在太没有用了
对不起
请容许我再说一声
对不起！
2009/04/24
2009/04/23
go go go~
wasai...
现在才发现
抄project也需要很多的时间...
从刚才8.00晚上做到现在...
竟然只是做了penghargaan, objectif kajian, kaedah kajian, hasil kajian...
rumusan, lampiran, rujukan, senarai kandungan和tajuk kajian在等我咧...
Zzzz...
手都要断了，才抄了那一点点...
T.T
喝着一杯mocca...
写着这篇属于在23/4/09最后的文章...
有什么感觉？
嗯...我只是知道...
我的肚子beh tahan那杯mocca!
可是我哥泡了，就只能喝咯...
刚刚听到一个消息...
一个我应该要有很大反应却刚好相反的消息...
嗯... 我想我应该做点事的...
就交给我负责吧！
我会尽力完成的！
加油！
你也要一样哦！
送你一个你专用的加油词...
ush ush~
请你不要到处勾勾 __需要go go~
gambateh!
现在才发现
抄project也需要很多的时间...
从刚才8.00晚上做到现在...
竟然只是做了penghargaan, objectif kajian, kaedah kajian, hasil kajian...
rumusan, lampiran, rujukan, senarai kandungan和tajuk kajian在等我咧...
Zzzz...
手都要断了，才抄了那一点点...
T.T
喝着一杯mocca...
写着这篇属于在23/4/09最后的文章...
有什么感觉？
嗯...我只是知道...
我的肚子beh tahan那杯mocca!
可是我哥泡了，就只能喝咯...
刚刚听到一个消息...
一个我应该要有很大反应却刚好相反的消息...
嗯... 我想我应该做点事的...
就交给我负责吧！
我会尽力完成的！
加油！
你也要一样哦！
送你一个你专用的加油词...
ush ush~
请你不要到处勾勾 __需要go go~
gambateh!
儿，请张大双眼，看这！
儿啊儿
要先list下你的情人条件
Tanjung Tidak Sunyi情人介绍所才能帮你找嘛~
不过我跟你酱fren...
打个折扣给你...
如果你要，不收你钱也无所谓...xD
以下是你必须填写的资料:
1. 姓名:
2. 年龄:
3. 绰号:
4. 电话:
5. 联络方式:
择偶条件[必须填写]
1. 年龄:
2. 性别:
3. 家庭背景:
4. 样貌:
5. 条件(可填写多个):
手续是不是很简单咧...
不过我相信我跟你酱fren... 懂你的择偶条件那五项会怎么填...
是不是这样咧...
1. 年龄: 无需太年轻，绝不能太老！刚刚发育完备为首选...
2. 性别: 不拘。如果你是ah gua，请你上半身像女的，下半身要男的。脸部要是男的。这些为基本条件。[如有更改，恕不另行通知]
3. 家庭背景: 上无爹娘，下无妻子。独生子为首选。每月收入无需像Bill Gates,可是要多过国家银行基本所拥有的数额。
4. 样貌: 有眼耳口鼻即可。眼睛像金城武，鼻子像成龙，耳朵像谢霆峰，嘴巴像吴尊，脸庞像周杰伦为首选。
5. 条件[可填写多个]: i)身高不需姚明，体重不需林志玲。ii) 嘴巴无需樱桃小嘴，只求亲吻时舒服。iii)要有湿吻功夫。iv)随传随到 v)需要时必须马上配合 vi)百般依顺，温柔体贴。vii)不需要负责任。viii)热情要能燃烧沙漠，冷漠要如air cool冷气机。
备注: 自认本姓孤，单名独，绰号mr.cool的优先考虑。
哈哈...
我应该把那些最重要的都填上去了吧！
等你的回复哦！
要先list下你的情人条件
Tanjung Tidak Sunyi情人介绍所才能帮你找嘛~
不过我跟你酱fren...
打个折扣给你...
如果你要，不收你钱也无所谓...xD
以下是你必须填写的资料:
1. 姓名:
2. 年龄:
3. 绰号:
4. 电话:
5. 联络方式:
择偶条件[必须填写]
1. 年龄:
2. 性别:
3. 家庭背景:
4. 样貌:
5. 条件(可填写多个):
手续是不是很简单咧...
不过我相信我跟你酱fren... 懂你的择偶条件那五项会怎么填...
是不是这样咧...
1. 年龄: 无需太年轻，绝不能太老！刚刚发育完备为首选...
2. 性别: 不拘。如果你是ah gua，请你上半身像女的，下半身要男的。脸部要是男的。这些为基本条件。[如有更改，恕不另行通知]
3. 家庭背景: 上无爹娘，下无妻子。独生子为首选。每月收入无需像Bill Gates,可是要多过国家银行基本所拥有的数额。
4. 样貌: 有眼耳口鼻即可。眼睛像金城武，鼻子像成龙，耳朵像谢霆峰，嘴巴像吴尊，脸庞像周杰伦为首选。
5. 条件[可填写多个]: i)身高不需姚明，体重不需林志玲。ii) 嘴巴无需樱桃小嘴，只求亲吻时舒服。iii)要有湿吻功夫。iv)随传随到 v)需要时必须马上配合 vi)百般依顺，温柔体贴。vii)不需要负责任。viii)热情要能燃烧沙漠，冷漠要如air cool冷气机。
备注: 自认本姓孤，单名独，绰号mr.cool的优先考虑。
哈哈...
我应该把那些最重要的都填上去了吧！
等你的回复哦！
2009/04/22
T.T day
wakao!
i tot i can tarik diri from pembahasan...
but...
wat the fish...!
teacher dun let...
2ml is competition d...
but we still haven prepare yet...
kns d...
T.T
haiz.. suan liao la...
jz take part lo...
surfing google whole day...
find the isi of pembahasan...
and also sej and geo project...
i m glad becoz geo is group work...
we can share each other info that we get...
but sej... wan muntah darah d...
no heart do...
T.T
now sit alone...
super duper sien...
i din talk to anyone 1...
became a dumb person d...
duno y...
if i din talk for a quite long period...
i will become moody...
and dun like to talk d..
so today de mood blue blue de...
and felt tired...
i know tis is for my own good...
and for teh o own good also...
but i jz cant stop hoping teh o sit wif me again...
although jz 1 period i d satisfied d...
haiz... T.T
planing sumthing to do on sat after afternoon concert..
but i duno it will success or nt...
coz the other character of the plan is freaking busy whole day...
duno can take sum times for me or nt...
hope can la...
haiz...
2day reali T.T day...
>.<
i tot i can tarik diri from pembahasan...
but...
wat the fish...!
teacher dun let...
2ml is competition d...
but we still haven prepare yet...
kns d...
T.T
haiz.. suan liao la...
jz take part lo...
surfing google whole day...
find the isi of pembahasan...
and also sej and geo project...
i m glad becoz geo is group work...
we can share each other info that we get...
but sej... wan muntah darah d...
no heart do...
T.T
now sit alone...
super duper sien...
i din talk to anyone 1...
became a dumb person d...
duno y...
if i din talk for a quite long period...
i will become moody...
and dun like to talk d..
so today de mood blue blue de...
and felt tired...
i know tis is for my own good...
and for teh o own good also...
but i jz cant stop hoping teh o sit wif me again...
although jz 1 period i d satisfied d...
haiz... T.T
planing sumthing to do on sat after afternoon concert..
but i duno it will success or nt...
coz the other character of the plan is freaking busy whole day...
duno can take sum times for me or nt...
hope can la...
haiz...
2day reali T.T day...
>.<
2009/04/21
being thieve...
now mood kidda complicated...
worry?
angry?
or peaceful?
i reali duno...
i jz know that my heart is nt calm..
felt unsafe...
jz nw when me and my sis was in the bus...
my bro had make a phone call to my sis...
he told her that our hse let the thief enter d...
my maid let the thief bind up...
and use knife force her to tell where is my mum...
now they r going to police station to make a report...
remind us to lock ur door and window...
after that... he hang up the phone...
and din told us any details more...
my sis and i were worry about our hse...
finally our bus arrive hse....
we saw one of our neighbor...
she said that the thief come into my hse when 12.10pm...
my mum was in her room...
the stupid thief broke the lock of the small door...
they din steal anything...
coz my dogs bark crazily and many neighbor come out and have a look...
they scare d then runaway...
the bride who jz married come out and see wat happened...
and ngam ngam the thief run out from my house...
duno y she shock until wana pengsan...
>.<
but sumthing make me curious...
so many ppl come out and hav a look but y nobody saw the thief car num?
omg!
luckily my mum din injured...
but i duno my maid gt or nt...
coz until now i haven meet them...
u know wat?
the most angry thing is the 3 man is chinese guy...
oh my goodness!
we r same race wat...
why wan hurt us?
fish u!
u shame all the chinese u knw?
reali beh song...
dun let me see u...
if nt sure kill u!!!
worry?
angry?
or peaceful?
i reali duno...
i jz know that my heart is nt calm..
felt unsafe...
jz nw when me and my sis was in the bus...
my bro had make a phone call to my sis...
he told her that our hse let the thief enter d...
my maid let the thief bind up...
and use knife force her to tell where is my mum...
now they r going to police station to make a report...
remind us to lock ur door and window...
after that... he hang up the phone...
and din told us any details more...
my sis and i were worry about our hse...
finally our bus arrive hse....
we saw one of our neighbor...
she said that the thief come into my hse when 12.10pm...
my mum was in her room...
the stupid thief broke the lock of the small door...
they din steal anything...
coz my dogs bark crazily and many neighbor come out and have a look...
they scare d then runaway...
the bride who jz married come out and see wat happened...
and ngam ngam the thief run out from my house...
duno y she shock until wana pengsan...
>.<
but sumthing make me curious...
so many ppl come out and hav a look but y nobody saw the thief car num?
omg!
luckily my mum din injured...
but i duno my maid gt or nt...
coz until now i haven meet them...
u know wat?
the most angry thing is the 3 man is chinese guy...
oh my goodness!
we r same race wat...
why wan hurt us?
fish u!
u shame all the chinese u knw?
reali beh song...
dun let me see u...
if nt sure kill u!!!
2009/04/20
20/4 yes! done my KH...!
yeah!
i done my kerja kayu...
now jz left the lakaran haven draw...
i wondering how to draw it...
forget d...
paiseh...^^
but i m happy about my kerja kayu...
coz i do it myself...
and wai gor,jing,soo and kean jing gt helps me a bit la...
the most important session is i do myself de...
nw reali happy and 满足...
although it is nt pretty...
but it is my 心血 n felt 成就感...
haha....xD
vv ah vv...
u nt forget to take medicine...
u take wrong medicine onli...
aiyor... listen to doctor de instructions mah...
call u eat 2 pils 3 times per day...
but u eat 10 pils 3 times per day...
sure gila la...
luckily i top up my phone..
can call to tanjung rambutan and discuss ur 病情...
or u wan tanjung watermelon or tanjung mango?
dun tell me u wan go tanjung sunyi...
tatz ur own 精神病院...
although the main doctor is kyh...
but it wun helps u anything in ur 病情...
ok? wait for ur reply ya...
rmb tell me which tanjung u more prefer...
i help u book a 床位...
