malam kebudayaan's picha...

lolx...
i keep my promise...
to put malam kebudayaan picha in my blog...
here it is...
most of the picha is i took de...
but my photography skill tui bu d...
long time din take this kind of event...
gagal d...T.T




The genius musician... Rui and Choy Wei keep on say is his gf or wife or wat la... at there认亲认戚... lolx...


Zhong Xin concentrated on his performance... The shadow on his book is stupid JF...


Wei Jia so charmed... i think Rui regret now... lolx... jkjk...


Choy Wei's sis... look pretty in this costum... i almost cant recognize her....


JF... nothing much description...


Jing Xing always look handsome when he playing harmonica... leng zai!!!


yoyo... angel... nice dance ya^^


this gal very leng lui...


this picha look weird? hahaxx...

dear look cute while performing... xD... muackzzz... can i be ur little fans? hehe^^


actually still gt a lot picha..
but lazy to post d....
hehe....
who wan the picha can find me o...
sure will send u...
by the way...
i think it is the time for me to do projects d...
bye...~

熬夜

就在最近这几天
我总是发呆老半天
盘旋在脑海中不去的是
你的话语和难忘的笑脸
就在最近这几天
离开学校的日子很空闲
我总是有时没事就温习过去
还有重看我们的照片
飞呀
时间为何那么快得不见
一起欢笑一起流泪的日子
将这几年点缀成美丽的画面
飞呀
我请月光洒在我的身边
我将如何学习去思念
我将熬夜回味这几年日记每一面
我曾经为你熬夜
只为了做你的生日卡片
一起熬夜
一起准备明天的测验
过了今天 也许只能说再见
能不能再次陪我熬夜聊天
为你熬夜
帮你录下你最爱的影片
一起熬夜
一起在网上废话连篇
过了很多天 我们熬过多少夜
就让我唱这一首歌
请陪我熬夜到明天
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
昨晚三点多才睡
然后六点左右就起床了
我真的怀疑我疯了
赶project赶疯了
还以为今晚可以早点睡
可是project还是做不完
目前为止 明天要交的KH project已经搞定了
可是星期四要交的seni project和geografi project还没做完
婉玲又还没上网
还好dear陪我
他说 有一首歌 是属于我们的歌
-熬夜-
原因有很多 也很认同他
-就在最近这几天 我总是发呆老半天 盘旋在脑海中不去的是 你的话语和难忘的笑脸~
这就是现在在我耳边播送的旋律
原本觉得孤单的我
因为这首歌 我不孤单了
因为我知道 在心的尽头 有个人在陪我
在电话的那头 有个傻佬在撑起眼睛 熬夜陪我聊天
感谢你^^ muackzzz....

a beautiful monday morning...

erm...
2day is monday...
so will have assembly in hall la...
usually we all also no mood when assembly...
coz sien and sleepy...
but 2day we all very jing shen...
becoz sum damn funny thing happened...

well...
let's me do a quick revision or mayb quick explain for u all...
here it is...
okay...
first... when pengawas announce that we have to sing negaraku, duli yang maha mulia and skul song....
the Pn.Gui come out and said-"Diminta para guru dan pelajar membuka mulut dan nyanyi."
erm... sumthing like tat la...
then when the music start... principal, PK HEM, and [duno wat post d] sing wif mic...
and their vocal hor... sibeh nice leh...
after they sing we all laugh till die... and gv them a big clap...
wao...~
all laugh until stomachache... include me la...
wakao... they reali funny...

in class...
keep on rushing projects lo...
although i m damn tired...
jz slept 3 hours then wake up d...
haiz... i promise myself...
this fri i have to get enuf sleep...
if nt i sure die let u see...
T.T

kidda miss dear...
but our phone has no more credit to sms...
about 1 week d...
haiz... everytimes when i look at my phone...
i hope it will ring...
but it doesn't...
so i planed to top up my phone later...
and help dear top up also...
reali miss dear...

k lar...
i also duno can write wat d...
continue my KH projects 1st...
2ml nid pass up d...
bye~

work...

jz came back from my work...
kidda tired but happy...
coz i almost done wat i wan...
me and xiiao hong planed to do sumthing...
and now, me and her r on the path to success...

kidda funny when i work in a restaurant which placed in Puchong...
when i came in... a group of guys standing there...
and i heard sumone shout to others-"neh... that leng lui来了..."
but i din bother them... work is the most important thing for me...
actually they r staff from the restaurant...
after that i passed by them... one of them called me...
he nt leng zai... and his hair in gold color...
he said he wan buy... then i stop down and do his buiness lo...
then i found a quite leng zai de ppl among them....
they bought sum from me la....
and the leng zai paid money...
the total is RM5... but he gv me RM10...
so i hav to gv him the changes....
while i giving the leng zai ...
the gold hair guy start to talk sumthing...
he said-"leng lui...i help u buy d... gv me ur phone num ok?"
and the gang keep on said-"yalor yalor... gv us leh... we wan ur phone num..."
[p/s: include the leng zai...]
then i looked at gold hair guy and said-"erm... u buy much more then i gv...."
then he keep on @##$%^&&*!@~@$@#%@#$%$#
but i din choi him... coz busy_ing...
but he still keep on ask me to give phone num....
then i said-"next time u help me buy then i give u..."
then he replied-"har? i everytimes also gt buy from u de la... dun like tat la... gv la..."
then i take up my thing and walk to the door... before i go... i replied him and said-"next time la... i will gv u de... but duno which 1 u wan... i gt digi lah...celcom lah...Xox also gt..."
then he replied-"all i also wan..."
then i walk away...
while he talking to me... the whole gang at there laugh till monkey like tat....
around 5-6 ppl la...
then whole restaurant de ppl also looked at us...
coz we r too noisy... macam pasar...

i wondering why the one who keep on ask for my num de is nt that leng zai?
if yes... i think i will gv...
haha...^^

klar...
gonna go sleep d...
bye...