最多帮你付钱啦...
xixi...^^
dear...
dun think so much la...
i jz wan to let u know wat's the rubbish inside my mind...
it is same as u told me all ur things...
so we jz gambateh la...
lets fills up our time together...
then u will have no time to think so much...
k?
and rmb wat's the punishment if u think too much...
so dun think so much d...
NO EVER AGAIN!!!
klar...
i hav to draw my lakaran d...
c u...~
i done my kerja kayu...
now jz left the lakaran haven draw...
i wondering how to draw it...
forget d...
paiseh...^^
but i m happy about my kerja kayu...
coz i do it myself...
and wai gor,jing,soo and kean jing gt helps me a bit la...
the most important session is i do myself de...
nw reali happy and 满足...
although it is nt pretty...
but it is my 心血 n felt 成就感...
haha....xD
vv ah vv...
u nt forget to take medicine...
u take wrong medicine onli...
aiyor... listen to doctor de instructions mah...
call u eat 2 pils 3 times per day...
but u eat 10 pils 3 times per day...
sure gila la...
luckily i top up my phone..
can call to tanjung rambutan and discuss ur 病情...
or u wan tanjung watermelon or tanjung mango?
dun tell me u wan go tanjung sunyi...
tatz ur own 精神病院...
although the main doctor is kyh...
but it wun helps u anything in ur 病情...
ok? wait for ur reply ya...
rmb tell me which tanjung u more prefer...
i help u book a 床位...
最多帮你付钱啦...
xixi...^^
dear...
dun think so much la...
i jz wan to let u know wat's the rubbish inside my mind...
it is same as u told me all ur things...
so we jz gambateh la...
lets fills up our time together...
then u will have no time to think so much...
k?
and rmb wat's the punishment if u think too much...
so dun think so much d...
NO EVER AGAIN!!!
klar...
i hav to draw my lakaran d...
c u...~
2009/04/19
genting trip photo part 1...
finally... jaylim gv me sum of the photo d...
still gt sum at dang there...
waiting for her...
[the picha that i help them take...but me is nt inside...T.T]
[yeah! picha in snowhouse... locker that side...]
[sue sien and win kee... duno busy talking wat... but hong young seem beh song...xD]
[small kids... reali so kiddo...]
[this picha so weird rite? and it had prove that they keep on ride euro ekspress...]
[the proof of we took a ride on flying coaster... rui scare till dun dare to look out d...]
[pei yeen and pui yee...]
[vivian while taking her meal in first world cafe... look nice in this picture... becoz is me take de... muahaha...^^]
[yam~sheng~...]
[it's me while playing bumper car... duno when they 偷拍 me de...]
[wat's make shi huan,yew jet and tze yang laugh till like tat ah? i wondering...]
[2 new couple... me+karen and rui+jia chee... p.s: jk onli la... scare let zhung faye hit...]
[me+rui+karen...]
[group photo... taken at snowhouse... all freezing...~]
[where is me? where is me? neh... the one who taking camera lo... cant appear in this photo...T.T]
still gt sum at dang there...
waiting for her...
[the picha that i help them take...but me is nt inside...T.T]
[yeah! picha in snowhouse... locker that side...]
[sue sien and win kee... duno busy talking wat... but hong young seem beh song...xD]
[small kids... reali so kiddo...]
[this picha so weird rite? and it had prove that they keep on ride euro ekspress...]
[the proof of we took a ride on flying coaster... rui scare till dun dare to look out d...]
[pei yeen and pui yee...]
[vivian while taking her meal in first world cafe... look nice in this picture... becoz is me take de... muahaha...^^]
[yam~sheng~...]
[it's me while playing bumper car... duno when they 偷拍 me de...]
[wat's make shi huan,yew jet and tze yang laugh till like tat ah? i wondering...]
[2 new couple... me+karen and rui+jia chee... p.s: jk onli la... scare let zhung faye hit...]
[me+rui+karen...]
[group photo... taken at snowhouse... all freezing...~]
[where is me? where is me? neh... the one who taking camera lo... cant appear in this photo...T.T]
2009/04/18
genting trip...
jz went back from genting...
a fun trip...
took lots of picture...
and totally 38 and crazee...
here going to write the trip out and share wif u all...
woke up on 5.15am...
wakao... i haven pack thing...
so have to wake up early...T.T
dear said wan morning call me...
but i wake up 1st...
after i brush my teeth dear onli call me...
erm... if i din make wrong...
everytimes dear morning call me also fail...
coz everytimes i wake up earlier than his call...xD
kk... back to story...
after prepared all the thing... mom fetch me to skul lo...
i sms rui... she told me she is waiting jac to fetch her...
i gonna cry after i saw it... coz i know there was nobody accompany me when i arrive...
but luckily voon arrive d... thx god!
so had sum chat wif voon while waiting their coming...
finally they came... and joined our talks...
karen told us sum cold jokes...
reali cold... and we laugh till die...
swt... karen ah karen... wan us to 适应 genting de weather also no nid do like tat de... ur jokes more cold than genting weather lo...
after we had sum crazee talks... we went to toilet...
on the way, jac start to kee xiao...
she act ah wong... inside 阿旺新传 gt a scene is about "走鬼"... then 阿旺 ran till very k yeng de...
walao... wan gv her a prize d... she reali act till very gud... and we all had a crazee laugh again...
stomach almost pain d...
around 7am... we get in to the bus and start our journey...
jia chee took out her PSP...
firstly i wan to play it... but let becky rampas d...
nevermind lo.... i listen songs... coz my phone battery signal is full...
kanasai... after i heard around 8 songs... battery left a bit...
the signal bluff me... haiz... and i wana cry d...
i dun dare use phone jor... include sms dear...
charm...T.T
suddenly felt sleepy... and i enter my dream...
but sum sound wake me up...
and i saw sumthing sweet...
jac lean against to lon's shoulder... and sleep d...
so sweet man... i also hope that... haha... jkjk...
i sms rui... and told her sumthing...
she keep on laughing... lolx...
around 8am... we arrive to half mountain of genting...
we have to get down from the bus and take a ride on cable car...
i tot we gt go animal world...
but luckily ajk cancel it...
yeah!
we straight away take cable car to genting theme park...
me,rui,becky,jia chee,shi huan,jaylim,karen and voon sit same cable car...
keep on sing and sing...
and shout out loud-"i will follow u~" when we saw digi decoration's cable car...
lolx...
all sot blak d...
after we arrive genting theme park...
we went to snow house...
omg! -5 celcius...
cold~
i keep on arr-chiew since this morning...
nw still nid to enter -5 celcius snow house...
faint~
suan liao...
came d lo... then jz play lo...
we set all thing up...
and went into snow house...
before that... i told myself i dun wan play snow...
coz according to my experince... if later wan to play roller coaster or space shot... we muz tie up our hair...
but if let the snow wet my hair... then habis...
so i decided to hold my hat carefully... i reali dun wan my hair get wet...
rui and voon gave throw snow till whole hair also wet d.... and they keep on shout cold...
me and becky jz go inside to look around... we dun wan to play....
we used around 1 hours in snowhouse...
all ppl get snow except me and becky...
we 2 r the most dry ppl among them...
haha...^^
and i realise that 2day john loong wear till quite leng zai....
actually wan to take a photo wif him 1... but no chance...
it's ok... hehe...
but at last i gt took his photo wif camera la... but me is nt inside...
i had a talk wif him... i found that he changes a lot...
before that... while i chat wif him... he wun gv any respon or talk less 1...
but now... when i talk to him... i will let him zhadao till i duno how to gv him respon...
lolx... funny rite...
i think this is call balasan...
haha...
after snowhouse...
we went to first world cafe to take our lunch...
actually our plan should be inside ripley's believe it or nt in this time...
but due to some communication problem... ajk had cancel it...
good...!
before we take our lunch...
ajk and teacher let us to play indoor for about 1 hours...
we played indoor roller coaster-euro ekspress and adult bumper car...
we keep on let the ppl behind us take the ride 1st...
coz we wan to play it together...
we had around 15 ppl combine into 1 group....
every games we also play together...
we had lots of fun in it...
john loong,gun,willson, and wen kye kee xiao d...
they ride 3 to 4 times of the euro ekspress d...
and they said john loong vocal is so "high"...
shout till glasses also wana broke d...
haha...
around 12pm... we went back to first world cafe to have our lunch...
i tot it was same as last time... eat nasi goreng...
the worst taste of nasi goreng...
but this meal had gave me a big and happy surprise...
we eat quite high-classes buffet...
and the meal is delicious...
we all take few dishes per person...
gt fish,sotong,lamb,taufu and etc...
nice meal...~
i think this meal will cost quite expensive...
i guess at least around RM15 per person...
after the meal...
we go outdoor to take chocolate for free...
beryl's gave us de...
haha... so shuang...
then we 15 ppl straight away go play flying coaster...
but there are sum ppl dun dare to ride...
jz me,rui,voon,jia chee,pei yeen,pui yee,tze yang,shi huan,yew jet and few more ppl dare to ride...
actually rui aslo dun dare... but i force her to play...
she keep on shut up her eyes...
i know she is quite scare...
but voon comfort her...
it's fun and stimulate...
i will never forget this time...
keke^^
sumthing fuck happened after flying coaster...
raining! omg!
we had to go inside indoor and play bumper car again...
but luckily after we played bumper car rain stop d...
yeah^^
we continue our journey...
we went to play pirates ship...
when we at here...
we all 38 d...
we fill up the most behind and most front place...
we sit face to face... 4 rows...
we shout to them loudly... and they shout back us too...
8 ppl vs another 8 ppl form our group...
beside that, jaylim shout our "group name"-nin na bu eh...
actually is he do it himself... we din anggap it as our group name...
sumore we crazee till shout our 口头禅...