RE:三剑客

re:无聊、无用、无助 之 xiiao hong
哎哟...你不要这样想你自己啦...
跟你说心事的我 很舒服啊
当一个哑巴 总好过当一个讲多错多的发言人
我就是一个很好的例子
至于你家的事
我不方便过问 更不方便插手
不过 需要一只耳朵的时候
我永远都愿意借你
甚至是肩膀 我都愿意借
只是怕你嫌弃而已
加油吧！
还有 你放心吧
我说了我会守三剑客的秘密
我一定会做得到
还有 我们的承诺
希望我俩都能达成

re:外表cool cool、内心38 之 xiiao v
关于你
我跟xiiao hong一样 什么都帮不上
连当你倾诉的对象 都没有办好
失败 是我自己给自己的最佳形容词
不过只想告诉你
需要我的时候 打个电话给我 我随时stand by
ush ush~

三剑客
记得我们的准则
要互相撑起彼此
要互相鼓励彼此
要互相给与支持

加油！

三剑客
有福同享，有难同当
需要听众的请拨电致rui
需要解闷的请拨电致fey
需要开导的请拨电致vv

永远永远
只会有三剑客的秘密

vv
对不起
我给不到你要的安慰
或许是我不了解你吧
十万个对不起都无法弥补
昨天在电话里头
我只是希望给你一个不太悲观的念头
因为最近在你身上发生的衰事实在太多了
而你的压力很大
我不希望再加上这件事导致你垮了
可是我没有想到
就因为我的某些言语
弄得你更痛 更伤
导致我做了一开始我最不想做的事
很高兴你跟我说的一切一切
因为甚至是我 都不敢向外说家事
我还记得当初我家变的时候 是你扶了我一大把
至今还没有好好感谢你
经过了昨天的事 我发觉 我是多么的没有用
我是多么的一无是处
连一个我很珍惜的朋友 打电话来诉苦
我不但没有给与安慰 反倒在那里加重她的伤害
有时候我在想
我配当黄巧儿的好姐妹吗？
我答不出来...
因为我觉得 我欠她的不少
我也实在太没有用了
对不起
请容许我再说一声
对不起！

儿..

yes!
完成了一部分...
嘿嘿...
不懂她喜不喜欢...
不过我已经尽力了...
这是我的小小心意...
可是我花了很多时间去完成...
当中有我的精力啦 创意啦 时间啦
希望你会好好珍惜...
期待你看见这心意时的笑容...
你的笑容...
让我肯定一切都是值得的...

你永远都是我最好的朋友...
你永远都是我最可爱的大老婆...
你永远都是我最爱的巧儿...

儿，遇见你真好...

go go go~

wasai...
现在才发现
抄project也需要很多的时间...
从刚才8.00晚上做到现在...
竟然只是做了penghargaan, objectif kajian, kaedah kajian, hasil kajian...
rumusan, lampiran, rujukan, senarai kandungan和tajuk kajian在等我咧...
Zzzz...
手都要断了，才抄了那一点点...
T.T

喝着一杯mocca...
写着这篇属于在23/4/09最后的文章...
有什么感觉？
嗯...我只是知道...
我的肚子beh tahan那杯mocca!
可是我哥泡了，就只能喝咯...

刚刚听到一个消息...
一个我应该要有很大反应却刚好相反的消息...
嗯... 我想我应该做点事的...
就交给我负责吧！
我会尽力完成的！
加油！
你也要一样哦！
送你一个你专用的加油词...
ush ush~
请你不要到处勾勾 __需要go go~
gambateh!

儿，请张大双眼，看这！

儿啊儿
要先list下你的情人条件
Tanjung Tidak Sunyi情人介绍所才能帮你找嘛~
不过我跟你酱fren...
打个折扣给你...
如果你要，不收你钱也无所谓...xD
以下是你必须填写的资料:
1. 姓名:
2. 年龄:
3. 绰号:
4. 电话:
5. 联络方式:

择偶条件[必须填写]

1. 年龄:
2. 性别:
3. 家庭背景:
4. 样貌:
5. 条件(可填写多个):

手续是不是很简单咧...
不过我相信我跟你酱fren... 懂你的择偶条件那五项会怎么填...
是不是这样咧...
1. 年龄: 无需太年轻，绝不能太老！刚刚发育完备为首选...
2. 性别: 不拘。如果你是ah gua，请你上半身像女的，下半身要男的。脸部要是男的。这些为基本条件。[如有更改，恕不另行通知]
3. 家庭背景: 上无爹娘，下无妻子。独生子为首选。每月收入无需像Bill Gates,可是要多过国家银行基本所拥有的数额。
4. 样貌: 有眼耳口鼻即可。眼睛像金城武，鼻子像成龙，耳朵像谢霆峰，嘴巴像吴尊，脸庞像周杰伦为首选。
5. 条件[可填写多个]: i)身高不需姚明，体重不需林志玲。ii) 嘴巴无需樱桃小嘴，只求亲吻时舒服。iii)要有湿吻功夫。iv)随传随到 v)需要时必须马上配合 vi)百般依顺，温柔体贴。vii)不需要负责任。viii)热情要能燃烧沙漠，冷漠要如air cool冷气机。
备注: 自认本姓孤，单名独，绰号mr.cool的优先考虑。

哈哈...
我应该把那些最重要的都填上去了吧！
等你的回复哦！

T.T day

wakao!
i tot i can tarik diri from pembahasan...
but...
wat the fish...!
teacher dun let...
2ml is competition d...
but we still haven prepare yet...
kns d...
T.T
haiz.. suan liao la...
jz take part lo...

surfing google whole day...
find the isi of pembahasan...
and also sej and geo project...
i m glad becoz geo is group work...
we can share each other info that we get...
but sej... wan muntah darah d...
no heart do...
T.T

now sit alone...
super duper sien...
i din talk to anyone 1...
became a dumb person d...
duno y...
if i din talk for a quite long period...
i will become moody...
and dun like to talk d..
so today de mood blue blue de...
and felt tired...
i know tis is for my own good...
and for teh o own good also...
but i jz cant stop hoping teh o sit wif me again...
although jz 1 period i d satisfied d...
haiz... T.T

planing sumthing to do on sat after afternoon concert..
but i duno it will success or nt...
coz the other character of the plan is freaking busy whole day...
duno can take sum times for me or nt...
hope can la...

haiz...
2day reali T.T day...
>.<

being thieve...

now mood kidda complicated...
worry?
angry?
or peaceful?
i reali duno...
i jz know that my heart is nt calm..
felt unsafe...

jz nw when me and my sis was in the bus...
my bro had make a phone call to my sis...
he told her that our hse let the thief enter d...
my maid let the thief bind up...
and use knife force her to tell where is my mum...
now they r going to police station to make a report...
remind us to lock ur door and window...
after that... he hang up the phone...
and din told us any details more...
my sis and i were worry about our hse...

finally our bus arrive hse....
we saw one of our neighbor...
she said that the thief come into my hse when 12.10pm...
my mum was in her room...
the stupid thief broke the lock of the small door...
they din steal anything...
coz my dogs bark crazily and many neighbor come out and have a look...
they scare d then runaway...
the bride who jz married come out and see wat happened...
and ngam ngam the thief run out from my house...
duno y she shock until wana pengsan...
>.<
but sumthing make me curious...
so many ppl come out and hav a look but y nobody saw the thief car num?
omg!
luckily my mum din injured...
but i duno my maid gt or nt...
coz until now i haven meet them...

u know wat?
the most angry thing is the 3 man is chinese guy...
oh my goodness!
we r same race wat...
why wan hurt us?
fish u!
u shame all the chinese u knw?
reali beh song...
dun let me see u...
if nt sure kill u!!!

20/4 yes! done my KH...!

yeah!
i done my kerja kayu...
now jz left the lakaran haven draw...
i wondering how to draw it...
forget d...
paiseh...^^
but i m happy about my kerja kayu...
coz i do it myself...
and wai gor,jing,soo and kean jing gt helps me a bit la...
the most important session is i do myself de...
nw reali happy and 满足...
although it is nt pretty...
but it is my 心血 n felt 成就感...
haha....xD

vv ah vv...
u nt forget to take medicine...
u take wrong medicine onli...
aiyor... listen to doctor de instructions mah...
call u eat 2 pils 3 times per day...
but u eat 10 pils 3 times per day...
sure gila la...
luckily i top up my phone..
can call to tanjung rambutan and discuss ur 病情...
or u wan tanjung watermelon or tanjung mango?
dun tell me u wan go tanjung sunyi...
tatz ur own 精神病院...
although the main doctor is kyh...
but it wun helps u anything in ur 病情...
ok? wait for ur reply ya...
rmb tell me which tanjung u more prefer...
i help u book a 床位...
最多帮你付钱啦...
xixi...^^

dear...
dun think so much la...
i jz wan to let u know wat's the rubbish inside my mind...
it is same as u told me all ur things...
so we jz gambateh la...
lets fills up our time together...
then u will have no time to think so much...
k?
and rmb wat's the punishment if u think too much...
so dun think so much d...
NO EVER AGAIN!!!

klar...
i hav to draw my lakaran d...
c u...~

genting trip photo part 1...

finally... jaylim gv me sum of the photo d...
still gt sum at dang there...
waiting for her...




[the picha that i help them take...but me is nt inside...T.T]


[yeah! picha in snowhouse... locker that side...]


[sue sien and win kee... duno busy talking wat... but hong young seem beh song...xD]


[small kids... reali so kiddo...]


[this picha so weird rite? and it had prove that they keep on ride euro ekspress...]


[the proof of we took a ride on flying coaster... rui scare till dun dare to look out d...]


[pei yeen and pui yee...]


[vivian while taking her meal in first world cafe... look nice in this picture... becoz is me take de... muahaha...^^]


[yam~sheng~...]


[it's me while playing bumper car... duno when they 偷拍 me de...]


[wat's make shi huan,yew jet and tze yang laugh till like tat ah? i wondering...]


[2 new couple... me+karen and rui+jia chee... p.s: jk onli la... scare let zhung faye hit...]


[me+rui+karen...]


[group photo... taken at snowhouse... all freezing...~]


[where is me? where is me? neh... the one who taking camera lo... cant appear in this photo...T.T]

genting trip...

jz went back from genting...
a fun trip...
took lots of picture...
and totally 38 and crazee...
here going to write the trip out and share wif u all...

woke up on 5.15am...
wakao... i haven pack thing...
so have to wake up early...T.T
dear said wan morning call me...
but i wake up 1st...
after i brush my teeth dear onli call me...
erm... if i din make wrong...
everytimes dear morning call me also fail...
coz everytimes i wake up earlier than his call...xD
kk... back to story...
after prepared all the thing... mom fetch me to skul lo...
i sms rui... she told me she is waiting jac to fetch her...
i gonna cry after i saw it... coz i know there was nobody accompany me when i arrive...
but luckily voon arrive d... thx god!
so had sum chat wif voon while waiting their coming...
finally they came... and joined our talks...
karen told us sum cold jokes...
reali cold... and we laugh till die...
swt... karen ah karen... wan us to 适应 genting de weather also no nid do like tat de... ur jokes more cold than genting weather lo...
after we had sum crazee talks... we went to toilet...
on the way, jac start to kee xiao...
she act ah wong... inside 阿旺新传 gt a scene is about "走鬼"... then 阿旺 ran till very k yeng de...
walao... wan gv her a prize d... she reali act till very gud... and we all had a crazee laugh again...
stomach almost pain d...

around 7am... we get in to the bus and start our journey...
jia chee took out her PSP...
firstly i wan to play it... but let becky rampas d...
nevermind lo.... i listen songs... coz my phone battery signal is full...
kanasai... after i heard around 8 songs... battery left a bit...
the signal bluff me... haiz... and i wana cry d...
i dun dare use phone jor... include sms dear...
charm...T.T
suddenly felt sleepy... and i enter my dream...
but sum sound wake me up...
and i saw sumthing sweet...
jac lean against to lon's shoulder... and sleep d...
so sweet man... i also hope that... haha... jkjk...
i sms rui... and told her sumthing...
she keep on laughing... lolx...

around 8am... we arrive to half mountain of genting...
we have to get down from the bus and take a ride on cable car...
i tot we gt go animal world...
but luckily ajk cancel it...
yeah!
we straight away take cable car to genting theme park...
me,rui,becky,jia chee,shi huan,jaylim,karen and voon sit same cable car...
keep on sing and sing...
and shout out loud-"i will follow u~" when we saw digi decoration's cable car...
lolx...
all sot blak d...