"boo sama dia... boo~ lagi sekali... boo~ jangan berhenti boo boo boo~"
then the another 8 ppl boo back us also...
haha... we langsung din care about other ppl 's thinking...
after pirates ship..
we separate into 2 group...
shi huan and others went to play space shot...
me,becky,rui,voon,pui yee,tze yang and yew jet go play sungai rejang...
tze yang+ yew jet 1 boat... becky+pui yee 1 boat... me,rui and voon another 1 boat...
i cheated rui that it's nt very scare... nt very ci ji... n jz will wet body onli...
rui belif it... so she din do her precaustion well...
so, after play it, rui whole body wet d....
wakakaka....^^ i won~
me very soi leh...
yew jet ah yew jet...
i know u r caring...
i understood that u know i like to eat chocolate...
but u no nid gv me eat so many chocolate de mah...
although it is nice la... anyways...
thx for it and ur gentleman while we play the train beside sungai rejang...
hehe^^
before we went to kumpul...
we go mcD to grab sum food to eat...
i share a large set of mc chic wif becky....
hehe...
unlucky voon... she fall her pepsi down....
neninenibubu~ no pepsi to drink d...
haha... blek~
we hav to take cable car back to half mountain of genting...
while in the car... jaylim sampat again...
he keep on shout at the opposite cable car...
we jz laugh and laugh...
like the patient ngam ngam ran out from hospital mental...
lolx...
we arrive skul around 6.30pm...
and i wan to mention again...
it's a nice trip...
i din regret to spend RM42 for it...^^
we took lots of photo there...
but those photo nt wif mine...
jz gt some onli... i will post the photo i have now...
those other picture i will post it later...xD...
[group photo... edited by jaylim.... quite blur... hehe... dun blame ah...]
[rui's flying coaster ticket...gt rui name and sign de... camera nt gud...paiseh...]
[jia chee's flying coaster ticket wif name and sign...]
[voon's flying coaster ticket... as a memory...]
[my flying coaster ticket wif my name and sign...^^]
a fun trip...
took lots of picture...
and totally 38 and crazee...
here going to write the trip out and share wif u all...
woke up on 5.15am...
wakao... i haven pack thing...
so have to wake up early...T.T
dear said wan morning call me...
but i wake up 1st...
after i brush my teeth dear onli call me...
erm... if i din make wrong...
everytimes dear morning call me also fail...
coz everytimes i wake up earlier than his call...xD
kk... back to story...
after prepared all the thing... mom fetch me to skul lo...
i sms rui... she told me she is waiting jac to fetch her...
i gonna cry after i saw it... coz i know there was nobody accompany me when i arrive...
but luckily voon arrive d... thx god!
so had sum chat wif voon while waiting their coming...
finally they came... and joined our talks...
karen told us sum cold jokes...
reali cold... and we laugh till die...
swt... karen ah karen... wan us to 适应 genting de weather also no nid do like tat de... ur jokes more cold than genting weather lo...
after we had sum crazee talks... we went to toilet...
on the way, jac start to kee xiao...
she act ah wong... inside 阿旺新传 gt a scene is about "走鬼"... then 阿旺 ran till very k yeng de...
walao... wan gv her a prize d... she reali act till very gud... and we all had a crazee laugh again...
stomach almost pain d...
around 7am... we get in to the bus and start our journey...
jia chee took out her PSP...
firstly i wan to play it... but let becky rampas d...
nevermind lo.... i listen songs... coz my phone battery signal is full...
kanasai... after i heard around 8 songs... battery left a bit...
the signal bluff me... haiz... and i wana cry d...
i dun dare use phone jor... include sms dear...
charm...T.T
suddenly felt sleepy... and i enter my dream...
but sum sound wake me up...
and i saw sumthing sweet...
jac lean against to lon's shoulder... and sleep d...
so sweet man... i also hope that... haha... jkjk...
i sms rui... and told her sumthing...
she keep on laughing... lolx...
around 8am... we arrive to half mountain of genting...
we have to get down from the bus and take a ride on cable car...
i tot we gt go animal world...
but luckily ajk cancel it...
yeah!
we straight away take cable car to genting theme park...
me,rui,becky,jia chee,shi huan,jaylim,karen and voon sit same cable car...
keep on sing and sing...
and shout out loud-"i will follow u~" when we saw digi decoration's cable car...
lolx...
all sot blak d...
after we arrive genting theme park...
we went to snow house...
omg! -5 celcius...
cold~
i keep on arr-chiew since this morning...
nw still nid to enter -5 celcius snow house...
faint~
suan liao...
came d lo... then jz play lo...
we set all thing up...
and went into snow house...
before that... i told myself i dun wan play snow...
coz according to my experince... if later wan to play roller coaster or space shot... we muz tie up our hair...
but if let the snow wet my hair... then habis...
so i decided to hold my hat carefully... i reali dun wan my hair get wet...
rui and voon gave throw snow till whole hair also wet d.... and they keep on shout cold...
me and becky jz go inside to look around... we dun wan to play....
we used around 1 hours in snowhouse...
all ppl get snow except me and becky...
we 2 r the most dry ppl among them...
haha...^^
and i realise that 2day john loong wear till quite leng zai....
actually wan to take a photo wif him 1... but no chance...
it's ok... hehe...
but at last i gt took his photo wif camera la... but me is nt inside...
i had a talk wif him... i found that he changes a lot...
before that... while i chat wif him... he wun gv any respon or talk less 1...
but now... when i talk to him... i will let him zhadao till i duno how to gv him respon...
lolx... funny rite...
i think this is call balasan...
haha...
after snowhouse...
we went to first world cafe to take our lunch...
actually our plan should be inside ripley's believe it or nt in this time...
but due to some communication problem... ajk had cancel it...
good...!
before we take our lunch...
ajk and teacher let us to play indoor for about 1 hours...
we played indoor roller coaster-euro ekspress and adult bumper car...
we keep on let the ppl behind us take the ride 1st...
coz we wan to play it together...
we had around 15 ppl combine into 1 group....
every games we also play together...
we had lots of fun in it...
john loong,gun,willson, and wen kye kee xiao d...
they ride 3 to 4 times of the euro ekspress d...
and they said john loong vocal is so "high"...
shout till glasses also wana broke d...
haha...
around 12pm... we went back to first world cafe to have our lunch...
i tot it was same as last time... eat nasi goreng...
the worst taste of nasi goreng...
but this meal had gave me a big and happy surprise...
we eat quite high-classes buffet...
and the meal is delicious...
we all take few dishes per person...
gt fish,sotong,lamb,taufu and etc...
nice meal...~
i think this meal will cost quite expensive...
i guess at least around RM15 per person...
after the meal...
we go outdoor to take chocolate for free...
beryl's gave us de...
haha... so shuang...
then we 15 ppl straight away go play flying coaster...
but there are sum ppl dun dare to ride...
jz me,rui,voon,jia chee,pei yeen,pui yee,tze yang,shi huan,yew jet and few more ppl dare to ride...
actually rui aslo dun dare... but i force her to play...
she keep on shut up her eyes...
i know she is quite scare...
but voon comfort her...
it's fun and stimulate...
i will never forget this time...
keke^^
sumthing fuck happened after flying coaster...
raining! omg!
we had to go inside indoor and play bumper car again...
but luckily after we played bumper car rain stop d...
yeah^^
we continue our journey...
we went to play pirates ship...
when we at here...
we all 38 d...
we fill up the most behind and most front place...
we sit face to face... 4 rows...
we shout to them loudly... and they shout back us too...
8 ppl vs another 8 ppl form our group...
beside that, jaylim shout our "group name"-nin na bu eh...
actually is he do it himself... we din anggap it as our group name...
sumore we crazee till shout our 口头禅...
"boo sama dia... boo~ lagi sekali... boo~ jangan berhenti boo boo boo~"
then the another 8 ppl boo back us also...
haha... we langsung din care about other ppl 's thinking...
after pirates ship..
we separate into 2 group...
shi huan and others went to play space shot...
me,becky,rui,voon,pui yee,tze yang and yew jet go play sungai rejang...
tze yang+ yew jet 1 boat... becky+pui yee 1 boat... me,rui and voon another 1 boat...
i cheated rui that it's nt very scare... nt very ci ji... n jz will wet body onli...
rui belif it... so she din do her precaustion well...
so, after play it, rui whole body wet d....
wakakaka....^^ i won~
me very soi leh...
yew jet ah yew jet...
i know u r caring...
i understood that u know i like to eat chocolate...
but u no nid gv me eat so many chocolate de mah...
although it is nice la... anyways...
thx for it and ur gentleman while we play the train beside sungai rejang...
hehe^^
before we went to kumpul...
we go mcD to grab sum food to eat...
i share a large set of mc chic wif becky....
hehe...
unlucky voon... she fall her pepsi down....
neninenibubu~ no pepsi to drink d...
haha... blek~
we hav to take cable car back to half mountain of genting...
while in the car... jaylim sampat again...
he keep on shout at the opposite cable car...
we jz laugh and laugh...
like the patient ngam ngam ran out from hospital mental...
lolx...
we arrive skul around 6.30pm...
and i wan to mention again...
it's a nice trip...
i din regret to spend RM42 for it...^^
we took lots of photo there...
but those photo nt wif mine...
jz gt some onli... i will post the photo i have now...
those other picture i will post it later...xD...
[group photo... edited by jaylim.... quite blur... hehe... dun blame ah...]
[rui's flying coaster ticket...gt rui name and sign de... camera nt gud...paiseh...]
[jia chee's flying coaster ticket wif name and sign...]
[voon's flying coaster ticket... as a memory...]
[my flying coaster ticket wif my name and sign...^^]
2009/04/17
comp bek...
finally my comp is bek...
muackzzz...
all thing is ready except router...
no $$$ to buy d...
but sis cant on9 without the router...
wat to do?
go work lo...
earn money for the router and skul pinafole...
no another choice....
mom keep on scold me becoz of i use money....
and blame me din go work...
i reali duno...
i gt go work but u say i dun hav....
wat the fish....
duno wat kind of thing in ur mind...
y u cant say sumthing gud out from ur mouth?
sis d mad...
and i m going to crazy too...
dun challenge me pls....
everyone is having their problem...
include me...
family problem make me suck...
feeling sad when i cant help her...
i ask myself hundred times...
wat can i gv her...
nothing....
i felt i m useless....
reali useless...
as u 2 fren...
gambateh la....
for me...
i will choose use mouth to tan pai...
god bless u....
[p.s: pls dun say that i m stubborn again... in this case... i dun think i m... ]
klar...
i cant comment much more about u 2....
zap sang la...
i will pray for u 2....
and my family too...
muackzzz...
all thing is ready except router...
no $$$ to buy d...
but sis cant on9 without the router...
wat to do?
go work lo...
earn money for the router and skul pinafole...
no another choice....
mom keep on scold me becoz of i use money....
and blame me din go work...
i reali duno...
i gt go work but u say i dun hav....
wat the fish....
duno wat kind of thing in ur mind...
y u cant say sumthing gud out from ur mouth?
sis d mad...
and i m going to crazy too...
dun challenge me pls....
everyone is having their problem...
include me...
family problem make me suck...
feeling sad when i cant help her...
i ask myself hundred times...
wat can i gv her...
nothing....
i felt i m useless....
reali useless...
as u 2 fren...
gambateh la....
for me...
i will choose use mouth to tan pai...
god bless u....