after we arrive genting theme park...
we went to snow house...
omg! -5 celcius...
cold~
i keep on arr-chiew since this morning...
nw still nid to enter -5 celcius snow house...
faint~
suan liao...
came d lo... then jz play lo...
we set all thing up...
and went into snow house...
before that... i told myself i dun wan play snow...
coz according to my experince... if later wan to play roller coaster or space shot... we muz tie up our hair...
but if let the snow wet my hair... then habis...
so i decided to hold my hat carefully... i reali dun wan my hair get wet...
rui and voon gave throw snow till whole hair also wet d.... and they keep on shout cold...
me and becky jz go inside to look around... we dun wan to play....
we used around 1 hours in snowhouse...
all ppl get snow except me and becky...
we 2 r the most dry ppl among them...
haha...^^
and i realise that 2day john loong wear till quite leng zai....
actually wan to take a photo wif him 1... but no chance...
it's ok... hehe...
but at last i gt took his photo wif camera la... but me is nt inside...
i had a talk wif him... i found that he changes a lot...
before that... while i chat wif him... he wun gv any respon or talk less 1...
but now... when i talk to him... i will let him zhadao till i duno how to gv him respon...
lolx... funny rite...
i think this is call balasan...
haha...

after snowhouse...
we went to first world cafe to take our lunch...
actually our plan should be inside ripley's believe it or nt in this time...
but due to some communication problem... ajk had cancel it...
good...!
before we take our lunch...
ajk and teacher let us to play indoor for about 1 hours...
we played indoor roller coaster-euro ekspress and adult bumper car...
we keep on let the ppl behind us take the ride 1st...
coz we wan to play it together...
we had around 15 ppl combine into 1 group....
every games we also play together...
we had lots of fun in it...
john loong,gun,willson, and wen kye kee xiao d...
they ride 3 to 4 times of the euro ekspress d...
and they said john loong vocal is so "high"...
shout till glasses also wana broke d...
haha...

around 12pm... we went back to first world cafe to have our lunch...
i tot it was same as last time... eat nasi goreng...
the worst taste of nasi goreng...
but this meal had gave me a big and happy surprise...
we eat quite high-classes buffet...
and the meal is delicious...
we all take few dishes per person...
gt fish,sotong,lamb,taufu and etc...
nice meal...~
i think this meal will cost quite expensive...
i guess at least around RM15 per person...

after the meal...
we go outdoor to take chocolate for free...
beryl's gave us de...
haha... so shuang...
then we 15 ppl straight away go play flying coaster...
but there are sum ppl dun dare to ride...
jz me,rui,voon,jia chee,pei yeen,pui yee,tze yang,shi huan,yew jet and few more ppl dare to ride...
actually rui aslo dun dare... but i force her to play...
she keep on shut up her eyes...
i know she is quite scare...
but voon comfort her...
it's fun and stimulate...
i will never forget this time...
keke^^

sumthing fuck happened after flying coaster...
raining! omg!
we had to go inside indoor and play bumper car again...
but luckily after we played bumper car rain stop d...
yeah^^
we continue our journey...
we went to play pirates ship...
when we at here...
we all 38 d...
we fill up the most behind and most front place...
we sit face to face... 4 rows...
we shout to them loudly... and they shout back us too...
8 ppl vs another 8 ppl form our group...
beside that, jaylim shout our "group name"-nin na bu eh...
actually is he do it himself... we din anggap it as our group name...
sumore we crazee till shout our 口头禅...
"boo sama dia... boo~ lagi sekali... boo~ jangan berhenti boo boo boo~"
then the another 8 ppl boo back us also...
haha... we langsung din care about other ppl 's thinking...

after pirates ship..
we separate into 2 group...
shi huan and others went to play space shot...
me,becky,rui,voon,pui yee,tze yang and yew jet go play sungai rejang...
tze yang+ yew jet 1 boat... becky+pui yee 1 boat... me,rui and voon another 1 boat...
i cheated rui that it's nt very scare... nt very ci ji... n jz will wet body onli...
rui belif it... so she din do her precaustion well...
so, after play it, rui whole body wet d....
wakakaka....^^ i won~
me very soi leh...

yew jet ah yew jet...
i know u r caring...
i understood that u know i like to eat chocolate...
but u no nid gv me eat so many chocolate de mah...
although it is nice la... anyways...
thx for it and ur gentleman while we play the train beside sungai rejang...
hehe^^

before we went to kumpul...
we go mcD to grab sum food to eat...
i share a large set of mc chic wif becky....
hehe...
unlucky voon... she fall her pepsi down....
neninenibubu~ no pepsi to drink d...
haha... blek~

we hav to take cable car back to half mountain of genting...
while in the car... jaylim sampat again...
he keep on shout at the opposite cable car...
we jz laugh and laugh...
like the patient ngam ngam ran out from hospital mental...
lolx...

we arrive skul around 6.30pm...
and i wan to mention again...
it's a nice trip...
i din regret to spend RM42 for it...^^

we took lots of photo there...
but those photo nt wif mine...
jz gt some onli... i will post the photo i have now...
those other picture i will post it later...xD...




[group photo... edited by jaylim.... quite blur... hehe... dun blame ah...]



[rui's flying coaster ticket...gt rui name and sign de... camera nt gud...paiseh...]



[jia chee's flying coaster ticket wif name and sign...]


[voon's flying coaster ticket... as a memory...]



[my flying coaster ticket wif my name and sign...^^]

comp bek...

finally my comp is bek...
muackzzz...
all thing is ready except router...
no $$$ to buy d...
but sis cant on9 without the router...
wat to do?
go work lo...
earn money for the router and skul pinafole...
no another choice....
mom keep on scold me becoz of i use money....
and blame me din go work...
i reali duno...
i gt go work but u say i dun hav....
wat the fish....
duno wat kind of thing in ur mind...
y u cant say sumthing gud out from ur mouth?
sis d mad...
and i m going to crazy too...
dun challenge me pls....

everyone is having their problem...
include me...
family problem make me suck...
feeling sad when i cant help her...
i ask myself hundred times...
wat can i gv her...
nothing....
i felt i m useless....
reali useless...

as u 2 fren...
gambateh la....
for me...
i will choose use mouth to tan pai...
god bless u....
[p.s: pls dun say that i m stubborn again... in this case... i dun think i m... ]

klar...
i cant comment much more about u 2....
zap sang la...
i will pray for u 2....
and my family too...

bad day...

yesterday get rained...
then 2day fever...
oh shit...
faint...
and i m nt reali understand my mind's order....
cant control of my mind and my action...
jialat d...
but dear more charm la...
almost faint...
reali worry about him...
but phone out of credit...T.T

2day found that XXX macam dun wan choi me d...
i know i done sumthing wrong...
jz felt that my apologize d very cheap...
coz i always said sorry to her...
so i din apologize...
haiz...i thinking another apologize de fang fa...
mana tahu 2day sick d...
plus she dun wan choi me...
haiz... brain d jam... i cant think any solution...
jz felt sad lo...
and kk know d... she keep on called me gambateh...
haiz... i also hope i can...

another bad thing come...
haiz....
i also dun wan say at here d...
ex ajk know wat happened...
and i planed to resign...
suan liao....

at class...
i talked many thing to teh o...
teh o also...
then suddenly she cried...
haiz...
teh o ah... gt me at here...
although i cant help u anything...
but i will lend u my shoulder and i m always support u...
dun cry....k?

haiz...too many bad thing happened 2day...
klar...
no mood d...
go sleep 1st...
bb...

yih birthday...(pc fair)

event:pc fair
time:10.00am to 5.00pm
venue:klcc
transport:train>LRT>LRT>bus
condition of event: crowded+busy+noisy
ppl who join: fey,yih,jf,samson,jaylim,zlin,kaihong
condition of ppl who join:tired+wet!

lolx...
firstly...
happy birthday my darling yih...
old 1 years more d...
haha...
same age wif me d...^^

ok...
here started my stories...
1stly... i late to jaylim hse...
this is my fault...
sorry...T.T

wait here wait there...
finally arrive klcc...
go burger king eat mum mum 1st...
sumthing happened...
erm... no comment about it...
mayb he din say wrong...
man always cheng qiang...

then go pc fair...
lolx....
ppl crowded...
reali ppl mountain ppl sea...
haha.... broken english...
wateva la...
stuck in the crowd...
wasai... dun wan come jor...
but i learn many thing la...
this is wat i wan to mention...

well...
while waiting XXX....
beh song d...
coz he make me fulfill me and her de promise...
haiz...
becoz of him... we have to take bus back...
and make us wet...
T.T

fuck...
raining...
and we running here and there like a crazee ppl under this wheather...
all's clothes wet till almost transparent...
and there many ppl looking at us while we running...
me and yih cant see the road d...
spec all wet..
wat's in my mind nw is we will die if there is a car suddenly drive fast toward me and yih...
sumore i still heard sum ppl said softly to his/her fren that we r kesian...
yup... totally agree...
and i felt cold and shiver when i m in the bus....
too cold...
it's same as u wet ur body and stand still in genting...
and wind blow and blow...
can u imagine that?
but i pretend i m ok...
and there was a black skin guy keep on starring me wif his miang eye...
fish him!!!

we cant rush to her hse...
haiz... felt sorry to her...
and we cant back yih hse...
coz scare her mum and dad scold..
so we go teh o hse...
me,yih,jf,samson,zlin.... all go kacau her....
haiz... felt sorry coz kacau her...

erm....
busy here and there...
i arrive home on 10.00pm...
it means tat i m at outside for 12 hours...
nw tired till die...
and i haven grab any food to eat...
no mood to eat d...

bought kaspersky antivirus from pc fair...
and a headset...
this is my gains...

actually 2day happened many things...
cant write till so details...
coz nw very tired and sleepy...
so if u wan to know more...
ask me la....^^

2day get rain a lot...
and we let our body and clothes in wet for about 1 hours...
i jz hope that 2ml i wun fever...
if nt i sure die jor...
klar...wan off jor...
gudnite and gudbye...
muackzzz....






here is sum pic of pc fair...

this com yeng or nt? RM5999 for the cpu ONLI...

the side view of the cpu...


found teh o is very leng lui in this photo... jf also agree wif me...
[whispering:"teh o... i wan u o... do u wan me?]

mind rolling...

suddenly my mind keep on flashing...
rolling... thinking....
wat's in my mind?
duno o....
jz moody and dun hope to gv anyone respond...
i m nt mind at all...
reali dun mind...
but will feel sad of wat u all done la...
this is normal...
mayb i have to biasa this type of condition...
when u all talk sumthing i cant know...
i will leave...
i know sumwhere is belongs to me...
so i dun hav to afraid or panic...

dun worry... be happy...
later go tuition jz forget all the unhappy thing...
and let my brain stop rolling...
everything end...!

new happy relationship...

all the sad, sucks, unhappy thing d pass...
a new happy relationship comes toward me...
she read it...
and wrote a long long msg and send to me...
she express her feeling to me in that msg...
she told me her thinking...
it is acceptable... and hopeful...
i m looking forward for this day for a long long time...
nw the situation while i talk to her is good...
at least we din quarrel...
we din show black face to each other....
although no much talking among me and her per day...
but it's count gud for me d...
and i damn hope we can done wat we had promise to each other...
dun broke the promise pls...
i beg u and in the same times i beg myself too...
i hope i can get closer and closer to u...
actually u can talk wateva u like to me...
i m a good listener...
keke...^^
this sun no matter u will attend or nt....
i wun force u...
and dun worry....
i wun angry or sad la...
i know this kind of thing cant too impatient and force u to go...
if like tat... it will becum meaningless...
hope u get my mind...

another busy day in skul...
keep on copy this and tat....
haiz....
jz hope my folio can end faster...
but...
i m happy when i m busy...
at least i wun gt free times to think silly rubbish thing...
m i funny?
i think ya...

ohya...
sumthing to inform all my reader...
erm... i think from now on...
this week i wun update my blog everyday...
coz my uncle came here from sabah....
i scared he will ~!@#$%^& me when i use com...
i m nt blaming him la...
jz i dun wan he to say me and this is for my own gud too....
i will on msn and write blog if i m able to do it...
bye... take care...

一封匿名的信...