[p.s: pls dun say that i m stubborn again... in this case... i dun think i m... ]
klar...
i cant comment much more about u 2....
zap sang la...
i will pray for u 2....
and my family too...
2009/04/13
bad day...
yesterday get rained...
then 2day fever...
oh shit...
faint...
and i m nt reali understand my mind's order....
cant control of my mind and my action...
jialat d...
but dear more charm la...
almost faint...
reali worry about him...
but phone out of credit...T.T
2day found that XXX macam dun wan choi me d...
i know i done sumthing wrong...
jz felt that my apologize d very cheap...
coz i always said sorry to her...
so i din apologize...
haiz...i thinking another apologize de fang fa...
mana tahu 2day sick d...
plus she dun wan choi me...
haiz... brain d jam... i cant think any solution...
jz felt sad lo...
and kk know d... she keep on called me gambateh...
haiz... i also hope i can...
another bad thing come...
haiz....
i also dun wan say at here d...
ex ajk know wat happened...
and i planed to resign...
suan liao....
at class...
i talked many thing to teh o...
teh o also...
then suddenly she cried...
haiz...
teh o ah... gt me at here...
although i cant help u anything...
but i will lend u my shoulder and i m always support u...
dun cry....k?
haiz...too many bad thing happened 2day...
klar...
no mood d...
go sleep 1st...
bb...
then 2day fever...
oh shit...
faint...
and i m nt reali understand my mind's order....
cant control of my mind and my action...
jialat d...
but dear more charm la...
almost faint...
reali worry about him...
but phone out of credit...T.T
2day found that XXX macam dun wan choi me d...
i know i done sumthing wrong...
jz felt that my apologize d very cheap...
coz i always said sorry to her...
so i din apologize...
haiz...i thinking another apologize de fang fa...
mana tahu 2day sick d...
plus she dun wan choi me...
haiz... brain d jam... i cant think any solution...
jz felt sad lo...
and kk know d... she keep on called me gambateh...
haiz... i also hope i can...
another bad thing come...
haiz....
i also dun wan say at here d...
ex ajk know wat happened...
and i planed to resign...
suan liao....
at class...
i talked many thing to teh o...
teh o also...
then suddenly she cried...
haiz...
teh o ah... gt me at here...
although i cant help u anything...
but i will lend u my shoulder and i m always support u...
dun cry....k?
haiz...too many bad thing happened 2day...
klar...
no mood d...
go sleep 1st...
bb...
2009/04/12
yih birthday...(pc fair)
event:pc fair
time:10.00am to 5.00pm
venue:klcc
transport:train>LRT>LRT>bus
condition of event: crowded+busy+noisy
ppl who join: fey,yih,jf,samson,jaylim,zlin,kaihong
condition of ppl who join:tired+wet!
lolx...
firstly...
happy birthday my darling yih...
old 1 years more d...
haha...
same age wif me d...^^
ok...
here started my stories...
1stly... i late to jaylim hse...
this is my fault...
sorry...T.T
wait here wait there...
finally arrive klcc...
go burger king eat mum mum 1st...
sumthing happened...
erm... no comment about it...
mayb he din say wrong...
man always cheng qiang...
then go pc fair...
lolx....
ppl crowded...
reali ppl mountain ppl sea...
haha.... broken english...
wateva la...
stuck in the crowd...
wasai... dun wan come jor...
but i learn many thing la...
this is wat i wan to mention...
well...
while waiting XXX....
beh song d...
coz he make me fulfill me and her de promise...
haiz...
becoz of him... we have to take bus back...
and make us wet...
T.T
fuck...
raining...
and we running here and there like a crazee ppl under this wheather...
all's clothes wet till almost transparent...
and there many ppl looking at us while we running...
me and yih cant see the road d...
spec all wet..
wat's in my mind nw is we will die if there is a car suddenly drive fast toward me and yih...
sumore i still heard sum ppl said softly to his/her fren that we r kesian...
yup... totally agree...
and i felt cold and shiver when i m in the bus....
too cold...
it's same as u wet ur body and stand still in genting...
and wind blow and blow...
can u imagine that?
but i pretend i m ok...
and there was a black skin guy keep on starring me wif his miang eye...
fish him!!!
we cant rush to her hse...
haiz... felt sorry to her...
and we cant back yih hse...
coz scare her mum and dad scold..
so we go teh o hse...
me,yih,jf,samson,zlin.... all go kacau her....
haiz... felt sorry coz kacau her...
erm....
busy here and there...
i arrive home on 10.00pm...
it means tat i m at outside for 12 hours...
nw tired till die...
and i haven grab any food to eat...
no mood to eat d...
bought kaspersky antivirus from pc fair...
and a headset...
this is my gains...
actually 2day happened many things...
cant write till so details...
coz nw very tired and sleepy...
so if u wan to know more...
ask me la....^^
2day get rain a lot...
and we let our body and clothes in wet for about 1 hours...
i jz hope that 2ml i wun fever...
if nt i sure die jor...
klar...wan off jor...
gudnite and gudbye...
muackzzz....
here is sum pic of pc fair...
this com yeng or nt? RM5999 for the cpu ONLI...
the side view of the cpu...
found teh o is very leng lui in this photo... jf also agree wif me...
[whispering:"teh o... i wan u o... do u wan me?]
time:10.00am to 5.00pm
venue:klcc
transport:train>LRT>LRT>bus
condition of event: crowded+busy+noisy
ppl who join: fey,yih,jf,samson,jaylim,zlin,kaihong
condition of ppl who join:tired+wet!
lolx...
firstly...
happy birthday my darling yih...
old 1 years more d...
haha...
same age wif me d...^^
ok...
here started my stories...
1stly... i late to jaylim hse...
this is my fault...
sorry...T.T
wait here wait there...
finally arrive klcc...
go burger king eat mum mum 1st...
sumthing happened...
erm... no comment about it...
mayb he din say wrong...
man always cheng qiang...
then go pc fair...
lolx....
ppl crowded...
reali ppl mountain ppl sea...
haha.... broken english...
wateva la...
stuck in the crowd...
wasai... dun wan come jor...
but i learn many thing la...
this is wat i wan to mention...
well...
while waiting XXX....
beh song d...
coz he make me fulfill me and her de promise...
haiz...
becoz of him... we have to take bus back...
and make us wet...
T.T
fuck...
raining...
and we running here and there like a crazee ppl under this wheather...
all's clothes wet till almost transparent...
and there many ppl looking at us while we running...
me and yih cant see the road d...
spec all wet..
wat's in my mind nw is we will die if there is a car suddenly drive fast toward me and yih...
sumore i still heard sum ppl said softly to his/her fren that we r kesian...
yup... totally agree...
and i felt cold and shiver when i m in the bus....
too cold...
it's same as u wet ur body and stand still in genting...
and wind blow and blow...
can u imagine that?
but i pretend i m ok...
and there was a black skin guy keep on starring me wif his miang eye...
fish him!!!
we cant rush to her hse...
haiz... felt sorry to her...
and we cant back yih hse...
coz scare her mum and dad scold..
so we go teh o hse...
me,yih,jf,samson,zlin.... all go kacau her....
haiz... felt sorry coz kacau her...
erm....
busy here and there...
i arrive home on 10.00pm...
it means tat i m at outside for 12 hours...
nw tired till die...
and i haven grab any food to eat...
no mood to eat d...
bought kaspersky antivirus from pc fair...
and a headset...
this is my gains...
actually 2day happened many things...
cant write till so details...
coz nw very tired and sleepy...
so if u wan to know more...
ask me la....^^
2day get rain a lot...
and we let our body and clothes in wet for about 1 hours...
i jz hope that 2ml i wun fever...
if nt i sure die jor...
klar...wan off jor...
gudnite and gudbye...
muackzzz....
here is sum pic of pc fair...
this com yeng or nt? RM5999 for the cpu ONLI...
the side view of the cpu...
found teh o is very leng lui in this photo... jf also agree wif me...
[whispering:"teh o... i wan u o... do u wan me?]
2009/04/10
mind rolling...
suddenly my mind keep on flashing...
rolling... thinking....
wat's in my mind?
duno o....
jz moody and dun hope to gv anyone respond...
i m nt mind at all...
reali dun mind...
but will feel sad of wat u all done la...
this is normal...
mayb i have to biasa this type of condition...
when u all talk sumthing i cant know...
i will leave...
i know sumwhere is belongs to me...
so i dun hav to afraid or panic...
dun worry... be happy...
later go tuition jz forget all the unhappy thing...
and let my brain stop rolling...
everything end...!
rolling... thinking....
wat's in my mind?
duno o....
jz moody and dun hope to gv anyone respond...
i m nt mind at all...
reali dun mind...
but will feel sad of wat u all done la...
this is normal...
mayb i have to biasa this type of condition...
when u all talk sumthing i cant know...
i will leave...
i know sumwhere is belongs to me...
so i dun hav to afraid or panic...
dun worry... be happy...
later go tuition jz forget all the unhappy thing...
and let my brain stop rolling...
everything end...!
new happy relationship...
all the sad, sucks, unhappy thing d pass...
a new happy relationship comes toward me...
she read it...
and wrote a long long msg and send to me...
she express her feeling to me in that msg...
she told me her thinking...
it is acceptable... and hopeful...
i m looking forward for this day for a long long time...
nw the situation while i talk to her is good...
at least we din quarrel...
we din show black face to each other....
although no much talking among me and her per day...
but it's count gud for me d...
and i damn hope we can done wat we had promise to each other...
dun broke the promise pls...
i beg u and in the same times i beg myself too...
i hope i can get closer and closer to u...
actually u can talk wateva u like to me...
i m a good listener...
keke...^^
this sun no matter u will attend or nt....
i wun force u...
and dun worry....
i wun angry or sad la...
i know this kind of thing cant too impatient and force u to go...
if like tat... it will becum meaningless...
hope u get my mind...
another busy day in skul...
keep on copy this and tat....
haiz....
jz hope my folio can end faster...
but...
i m happy when i m busy...
at least i wun gt free times to think silly rubbish thing...
m i funny?
i think ya...
ohya...
sumthing to inform all my reader...
erm... i think from now on...
this week i wun update my blog everyday...
coz my uncle came here from sabah....
i scared he will ~!@#$%^& me when i use com...
i m nt blaming him la...
jz i dun wan he to say me and this is for my own gud too....
i will on msn and write blog if i m able to do it...
bye... take care...
a new happy relationship comes toward me...
she read it...
and wrote a long long msg and send to me...
she express her feeling to me in that msg...
she told me her thinking...
it is acceptable... and hopeful...
i m looking forward for this day for a long long time...
nw the situation while i talk to her is good...
at least we din quarrel...
we din show black face to each other....
although no much talking among me and her per day...
but it's count gud for me d...
and i damn hope we can done wat we had promise to each other...
dun broke the promise pls...
i beg u and in the same times i beg myself too...
i hope i can get closer and closer to u...
actually u can talk wateva u like to me...
i m a good listener...
keke...^^
this sun no matter u will attend or nt....
i wun force u...
and dun worry....
i wun angry or sad la...
i know this kind of thing cant too impatient and force u to go...
if like tat... it will becum meaningless...
hope u get my mind...
another busy day in skul...
keep on copy this and tat....
haiz....
jz hope my folio can end faster...
but...
i m happy when i m busy...
at least i wun gt free times to think silly rubbish thing...
m i funny?
i think ya...
ohya...
sumthing to inform all my reader...
erm... i think from now on...
this week i wun update my blog everyday...
coz my uncle came here from sabah....
i scared he will ~!@#$%^& me when i use com...
i m nt blaming him la...
jz i dun wan he to say me and this is for my own gud too....
i will on msn and write blog if i m able to do it...
bye... take care...