这封信，想写给你很久了，可一直都鼓不起勇气。在你面前，我总是一股牛脾气，而你，就一直扮演姐姐的角色，容忍，包容。其实我想说，你的脾气真得很好，或许像爸说的:"你总是天跌下来当被盖..."所以一直以来你都将一切东西忍着。没有说出来，开心就睡觉，不开心也睡觉。这是我看到的，不知道我有没有猜错呢？
关于前几天的事，我想向你说声对不起。是我语气重了，说了些不该说的，做了些不该做的。她没说错，你也是人，你也会有情绪，那总不能一直要你让我，而我一直饰演暴躁的角色。你也会有火山爆发的一天，怎样都好，吵架总要其中一个忍让，这次，该换我了吧！
其实，我很怀念以前的日记，常跟你一起睡。还记得吗？以前你干哥三更半夜打来，跟你聊电话聊了很久，而我总是叫你盖电话，我要睡觉。过了一段时间，你干哥干脆叫我一起聊天，我们三个总是聊到不知时候，三四点了还不睡。我记得我问过你，为什么可以谈这么久，他有什么地方吸引你？你说，他长得很帅，对你很好，很照顾你，而且声音很像潘玮柏。我不信，你拿了他的照片给我看，的确很帅。晚上他打来，你叫他唱歌给我听，他唱了潘玮柏的[爱上未来的你]...过后还要求我评分，我给了少过你给他的分数，我说这是因为我也会唱，结果好几个晚上我们都在电话轧歌。
你以前很怕鬼的，所以总是要开着灯睡觉，我总是起床关灯，因为这样会让我睡不着。而你每次都跟我争，结果我赢了，因为我告诉了爸妈。过后有段时间我看了JU-ON，我不敢睡觉。我开着灯，而这时候的你已经习惯关灯睡觉，你骂了我，关了灯，只是开了收音机，让它陪着我。可我突然想起JU-ON里面有一幕是鬼在收音机出现。所以我很怕，最后爬起来，摇你起床。你睡到像死猪那样，摇不醒你。我很怕地靠在钢琴前面，一直不断小声地叫你，你却没听见。我哭了......那是真得觉得很无助，很无助。当时我想为什么你见死不救，我怕成这样而你却可以睡觉。可是现在想起来，你这样做也不为过。
还记得外婆跟妈常跟我说，我还是baby的时候，睡在摇篮。妈常因为要做工而没时间喂我喝牛奶。是你拿了奶瓶，泡了牛奶，喂我。喂完我，还摇摇篮，让我睡着。这些片断我不记得了，可是想起来都很甜，真得很甜。以前常跟你拍照，因为我可爱，爸拿起相机就是拍我，而我总是爱跟你拍，因为我觉得这样我会很开心，很幸福。晚上睡觉，我跟你各自有一张双人床，可是醒来的时候，你睡在我床上，明明你跟我各自都有一张被，可是偏偏醒来的时候我的被会在你身上。以前我们会将一大堆废话才睡觉，或则说鬼故事跟我听，吓我。现在的我们，已经没有同房，睡前已经没有聊天，一天也没有说上多少句话。开口就是吵。其实，两个人的相处总是会有争吵，有摩擦。我每次都觉得是你错，现在想起来，我觉得你对我也是有同样的想法，我们只是角度不同，得到的答案不一样而已。如果你不疼我，我也不疼你，我们会连吵架的劲都没有，说多两句都会觉得是在浪费口水。
以前的一切，我都没有忘记，偶尔也会拿出来想，自己在那边傻笑。我觉得你幼稚，你何尝不是这样想我？我知道我是一个口硬心软的人，你丢了我的脸，这口气我真得无法在一下子吞下。可是现在心平气和了，想通了。就算你说我坏话又怎样？只要你对我怎样，我对你怎样，大家都知道就好了，不需要理别人的想法。我没有忘记以前的日子，我不懂你是不是也一样，可是至少每当我想起，心情就会放松，觉得很开心。我还在期待着，现在可以过回以前的时光。同房睡，一起聊天，一起玩，一起笑。我不懂我还会不会有这样的机会，心中总是没有放弃这一个奢望。我很羡慕朋友的姐姐可以跟她们聊很多，无论是学校的事，家里的事，或则是爱情。从我们搬来这个家，分房水的那一天开始，我就是这样盼望着。我希望有一天可以过回以前的时刻，让我知道家人还是可以跟我分担，让我再有问题的时候不用慌张，身边还有一个姐姐陪着，和我一起撑着。
这个星期天，在蕉赖十一哩的某一个教堂，晚上七点半，有个复活节的庆典。你的那个christian朋友也有去。她叫我约你，带你去。其实去这些地方，不一定要是基督教徒，我信主，可是我不是基督徒，我还是一个佛教徒。或许我的身份尴尬，可是我只是选择相信一个让我有所用处的宗教。你去了这个庆典，并不代表你就要信主。去看看好吗？就当作你来了解你的妹妹我在做什么，好吗？我会等你的答复的。如果你不去，我不会勉强你。只是想让你知道，我想让你了解，我现在究竟在做什么...

8/4 still waiting the day...

gheese!
u r my idol...xD...
so pro ah u...
wan pura-pura very concentrated on teacher then hold ur book in correct position...
book terbalik d also duno....
make us laugh till die...
but thx for ur funny action la...^^

2day still haven have a gud chat wif her...
erm... mayb i nid to take it slowly...
cant too nervous and too rush...
give sum times and chance to her and myself...
i belif i can do it... rite?

dear...
sorry....
this few days my mood nt very gud...
so gt this kind of reaction...
i also dun wan de...
but duno y when i saw u then i will be like that...
i think is becoz i dun dare to show my real face to u....
i dun wan u worry me...
so jz gv me sum times to settle it 1st k?
i will back to normal soon...
n dun ask me wat happen or ask for the condition of the matter in msg...
this few days my brain let this thing stuck in...
till nw i still thinking of the matter...non-stop...
so i jz hope we wun chat in this topic....
let me get sum rest when i sms_ing wif u....
k?

erm...
write till here la...
wan go do pig jor...
bye~
and be4 i leave...
happy birthday to stephanie...!

cry again x.x

2day happen a lot of thing...
sad thing...
happy thing...
all come at once...

after morning pray....
the sister called me...
she ask me to persuade my sister go celebrate Easter Day at her church...
i m having trouble on it...
this few day din talk to my sister d...
argue wif her...
i stil duno whether i can go to the church or nt....
nw nid me to talk to my sister...ask her go?
erm... it's jz a tough work for me...
i talk to kok kuih...
she told me sumthing...
then i tell myself this is wat the answer that God gv me...
yesterday i tell God sumthing...
nw mayb is God's answer and action...
and no matter wat... i gt responsibility to tell my sister....
but i still confusing...
i have to use a best method to talk to her...
i keep on thinking...
and sumthing happen make my tears wana drop...
i told myself i cant cry... i hold vv's talks... and run away...
i know if i continue listen to her... i m sure my tears will drop out...
i tahan... tahan... tahan...
i m using all my effort to hold my tears...
but teh o keep on asked me wat happened....
at last my tears drop out...
i felt helpless in tat time... my mind is damn messy after i heard her...
i hope sumone is beside me... lend me his shoulder and tell me everything is ok....
but...............
after that i take off my spec and went down to have a walk wif teh o....
and i wana wash my face...
while going down... my mood is better... and i decided to tell teh o wat happened coz i know she quite worry about me...
i told teh o all the thing while we walking back class...
but i cry one more times... T.T
haiz....
i wipe my tears be4 enter my class...
and i told myself... it's will be ok and i have to concentrated on my study when i go into my class...
anywhere... nw i decided to tell my sister...
all the thing included church thing...
i will write all these things inside a letter and put inside her room when i gt chance...
i choose to use word to express my own feeling is becoz i duno i will have wat reaction after i heard wat she said or wat she scold me....
at least through letter.... she can choose a rite time to read and gt time to let her think...
it's a good choice... i belif it...