2009/04/09
一封匿名的信...
这封信，想写给你很久了，可一直都鼓不起勇气。在你面前，我总是一股牛脾气，而你，就一直扮演姐姐的角色，容忍，包容。其实我想说，你的脾气真得很好，或许像爸说的:"你总是天跌下来当被盖..."所以一直以来你都将一切东西忍着。没有说出来，开心就睡觉，不开心也睡觉。这是我看到的，不知道我有没有猜错呢？
关于前几天的事，我想向你说声对不起。是我语气重了，说了些不该说的，做了些不该做的。她没说错，你也是人，你也会有情绪，那总不能一直要你让我，而我一直饰演暴躁的角色。你也会有火山爆发的一天，怎样都好，吵架总要其中一个忍让，这次，该换我了吧！
其实，我很怀念以前的日记，常跟你一起睡。还记得吗？以前你干哥三更半夜打来，跟你聊电话聊了很久，而我总是叫你盖电话，我要睡觉。过了一段时间，你干哥干脆叫我一起聊天，我们三个总是聊到不知时候，三四点了还不睡。我记得我问过你，为什么可以谈这么久，他有什么地方吸引你？你说，他长得很帅，对你很好，很照顾你，而且声音很像潘玮柏。我不信，你拿了他的照片给我看，的确很帅。晚上他打来，你叫他唱歌给我听，他唱了潘玮柏的[爱上未来的你]...过后还要求我评分，我给了少过你给他的分数，我说这是因为我也会唱，结果好几个晚上我们都在电话轧歌。
你以前很怕鬼的，所以总是要开着灯睡觉，我总是起床关灯，因为这样会让我睡不着。而你每次都跟我争，结果我赢了，因为我告诉了爸妈。过后有段时间我看了JU-ON，我不敢睡觉。我开着灯，而这时候的你已经习惯关灯睡觉，你骂了我，关了灯，只是开了收音机，让它陪着我。可我突然想起JU-ON里面有一幕是鬼在收音机出现。所以我很怕，最后爬起来，摇你起床。你睡到像死猪那样，摇不醒你。我很怕地靠在钢琴前面，一直不断小声地叫你，你却没听见。我哭了......那是真得觉得很无助，很无助。当时我想为什么你见死不救，我怕成这样而你却可以睡觉。可是现在想起来，你这样做也不为过。
还记得外婆跟妈常跟我说，我还是baby的时候，睡在摇篮。妈常因为要做工而没时间喂我喝牛奶。是你拿了奶瓶，泡了牛奶，喂我。喂完我，还摇摇篮，让我睡着。这些片断我不记得了，可是想起来都很甜，真得很甜。以前常跟你拍照，因为我可爱，爸拿起相机就是拍我，而我总是爱跟你拍，因为我觉得这样我会很开心，很幸福。晚上睡觉，我跟你各自有一张双人床，可是醒来的时候，你睡在我床上，明明你跟我各自都有一张被，可是偏偏醒来的时候我的被会在你身上。以前我们会将一大堆废话才睡觉，或则说鬼故事跟我听，吓我。现在的我们，已经没有同房，睡前已经没有聊天，一天也没有说上多少句话。开口就是吵。其实，两个人的相处总是会有争吵，有摩擦。我每次都觉得是你错，现在想起来，我觉得你对我也是有同样的想法，我们只是角度不同，得到的答案不一样而已。如果你不疼我，我也不疼你，我们会连吵架的劲都没有，说多两句都会觉得是在浪费口水。
以前的一切，我都没有忘记，偶尔也会拿出来想，自己在那边傻笑。我觉得你幼稚，你何尝不是这样想我？我知道我是一个口硬心软的人，你丢了我的脸，这口气我真得无法在一下子吞下。可是现在心平气和了，想通了。就算你说我坏话又怎样？只要你对我怎样，我对你怎样，大家都知道就好了，不需要理别人的想法。我没有忘记以前的日子，我不懂你是不是也一样，可是至少每当我想起，心情就会放松，觉得很开心。我还在期待着，现在可以过回以前的时光。同房睡，一起聊天，一起玩，一起笑。我不懂我还会不会有这样的机会，心中总是没有放弃这一个奢望。我很羡慕朋友的姐姐可以跟她们聊很多，无论是学校的事，家里的事，或则是爱情。从我们搬来这个家，分房水的那一天开始，我就是这样盼望着。我希望有一天可以过回以前的时刻，让我知道家人还是可以跟我分担，让我再有问题的时候不用慌张，身边还有一个姐姐陪着，和我一起撑着。
这个星期天，在蕉赖十一哩的某一个教堂，晚上七点半，有个复活节的庆典。你的那个christian朋友也有去。她叫我约你，带你去。其实去这些地方，不一定要是基督教徒，我信主，可是我不是基督徒，我还是一个佛教徒。或许我的身份尴尬，可是我只是选择相信一个让我有所用处的宗教。你去了这个庆典，并不代表你就要信主。去看看好吗？就当作你来了解你的妹妹我在做什么，好吗？我会等你的答复的。如果你不去，我不会勉强你。只是想让你知道，我想让你了解，我现在究竟在做什么...
关于前几天的事，我想向你说声对不起。是我语气重了，说了些不该说的，做了些不该做的。她没说错，你也是人，你也会有情绪，那总不能一直要你让我，而我一直饰演暴躁的角色。你也会有火山爆发的一天，怎样都好，吵架总要其中一个忍让，这次，该换我了吧！
其实，我很怀念以前的日记，常跟你一起睡。还记得吗？以前你干哥三更半夜打来，跟你聊电话聊了很久，而我总是叫你盖电话，我要睡觉。过了一段时间，你干哥干脆叫我一起聊天，我们三个总是聊到不知时候，三四点了还不睡。我记得我问过你，为什么可以谈这么久，他有什么地方吸引你？你说，他长得很帅，对你很好，很照顾你，而且声音很像潘玮柏。我不信，你拿了他的照片给我看，的确很帅。晚上他打来，你叫他唱歌给我听，他唱了潘玮柏的[爱上未来的你]...过后还要求我评分，我给了少过你给他的分数，我说这是因为我也会唱，结果好几个晚上我们都在电话轧歌。
你以前很怕鬼的，所以总是要开着灯睡觉，我总是起床关灯，因为这样会让我睡不着。而你每次都跟我争，结果我赢了，因为我告诉了爸妈。过后有段时间我看了JU-ON，我不敢睡觉。我开着灯，而这时候的你已经习惯关灯睡觉，你骂了我，关了灯，只是开了收音机，让它陪着我。可我突然想起JU-ON里面有一幕是鬼在收音机出现。所以我很怕，最后爬起来，摇你起床。你睡到像死猪那样，摇不醒你。我很怕地靠在钢琴前面，一直不断小声地叫你，你却没听见。我哭了......那是真得觉得很无助，很无助。当时我想为什么你见死不救，我怕成这样而你却可以睡觉。可是现在想起来，你这样做也不为过。
还记得外婆跟妈常跟我说，我还是baby的时候，睡在摇篮。妈常因为要做工而没时间喂我喝牛奶。是你拿了奶瓶，泡了牛奶，喂我。喂完我，还摇摇篮，让我睡着。这些片断我不记得了，可是想起来都很甜，真得很甜。以前常跟你拍照，因为我可爱，爸拿起相机就是拍我，而我总是爱跟你拍，因为我觉得这样我会很开心，很幸福。晚上睡觉，我跟你各自有一张双人床，可是醒来的时候，你睡在我床上，明明你跟我各自都有一张被，可是偏偏醒来的时候我的被会在你身上。以前我们会将一大堆废话才睡觉，或则说鬼故事跟我听，吓我。现在的我们，已经没有同房，睡前已经没有聊天，一天也没有说上多少句话。开口就是吵。其实，两个人的相处总是会有争吵，有摩擦。我每次都觉得是你错，现在想起来，我觉得你对我也是有同样的想法，我们只是角度不同，得到的答案不一样而已。如果你不疼我，我也不疼你，我们会连吵架的劲都没有，说多两句都会觉得是在浪费口水。
以前的一切，我都没有忘记，偶尔也会拿出来想，自己在那边傻笑。我觉得你幼稚，你何尝不是这样想我？我知道我是一个口硬心软的人，你丢了我的脸，这口气我真得无法在一下子吞下。可是现在心平气和了，想通了。就算你说我坏话又怎样？只要你对我怎样，我对你怎样，大家都知道就好了，不需要理别人的想法。我没有忘记以前的日子，我不懂你是不是也一样，可是至少每当我想起，心情就会放松，觉得很开心。我还在期待着，现在可以过回以前的时光。同房睡，一起聊天，一起玩，一起笑。我不懂我还会不会有这样的机会，心中总是没有放弃这一个奢望。我很羡慕朋友的姐姐可以跟她们聊很多，无论是学校的事，家里的事，或则是爱情。从我们搬来这个家，分房水的那一天开始，我就是这样盼望着。我希望有一天可以过回以前的时刻，让我知道家人还是可以跟我分担，让我再有问题的时候不用慌张，身边还有一个姐姐陪着，和我一起撑着。
这个星期天，在蕉赖十一哩的某一个教堂，晚上七点半，有个复活节的庆典。你的那个christian朋友也有去。她叫我约你，带你去。其实去这些地方，不一定要是基督教徒，我信主，可是我不是基督徒，我还是一个佛教徒。或许我的身份尴尬，可是我只是选择相信一个让我有所用处的宗教。你去了这个庆典，并不代表你就要信主。去看看好吗？就当作你来了解你的妹妹我在做什么，好吗？我会等你的答复的。如果你不去，我不会勉强你。只是想让你知道，我想让你了解，我现在究竟在做什么...
2009/04/08
8/4 still waiting the day...
gheese!
u r my idol...xD...
so pro ah u...
wan pura-pura very concentrated on teacher then hold ur book in correct position...
book terbalik d also duno....
make us laugh till die...
but thx for ur funny action la...^^
2day still haven have a gud chat wif her...
erm... mayb i nid to take it slowly...
cant too nervous and too rush...
give sum times and chance to her and myself...
i belif i can do it... rite?
dear...
sorry....
this few days my mood nt very gud...
so gt this kind of reaction...
i also dun wan de...
but duno y when i saw u then i will be like that...
i think is becoz i dun dare to show my real face to u....
i dun wan u worry me...
so jz gv me sum times to settle it 1st k?
i will back to normal soon...
n dun ask me wat happen or ask for the condition of the matter in msg...
this few days my brain let this thing stuck in...
till nw i still thinking of the matter...non-stop...
so i jz hope we wun chat in this topic....
let me get sum rest when i sms_ing wif u....
k?
erm...
write till here la...
wan go do pig jor...
bye~
and be4 i leave...
happy birthday to stephanie...!
u r my idol...xD...
so pro ah u...
wan pura-pura very concentrated on teacher then hold ur book in correct position...
book terbalik d also duno....
make us laugh till die...
but thx for ur funny action la...^^
2day still haven have a gud chat wif her...
erm... mayb i nid to take it slowly...
cant too nervous and too rush...
give sum times and chance to her and myself...
i belif i can do it... rite?
dear...
sorry....
this few days my mood nt very gud...
so gt this kind of reaction...
i also dun wan de...
but duno y when i saw u then i will be like that...
i think is becoz i dun dare to show my real face to u....
i dun wan u worry me...
so jz gv me sum times to settle it 1st k?
i will back to normal soon...
n dun ask me wat happen or ask for the condition of the matter in msg...
this few days my brain let this thing stuck in...
till nw i still thinking of the matter...non-stop...
so i jz hope we wun chat in this topic....
let me get sum rest when i sms_ing wif u....
k?
erm...
write till here la...
wan go do pig jor...
bye~
and be4 i leave...
happy birthday to stephanie...!
2009/04/07
cry again x.x
2day happen a lot of thing...
sad thing...
happy thing...
all come at once...
after morning pray....
the sister called me...
she ask me to persuade my sister go celebrate Easter Day at her church...
i m having trouble on it...
this few day din talk to my sister d...
argue wif her...
i stil duno whether i can go to the church or nt....
nw nid me to talk to my sister...ask her go?
erm... it's jz a tough work for me...
i talk to kok kuih...
she told me sumthing...
then i tell myself this is wat the answer that God gv me...
yesterday i tell God sumthing...
nw mayb is God's answer and action...
and no matter wat... i gt responsibility to tell my sister....
but i still confusing...
i have to use a best method to talk to her...
i keep on thinking...
and sumthing happen make my tears wana drop...
i told myself i cant cry... i hold vv's talks... and run away...
i know if i continue listen to her... i m sure my tears will drop out...
i tahan... tahan... tahan...
i m using all my effort to hold my tears...
but teh o keep on asked me wat happened....
at last my tears drop out...
i felt helpless in tat time... my mind is damn messy after i heard her...
i hope sumone is beside me... lend me his shoulder and tell me everything is ok....
but...............
after that i take off my spec and went down to have a walk wif teh o....
and i wana wash my face...
while going down... my mood is better... and i decided to tell teh o wat happened coz i know she quite worry about me...
i told teh o all the thing while we walking back class...
but i cry one more times... T.T
haiz....
i wipe my tears be4 enter my class...
and i told myself... it's will be ok and i have to concentrated on my study when i go into my class...
anywhere... nw i decided to tell my sister...
all the thing included church thing...
i will write all these things inside a letter and put inside her room when i gt chance...
i choose to use word to express my own feeling is becoz i duno i will have wat reaction after i heard wat she said or wat she scold me....
at least through letter.... she can choose a rite time to read and gt time to let her think...
it's a good choice... i belif it...
2day spot check...
confiscate my liquid paper...
no big deal...
coz my liquid paper d let me use finish...
so jz gv discplince teacher lo...
i tot my fingernails will get cut...
but teacher din mention on it...
lucky...^^
KH period...
wat the fish....
finally i success to nail the wood...
but.... i found tat....
i nail wrong d...
ishess... reali wana kill myself...
so i ask for the help from teacher....
but the papan gone d...
haiz... nid saw again...
but fortunely teacher gv me a piece of papan that ngam my design...
so happy of it...
lucky...^^
and i told myself again...2day so many lucky thing...so that church thing will be fine too...
finally...
i sampat back in sci period...
and jz watched 3 episod of E.U...
nw mood normal...
hope everything will ok la...
god bless me...
sad thing...
happy thing...
all come at once...
after morning pray....
the sister called me...
she ask me to persuade my sister go celebrate Easter Day at her church...
i m having trouble on it...
this few day din talk to my sister d...
argue wif her...
i stil duno whether i can go to the church or nt....
nw nid me to talk to my sister...ask her go?
erm... it's jz a tough work for me...
i talk to kok kuih...
she told me sumthing...
then i tell myself this is wat the answer that God gv me...
yesterday i tell God sumthing...
nw mayb is God's answer and action...
and no matter wat... i gt responsibility to tell my sister....
but i still confusing...
i have to use a best method to talk to her...
i keep on thinking...
and sumthing happen make my tears wana drop...
i told myself i cant cry... i hold vv's talks... and run away...
i know if i continue listen to her... i m sure my tears will drop out...
i tahan... tahan... tahan...
i m using all my effort to hold my tears...
but teh o keep on asked me wat happened....
at last my tears drop out...
i felt helpless in tat time... my mind is damn messy after i heard her...
i hope sumone is beside me... lend me his shoulder and tell me everything is ok....
but...............
after that i take off my spec and went down to have a walk wif teh o....
and i wana wash my face...
while going down... my mood is better... and i decided to tell teh o wat happened coz i know she quite worry about me...
i told teh o all the thing while we walking back class...
but i cry one more times... T.T
haiz....
i wipe my tears be4 enter my class...
and i told myself... it's will be ok and i have to concentrated on my study when i go into my class...
anywhere... nw i decided to tell my sister...
all the thing included church thing...
i will write all these things inside a letter and put inside her room when i gt chance...
i choose to use word to express my own feeling is becoz i duno i will have wat reaction after i heard wat she said or wat she scold me....
at least through letter.... she can choose a rite time to read and gt time to let her think...
it's a good choice... i belif it...
2day spot check...
confiscate my liquid paper...
no big deal...
coz my liquid paper d let me use finish...
so jz gv discplince teacher lo...
i tot my fingernails will get cut...
but teacher din mention on it...
lucky...^^
KH period...
wat the fish....
finally i success to nail the wood...
but.... i found tat....
i nail wrong d...
ishess... reali wana kill myself...
so i ask for the help from teacher....
but the papan gone d...
haiz... nid saw again...
but fortunely teacher gv me a piece of papan that ngam my design...
so happy of it...
lucky...^^
and i told myself again...2day so many lucky thing...so that church thing will be fine too...
finally...
i sampat back in sci period...
and jz watched 3 episod of E.U...
nw mood normal...
hope everything will ok la...
god bless me...
2009/04/06
6/4 my day...
nth special...
normal day...
i din talk to her 2day....
jz ask her which food is mine...
till nw lo...
12 hours d but jz 1 sentences...
geng!
at skul....
boring assembly...
my CA stand behind me....
so i dun dare to talk...
and i duno i can talk to who...
so jz stand straight and keep quiet lo...
but at last gt talk sumthing wif jac la....
coz she ask me sumthing mah...
back class....
BM period...
they keep on sweep floor....
nth big shock...
this is my BM teacher style...
then sit down....
a while later teacher start her novel lo....
my 2 eyes keep on looking on her....
and 2 ears keep on listening wat she teaching in the front...
but a while later beh tahan jor....
my eyes gonna close d...
but i force myself concentrated on wat teacher teaching....
luckily she teach finish d...
then i start do sinopsis lo...
like tat pass BM period...
Moral Period...
teh o kep on hafal nilai....
i almost forget 2day gt hafal nilai....
for sure... i use back my old style...
but while i copying the nilai...
a relief teacher come in....
means teacher din come lo....
i told teh o my problem...
teh o heard d also same reaction wif me...
gik till...
haiz... dun wan say d...
after a period of moral...
recess time!
actually my finance gt problem...
so nid ikat perut this week...
i din eat anything 2day...
dear also...
sumthing happen and looi keep on laugh me...
and vv them also gap mai play me...
k... i tahan lo...
jz can gv them my smiling face...
after recess time is moral period again...
i haven do finish my sinopsis...
so i continue finish it lo...
i sit on yih place...
and dang told me sumthing...
erm... talk to her lo...
finally i finish my sinopsis...
then lend to yih copy...
while change period so sien...
teh o sure pull me out rayau wif her...
we go B class again...
and vv told me sumthing...
erm... i know her feeling...
but duno how to help her la...
mayb i no nid to worry...
she so pandai... know wat should do in her next step...
if reali lost ur mind... can find me anytimes la... i m free...
talk wif vv a while...
suddenly teh o tarik me back class...
she said my BI teacher come d...
but when i looking out from B class...
i jz saw a malay teacher passby...
i m curious and ask...
:"Pn.Aley bleach d? she nt black in colour de meh?"
after teh o heard my sentences...
she laugh till die....
me too...
we two sampat sampat after we rayau to B class...
din concentrated on teacher in BI...
nt i sampat d...
jz fa dai at there...
and my brain blank d...
but i gt listen sum la...
2day teacher teach prefix...
nid us to use im- un- non- dis- to say out a word...
my brain blank jor...
juz can think dao [disable] this word...
but i m too lucky... teacher din call me to answer....
while BC period...
i also din concentrated on wat teacher teaching...
i jz keep on do the paper tat she gave...
coz she jz discuss the answer of the homework tat she called us to do last lesson...
so i jz do the paper lo...
i dun wan bring homework back...
Sej period...
me and teh o crazy jor...
we keep on play...
but we gt listen wat teacher teach la...
teacher teach penubuhan of CLC...
E.E.C Thuirasingam is the pengerusi...