2day spot check...
confiscate my liquid paper...
no big deal...
coz my liquid paper d let me use finish...
so jz gv discplince teacher lo...
i tot my fingernails will get cut...
but teacher din mention on it...
lucky...^^

KH period...
wat the fish....
finally i success to nail the wood...
but.... i found tat....
i nail wrong d...
ishess... reali wana kill myself...
so i ask for the help from teacher....
but the papan gone d...
haiz... nid saw again...
but fortunely teacher gv me a piece of papan that ngam my design...
so happy of it...
lucky...^^
and i told myself again...2day so many lucky thing...so that church thing will be fine too...

finally...
i sampat back in sci period...
and jz watched 3 episod of E.U...
nw mood normal...

hope everything will ok la...
god bless me...

6/4 my day...

nth special...
normal day...
i din talk to her 2day....
jz ask her which food is mine...
till nw lo...
12 hours d but jz 1 sentences...
geng!

at skul....
boring assembly...
my CA stand behind me....
so i dun dare to talk...
and i duno i can talk to who...
so jz stand straight and keep quiet lo...
but at last gt talk sumthing wif jac la....
coz she ask me sumthing mah...

back class....
BM period...
they keep on sweep floor....
nth big shock...
this is my BM teacher style...
then sit down....
a while later teacher start her novel lo....
my 2 eyes keep on looking on her....
and 2 ears keep on listening wat she teaching in the front...
but a while later beh tahan jor....
my eyes gonna close d...
but i force myself concentrated on wat teacher teaching....
luckily she teach finish d...
then i start do sinopsis lo...
like tat pass BM period...

Moral Period...
teh o kep on hafal nilai....
i almost forget 2day gt hafal nilai....
for sure... i use back my old style...
but while i copying the nilai...
a relief teacher come in....
means teacher din come lo....
i told teh o my problem...
teh o heard d also same reaction wif me...
gik till...
haiz... dun wan say d...

after a period of moral...
recess time!
actually my finance gt problem...
so nid ikat perut this week...
i din eat anything 2day...
dear also...
sumthing happen and looi keep on laugh me...
and vv them also gap mai play me...
k... i tahan lo...
jz can gv them my smiling face...

after recess time is moral period again...
i haven do finish my sinopsis...
so i continue finish it lo...
i sit on yih place...
and dang told me sumthing...
erm... talk to her lo...
finally i finish my sinopsis...
then lend to yih copy...

while change period so sien...
teh o sure pull me out rayau wif her...
we go B class again...
and vv told me sumthing...
erm... i know her feeling...
but duno how to help her la...
mayb i no nid to worry...
she so pandai... know wat should do in her next step...
if reali lost ur mind... can find me anytimes la... i m free...
talk wif vv a while...
suddenly teh o tarik me back class...
she said my BI teacher come d...
but when i looking out from B class...
i jz saw a malay teacher passby...
i m curious and ask...
:"Pn.Aley bleach d? she nt black in colour de meh?"
after teh o heard my sentences...
she laugh till die....
me too...
we two sampat sampat after we rayau to B class...

din concentrated on teacher in BI...
nt i sampat d...
jz fa dai at there...
and my brain blank d...
but i gt listen sum la...
2day teacher teach prefix...
nid us to use im- un- non- dis- to say out a word...
my brain blank jor...
juz can think dao [disable] this word...
but i m too lucky... teacher din call me to answer....

while BC period...
i also din concentrated on wat teacher teaching...
i jz keep on do the paper tat she gave...
coz she jz discuss the answer of the homework tat she called us to do last lesson...
so i jz do the paper lo...
i dun wan bring homework back...

Sej period...
me and teh o crazy jor...
we keep on play...
but we gt listen wat teacher teach la...
teacher teach penubuhan of CLC...
E.E.C Thuirasingam is the pengerusi...
Sir Maclom Macdonald is penasihat...[wrong spelling...dun blame...]
CLC tubuh in 1951...
Tujuan is memupuk perpaduan antara kaum untuk mendapat kemerdekaan...
[hehe.... sorry for show off here...]

2day teh o keep on told me we very gt potensi to become humorous star...
we keep on make joke and laugh...
haha... my opinion same wif her...
we gt potensi mah....

i watched 2 episod of E.U after i back home....
beh tahan d...
the female main character too leng lui d....
2day i told yih go watch movie wif me after pc fair...
watch basic love...
i told her the female main character is E.U female main character...
she so excited of it...
and say can...
haha...finally i found sumone accompany me go watch...
so happy xD...

so this is my day...
a bored life...
any comment?
i m trying to change my lifestyle...
any idea?

bad thinking,,,

i m wondering m i pull my mirror too close to me again?
family problem make me gonna mad...
it is jz RM20 onli...
and i din take it go and buy useless thing...
i jz take it to buy my revision book....
but why u wan to deduct the RM20 from my pocket money?
i know u all finance having problem...
but me too...
haiz....
i dun wan to know it anymore...
u all like how then how lah....
i have no effort to know it, to take action anymore....
now wat i wan is study hard...
got dear n fren relationship will become much more better...
i m tired when i looking this family....
i dun wan to say to do anything anymore in this family....
wat should i say and do i will done it...
i dun hope to have any extra action d...
i dun wan u all mistaken me and i nid to use many times or action to explain it...
i m bored and mad of it...
God...
did u hear me?
i m hearing u...
hope u tell me wat should i do...
jz bring along me to the path that belongs to me...
God...
pls console me and let me understand more about this world...
the game rules....
the lifestyle...
thx god....

happiness is simple and easy to get?
dreaming!=.=

sweet and bitter...