Sir Maclom Macdonald is penasihat...[wrong spelling...dun blame...]
CLC tubuh in 1951...
Tujuan is memupuk perpaduan antara kaum untuk mendapat kemerdekaan...
[hehe.... sorry for show off here...]
2day teh o keep on told me we very gt potensi to become humorous star...
we keep on make joke and laugh...
haha... my opinion same wif her...
we gt potensi mah....
i watched 2 episod of E.U after i back home....
beh tahan d...
the female main character too leng lui d....
2day i told yih go watch movie wif me after pc fair...
watch basic love...
i told her the female main character is E.U female main character...
she so excited of it...
and say can...
haha...finally i found sumone accompany me go watch...
so happy xD...
so this is my day...
a bored life...
any comment?
i m trying to change my lifestyle...
any idea?
normal day...
i din talk to her 2day....
jz ask her which food is mine...
till nw lo...
12 hours d but jz 1 sentences...
geng!
at skul....
boring assembly...
my CA stand behind me....
so i dun dare to talk...
and i duno i can talk to who...
so jz stand straight and keep quiet lo...
but at last gt talk sumthing wif jac la....
coz she ask me sumthing mah...
back class....
BM period...
they keep on sweep floor....
nth big shock...
this is my BM teacher style...
then sit down....
a while later teacher start her novel lo....
my 2 eyes keep on looking on her....
and 2 ears keep on listening wat she teaching in the front...
but a while later beh tahan jor....
my eyes gonna close d...
but i force myself concentrated on wat teacher teaching....
luckily she teach finish d...
then i start do sinopsis lo...
like tat pass BM period...
Moral Period...
teh o kep on hafal nilai....
i almost forget 2day gt hafal nilai....
for sure... i use back my old style...
but while i copying the nilai...
a relief teacher come in....
means teacher din come lo....
i told teh o my problem...
teh o heard d also same reaction wif me...
gik till...
haiz... dun wan say d...
after a period of moral...
recess time!
actually my finance gt problem...
so nid ikat perut this week...
i din eat anything 2day...
dear also...
sumthing happen and looi keep on laugh me...
and vv them also gap mai play me...
k... i tahan lo...
jz can gv them my smiling face...
after recess time is moral period again...
i haven do finish my sinopsis...
so i continue finish it lo...
i sit on yih place...
and dang told me sumthing...
erm... talk to her lo...
finally i finish my sinopsis...
then lend to yih copy...
while change period so sien...
teh o sure pull me out rayau wif her...
we go B class again...
and vv told me sumthing...
erm... i know her feeling...
but duno how to help her la...
mayb i no nid to worry...
she so pandai... know wat should do in her next step...
if reali lost ur mind... can find me anytimes la... i m free...
talk wif vv a while...
suddenly teh o tarik me back class...
she said my BI teacher come d...
but when i looking out from B class...
i jz saw a malay teacher passby...
i m curious and ask...
:"Pn.Aley bleach d? she nt black in colour de meh?"
after teh o heard my sentences...
she laugh till die....
me too...
we two sampat sampat after we rayau to B class...
din concentrated on teacher in BI...
nt i sampat d...
jz fa dai at there...
and my brain blank d...
but i gt listen sum la...
2day teacher teach prefix...
nid us to use im- un- non- dis- to say out a word...
my brain blank jor...
juz can think dao [disable] this word...
but i m too lucky... teacher din call me to answer....
while BC period...
i also din concentrated on wat teacher teaching...
i jz keep on do the paper tat she gave...
coz she jz discuss the answer of the homework tat she called us to do last lesson...
so i jz do the paper lo...
i dun wan bring homework back...
Sej period...
me and teh o crazy jor...
we keep on play...
but we gt listen wat teacher teach la...
teacher teach penubuhan of CLC...
E.E.C Thuirasingam is the pengerusi...
Sir Maclom Macdonald is penasihat...[wrong spelling...dun blame...]
CLC tubuh in 1951...
Tujuan is memupuk perpaduan antara kaum untuk mendapat kemerdekaan...
[hehe.... sorry for show off here...]
2day teh o keep on told me we very gt potensi to become humorous star...
we keep on make joke and laugh...
haha... my opinion same wif her...
we gt potensi mah....
i watched 2 episod of E.U after i back home....
beh tahan d...
the female main character too leng lui d....
2day i told yih go watch movie wif me after pc fair...
watch basic love...
i told her the female main character is E.U female main character...
she so excited of it...
and say can...
haha...finally i found sumone accompany me go watch...
so happy xD...
so this is my day...
a bored life...
any comment?
i m trying to change my lifestyle...
any idea?
bad thinking,,,
i m wondering m i pull my mirror too close to me again?
family problem make me gonna mad...
it is jz RM20 onli...
and i din take it go and buy useless thing...
i jz take it to buy my revision book....
but why u wan to deduct the RM20 from my pocket money?
i know u all finance having problem...
but me too...
haiz....
i dun wan to know it anymore...
u all like how then how lah....
i have no effort to know it, to take action anymore....
now wat i wan is study hard...
got dear n fren relationship will become much more better...
i m tired when i looking this family....
i dun wan to say to do anything anymore in this family....
wat should i say and do i will done it...
i dun hope to have any extra action d...
i dun wan u all mistaken me and i nid to use many times or action to explain it...
i m bored and mad of it...
God...
did u hear me?
i m hearing u...
hope u tell me wat should i do...
jz bring along me to the path that belongs to me...
God...
pls console me and let me understand more about this world...
the game rules....
the lifestyle...
thx god....
happiness is simple and easy to get?
dreaming!=.=
family problem make me gonna mad...
it is jz RM20 onli...
and i din take it go and buy useless thing...
i jz take it to buy my revision book....
but why u wan to deduct the RM20 from my pocket money?
i know u all finance having problem...
but me too...
haiz....
i dun wan to know it anymore...
u all like how then how lah....
i have no effort to know it, to take action anymore....
now wat i wan is study hard...
got dear n fren relationship will become much more better...
i m tired when i looking this family....
i dun wan to say to do anything anymore in this family....
wat should i say and do i will done it...
i dun hope to have any extra action d...
i dun wan u all mistaken me and i nid to use many times or action to explain it...
i m bored and mad of it...
God...
did u hear me?
i m hearing u...
hope u tell me wat should i do...
jz bring along me to the path that belongs to me...
God...
pls console me and let me understand more about this world...
the game rules....
the lifestyle...
thx god....
happiness is simple and easy to get?
dreaming!=.=
2009/04/05
sweet and bitter...
2day sms wif dear...
dear said he will go learn how to bake a cake and bake for me to eat....
dear ask me gv sum times....
haha... hope so la...
hope dear will bake for me la...
i m a cake lover...xixi^^
sumore dear call me go learn cooking....
then can cook for dear eat....
hmmp.... i cant imagine tat moment...
coz i think dear sure will dial 999 after eat my dishes...
i m reali bad in cooking...
simple simple de i still can handle la...
difficult de then i duno luu~
see i gt chance to learn or nt lo....
then cook for dear...^^
haiz...
me and the stupid fellow's relationship haven become gud yet...
she d 19 years old...
bt her mind still very childish....
2day my relatives come...
then she tell my relatives hw bad my daddy,mummy,brothers and i treat her....
fuck man! we treat her very bad meh?
sumtimes she did sumthing wrong...my daddy,mummy or gor gor scold her...
she very beh song.... and cry...sumore still said she is yuan wang de....
then her tears will like rain..keep on dropping....
lolx... asyik blame ppl treat her nt gud...
dun she think back that whether she gt do sumthing good and make us treat her better?
sumtimes, i jz ask her fetch my fren back home...
she straight away scold me or gv me black face to see... and said she is rushing to tuition or somewhere else....
fine... nevermind.... i tahan...
after that i ask her why cant fetch my fren back?
she replied:"your brother also din fetch my fren back before...y should i do it for u?"
oh my god!!! how stingy does her?
sumtimes my mummy bought us sumthing...food or clothes...
she also got... but she still wan to rampas 1....
i haven eat my food then she finish ate her food...
if delicious... she will straight away rampas my food or my brothers food to eat...
i told myself it is ok....food onli...tahan....
but when i heard wat she always tell my relatives... i cant tahan...
this is our hse thing.... if u told ur fren then still ok... at least ur fren duno who is ur family member.... although she/he know,family member mayb wun got any related to them...
but nw is relatives.... u told relatives equal to u told whole world...
if u dun hav brain... pls use ur buttock to think... even y.brother also know the serious of this case... how about u? 19 years old d still so childish...
u tot u very powerful or prestige when u told them this kind of ugly thing?
mayb ya.... but i m sure that they will know u is wat kind of ppl...!
childish! tot whole world also hutang kamu? puii!
asyik cakap me and y.brother so obey gor gor...
y dun u think urself about the reason?
i listen to him becoz wat he said is correct and he reali done wat he said...
wat he promise he will do it...
but u? know how to say duno hw to do...
when we get the reward then u come out take...
if cant take then at there say this say that make everyone beh song....
izzit the way to make u happy?
if u happy i m ok of it... becoz i d tahan so many years... nw juz continue tahan...i m ok of it...
if u r nt happy at all.... pls change ur mind and think out of the box.... how the world turning... and think out a best solution... dun be so selfish and stingy....
this world wun becoz of u and stop turning... is u to enter this world...nt the world enter to ur domain.... rmb it!
haiz.... i also duno wat should i said d...
i told u many times d but u still dun wan listen....
if i m stubborn....then u r super duper stubborn than me....
i duno wat the hell personality that u having...
i jz very clear that if sumone hurt my family member... i will heartpain and wun lepas the ppl...
last time y.brother's teacher case is a gud example for u....
although i used wrong method to settle this problem..
so pls protect our family member and dun hurt them....
i don't mean tat i m very geng on protect u all or wat...
i jz wan u to know.... i m trying my best to change my attitude... trying to gv u love and trying to make u all satisfied...
i reali reali dun wan to see 2day de thing happen over again...
this is nt ur 1st time...
last time u d complain to same relatives about me...
although the relatives din say out her mind.... but i know and i can feel tat she is nt close to me anymore and sumtimes will said sumthing nt gud for me to hear....
i duno wat u said and wat is in ur mind match or nt....
hope wat's in ur mind wun worse than wat u said 2day....
so... u jz think properly la...
i have nth to say d...
the end...
dear said he will go learn how to bake a cake and bake for me to eat....
dear ask me gv sum times....
haha... hope so la...
hope dear will bake for me la...
i m a cake lover...xixi^^
sumore dear call me go learn cooking....
then can cook for dear eat....
hmmp.... i cant imagine tat moment...
coz i think dear sure will dial 999 after eat my dishes...
i m reali bad in cooking...
simple simple de i still can handle la...
difficult de then i duno luu~
see i gt chance to learn or nt lo....
then cook for dear...^^
haiz...
me and the stupid fellow's relationship haven become gud yet...
she d 19 years old...
bt her mind still very childish....
2day my relatives come...
then she tell my relatives hw bad my daddy,mummy,brothers and i treat her....
fuck man! we treat her very bad meh?
sumtimes she did sumthing wrong...my daddy,mummy or gor gor scold her...
she very beh song.... and cry...sumore still said she is yuan wang de....
then her tears will like rain..keep on dropping....
lolx... asyik blame ppl treat her nt gud...
dun she think back that whether she gt do sumthing good and make us treat her better?
sumtimes, i jz ask her fetch my fren back home...
she straight away scold me or gv me black face to see... and said she is rushing to tuition or somewhere else....
fine... nevermind.... i tahan...
after that i ask her why cant fetch my fren back?
she replied:"your brother also din fetch my fren back before...y should i do it for u?"
oh my god!!! how stingy does her?
sumtimes my mummy bought us sumthing...food or clothes...
she also got... but she still wan to rampas 1....
i haven eat my food then she finish ate her food...
if delicious... she will straight away rampas my food or my brothers food to eat...
i told myself it is ok....food onli...tahan....
but when i heard wat she always tell my relatives... i cant tahan...
this is our hse thing.... if u told ur fren then still ok... at least ur fren duno who is ur family member.... although she/he know,family member mayb wun got any related to them...
but nw is relatives.... u told relatives equal to u told whole world...
if u dun hav brain... pls use ur buttock to think... even y.brother also know the serious of this case... how about u? 19 years old d still so childish...
u tot u very powerful or prestige when u told them this kind of ugly thing?
mayb ya.... but i m sure that they will know u is wat kind of ppl...!
childish! tot whole world also hutang kamu? puii!
asyik cakap me and y.brother so obey gor gor...
y dun u think urself about the reason?
i listen to him becoz wat he said is correct and he reali done wat he said...
wat he promise he will do it...
but u? know how to say duno hw to do...
when we get the reward then u come out take...
if cant take then at there say this say that make everyone beh song....
izzit the way to make u happy?
if u happy i m ok of it... becoz i d tahan so many years... nw juz continue tahan...i m ok of it...
if u r nt happy at all.... pls change ur mind and think out of the box.... how the world turning... and think out a best solution... dun be so selfish and stingy....
this world wun becoz of u and stop turning... is u to enter this world...nt the world enter to ur domain.... rmb it!
haiz.... i also duno wat should i said d...
i told u many times d but u still dun wan listen....
if i m stubborn....then u r super duper stubborn than me....
i duno wat the hell personality that u having...
i jz very clear that if sumone hurt my family member... i will heartpain and wun lepas the ppl...
last time y.brother's teacher case is a gud example for u....
although i used wrong method to settle this problem..
so pls protect our family member and dun hurt them....
i don't mean tat i m very geng on protect u all or wat...
i jz wan u to know.... i m trying my best to change my attitude... trying to gv u love and trying to make u all satisfied...
i reali reali dun wan to see 2day de thing happen over again...
this is nt ur 1st time...
last time u d complain to same relatives about me...
although the relatives din say out her mind.... but i know and i can feel tat she is nt close to me anymore and sumtimes will said sumthing nt gud for me to hear....
i duno wat u said and wat is in ur mind match or nt....
hope wat's in ur mind wun worse than wat u said 2day....
so... u jz think properly la...
i have nth to say d...
the end...
2009/04/04
2009/04/03
3D猴子发疯的一天...
今天第1和第2节原本要去听course的...
可是我ponteng了...
因为听别班说course很闲...
所以没去到...
回到班teh o发我脾气(我懂她玩玩下而已)
下课遇到dear的时候给他blame咯...
问我为什么没有去听course 去陪他
sorry啦...我也不想的...
经过我的解释后 dear只是笑笑说算了啦 他没生气
呵呵...都是dear最好...
muackzzz...!
其实呢 我原本要去course的
结果半路遇见Jaylim
他叫我和yih去webteam room...
等下有event 要拍照
怎知等了那个Mr.Naga老半天 他不要签我们的kebenaran
可是那时候1节过了...
我和yih不敢上去(因为听说老师很凶)
所以我们干脆在webteam room呆咯...
上BM节的时候
真想把老师干掉
tmd...拉了我和teh o参加pembahasan...
还是不能say no的那种...
气死我了...
我不要参加啦...
BM不是很好...
我喜欢的科目-华语的辩论比赛我都推掉了
现在竟然杀出一个马来文辩论...
真想跳楼算了...
最后两节
整班ma low疯了
一直玩...
chia le一直在那边扬扬扬扬地叫rabbit
我,yih,teh o,dang就叫他不要酱胃咯 因为真的很恶心 听到毛都站起来了
结果整帮男生在那边七嘴八舌地乱叫
什么温温 俊俊 扬扬的 听到都想吐...
结果他们这样叫 rabbit在暗爽
算了咯 我继续做我的功课
yih叫我帮她报告东西
我埋大声报告咯
怎知那帮ma low又sampat了
尤其是ah su...
一直在那边讲:"walao...家妃你很man哦！我都没有你酱man...“
chia le就在那边是咯是咯...
气死我...
不过 说真的
虽然很gik下 可是他们真的很cute...
嘿嘿...^^
来3D就知道了...
哎哟...
很想去戏院看<爱情故事>...
感觉上这套戏还蛮不错的...
可是好像没机会看...
算了吧！认命...T.T
好啦...要去看学警3了...
拜...
可是我ponteng了...
因为听别班说course很闲...
所以没去到...
回到班teh o发我脾气(我懂她玩玩下而已)
下课遇到dear的时候给他blame咯...
问我为什么没有去听course 去陪他
sorry啦...我也不想的...
经过我的解释后 dear只是笑笑说算了啦 他没生气
呵呵...都是dear最好...
muackzzz...!
其实呢 我原本要去course的
结果半路遇见Jaylim
他叫我和yih去webteam room...
等下有event 要拍照
怎知等了那个Mr.Naga老半天 他不要签我们的kebenaran
可是那时候1节过了...
我和yih不敢上去(因为听说老师很凶)
所以我们干脆在webteam room呆咯...
上BM节的时候
真想把老师干掉
tmd...拉了我和teh o参加pembahasan...
还是不能say no的那种...
气死我了...
我不要参加啦...
BM不是很好...
我喜欢的科目-华语的辩论比赛我都推掉了
现在竟然杀出一个马来文辩论...
真想跳楼算了...
最后两节
整班ma low疯了
一直玩...
chia le一直在那边扬扬扬扬地叫rabbit
我,yih,teh o,dang就叫他不要酱胃咯 因为真的很恶心 听到毛都站起来了
结果整帮男生在那边七嘴八舌地乱叫
什么温温 俊俊 扬扬的 听到都想吐...
结果他们这样叫 rabbit在暗爽
算了咯 我继续做我的功课
yih叫我帮她报告东西
我埋大声报告咯
怎知那帮ma low又sampat了
尤其是ah su...
一直在那边讲:"walao...家妃你很man哦！我都没有你酱man...“
chia le就在那边是咯是咯...
气死我...
不过 说真的
虽然很gik下 可是他们真的很cute...
嘿嘿...^^
来3D就知道了...
哎哟...
很想去戏院看<爱情故事>...
感觉上这套戏还蛮不错的...
可是好像没机会看...
算了吧！认命...T.T
好啦...要去看学警3了...
拜...
2009/04/02
2009/04/01
April Fool...xD
愚人节快乐！
Happy April Fool...
哈哈...
今天温杰第一个被我骗...
我说他拉链没拉他还真的躲在班上门后面check...
haha...大概是还没睡醒吧！
过后我就跟kok kuih去晨祷...
路上遇见vv,looi etc...
全都被我骗了...
哈哈...
还有chong vincent也被我骗了...
真爽...
不过开心就好啦...^^
不要介意哦！
放学过后要庆祝Jaylim生日...
可是Jaylim闪太快了...
我还没到他就跑了...=.=
过后就去mcd,excel还有excel后面的那间面档找他...
终于找到他了...
之后就去pizza hut咯...
我们在pizza hut唱生日歌...
Jaylim好像有点paiseh...
原本我们打算去买蜡烛然后插在pizza上面当蛋糕...
不过最后还是没有做到...
他不懂是害羞还是什么
只吃了一点点...
明明跟我说他很饿 没吃午餐
怎知他只吃这么少
不过 Jaylim说了很多声Thank you...
哈哈...我们收到啦...
而且我们将多人请你吃一餐
是我们的荣幸...
你帮了我们这么多...
谢谢你才对...
吃完pizza过后就去逛街咯...
反正我们都不想这么早回...
陪kok kuih去cziplee买书
过后去metro kjg走走下咯...
rui要买星星纸...
买了过后就走人咯...
发生了一些些事情...
自己吓到了...
没有想到他会这样做...
不过我很开心...xD...
今天总括来说还是开心的一天
今晚没补习...
爽...^^
好啦...
要去做猪了...
bye...
Happy April Fool...
哈哈...
今天温杰第一个被我骗...
我说他拉链没拉他还真的躲在班上门后面check...
haha...大概是还没睡醒吧！
过后我就跟kok kuih去晨祷...
路上遇见vv,looi etc...
全都被我骗了...
哈哈...
还有chong vincent也被我骗了...
真爽...
不过开心就好啦...^^
不要介意哦！
放学过后要庆祝Jaylim生日...
可是Jaylim闪太快了...
我还没到他就跑了...=.=
过后就去mcd,excel还有excel后面的那间面档找他...
终于找到他了...
之后就去pizza hut咯...
我们在pizza hut唱生日歌...
Jaylim好像有点paiseh...
原本我们打算去买蜡烛然后插在pizza上面当蛋糕...
不过最后还是没有做到...
他不懂是害羞还是什么
只吃了一点点...
明明跟我说他很饿 没吃午餐
怎知他只吃这么少
不过 Jaylim说了很多声Thank you...
哈哈...我们收到啦...
而且我们将多人请你吃一餐
是我们的荣幸...
你帮了我们这么多...
谢谢你才对...
吃完pizza过后就去逛街咯...
反正我们都不想这么早回...
陪kok kuih去cziplee买书
过后去metro kjg走走下咯...
rui要买星星纸...
买了过后就走人咯...
发生了一些些事情...
自己吓到了...
没有想到他会这样做...
不过我很开心...xD...
今天总括来说还是开心的一天
今晚没补习...
爽...^^
好啦...
要去做猪了...
bye...
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