2day sms wif dear...
dear said he will go learn how to bake a cake and bake for me to eat....
dear ask me gv sum times....
haha... hope so la...
hope dear will bake for me la...
i m a cake lover...xixi^^
sumore dear call me go learn cooking....
then can cook for dear eat....
hmmp.... i cant imagine tat moment...
coz i think dear sure will dial 999 after eat my dishes...
i m reali bad in cooking...
simple simple de i still can handle la...
difficult de then i duno luu~
see i gt chance to learn or nt lo....
then cook for dear...^^

haiz...
me and the stupid fellow's relationship haven become gud yet...
she d 19 years old...
bt her mind still very childish....
2day my relatives come...
then she tell my relatives hw bad my daddy,mummy,brothers and i treat her....
fuck man! we treat her very bad meh?
sumtimes she did sumthing wrong...my daddy,mummy or gor gor scold her...
she very beh song.... and cry...sumore still said she is yuan wang de....
then her tears will like rain..keep on dropping....
lolx... asyik blame ppl treat her nt gud...
dun she think back that whether she gt do sumthing good and make us treat her better?
sumtimes, i jz ask her fetch my fren back home...
she straight away scold me or gv me black face to see... and said she is rushing to tuition or somewhere else....
fine... nevermind.... i tahan...
after that i ask her why cant fetch my fren back?
she replied:"your brother also din fetch my fren back before...y should i do it for u?"
oh my god!!! how stingy does her?
sumtimes my mummy bought us sumthing...food or clothes...
she also got... but she still wan to rampas 1....
i haven eat my food then she finish ate her food...
if delicious... she will straight away rampas my food or my brothers food to eat...
i told myself it is ok....food onli...tahan....
but when i heard wat she always tell my relatives... i cant tahan...
this is our hse thing.... if u told ur fren then still ok... at least ur fren duno who is ur family member.... although she/he know,family member mayb wun got any related to them...
but nw is relatives.... u told relatives equal to u told whole world...
if u dun hav brain... pls use ur buttock to think... even y.brother also know the serious of this case... how about u? 19 years old d still so childish...
u tot u very powerful or prestige when u told them this kind of ugly thing?
mayb ya.... but i m sure that they will know u is wat kind of ppl...!
childish! tot whole world also hutang kamu? puii!
asyik cakap me and y.brother so obey gor gor...
y dun u think urself about the reason?
i listen to him becoz wat he said is correct and he reali done wat he said...
wat he promise he will do it...
but u? know how to say duno hw to do...
when we get the reward then u come out take...
if cant take then at there say this say that make everyone beh song....
izzit the way to make u happy?
if u happy i m ok of it... becoz i d tahan so many years... nw juz continue tahan...i m ok of it...
if u r nt happy at all.... pls change ur mind and think out of the box.... how the world turning... and think out a best solution... dun be so selfish and stingy....
this world wun becoz of u and stop turning... is u to enter this world...nt the world enter to ur domain.... rmb it!
haiz.... i also duno wat should i said d...
i told u many times d but u still dun wan listen....
if i m stubborn....then u r super duper stubborn than me....
i duno wat the hell personality that u having...
i jz very clear that if sumone hurt my family member... i will heartpain and wun lepas the ppl...
last time y.brother's teacher case is a gud example for u....
although i used wrong method to settle this problem..
so pls protect our family member and dun hurt them....
i don't mean tat i m very geng on protect u all or wat...
i jz wan u to know.... i m trying my best to change my attitude... trying to gv u love and trying to make u all satisfied...
i reali reali dun wan to see 2day de thing happen over again...
this is nt ur 1st time...
last time u d complain to same relatives about me...
although the relatives din say out her mind.... but i know and i can feel tat she is nt close to me anymore and sumtimes will said sumthing nt gud for me to hear....
i duno wat u said and wat is in ur mind match or nt....
hope wat's in ur mind wun worse than wat u said 2day....
so... u jz think properly la...

i have nth to say d...
the end...

糟!!!

今天真的糟透了
心情糟
脾气糟
真的很想杀人
气到!!!
都不知道那些人的头脑装什么的
塞大便吗？
唉...
不想说了
浪费我的时间和精力而已
对不起啊dear...
要你听我骂骂骂...
扫了你的兴...
sorry...

3D猴子发疯的一天...

今天第1和第2节原本要去听course的...
可是我ponteng了...
因为听别班说course很闲...
所以没去到...
回到班teh o发我脾气(我懂她玩玩下而已)
下课遇到dear的时候给他blame咯...
问我为什么没有去听course 去陪他
sorry啦...我也不想的...
经过我的解释后 dear只是笑笑说算了啦 他没生气
呵呵...都是dear最好...
muackzzz...!
其实呢 我原本要去course的
结果半路遇见Jaylim
他叫我和yih去webteam room...
等下有event 要拍照
怎知等了那个Mr.Naga老半天 他不要签我们的kebenaran
可是那时候1节过了...
我和yih不敢上去(因为听说老师很凶)
所以我们干脆在webteam room呆咯...

上BM节的时候
真想把老师干掉
tmd...拉了我和teh o参加pembahasan...
还是不能say no的那种...
气死我了...
我不要参加啦...
BM不是很好...
我喜欢的科目-华语的辩论比赛我都推掉了
现在竟然杀出一个马来文辩论...
真想跳楼算了...

最后两节
整班ma low疯了
一直玩...
chia le一直在那边扬扬扬扬地叫rabbit
我,yih,teh o,dang就叫他不要酱胃咯 因为真的很恶心 听到毛都站起来了
结果整帮男生在那边七嘴八舌地乱叫
什么温温 俊俊 扬扬的 听到都想吐...
结果他们这样叫 rabbit在暗爽
算了咯 我继续做我的功课
yih叫我帮她报告东西
我埋大声报告咯
怎知那帮ma low又sampat了
尤其是ah su...
一直在那边讲:"walao...家妃你很man哦！我都没有你酱man...“
chia le就在那边是咯是咯...
气死我...
不过 说真的
虽然很gik下 可是他们真的很cute...
嘿嘿...^^
来3D就知道了...

哎哟...
很想去戏院看<爱情故事>...
感觉上这套戏还蛮不错的...
可是好像没机会看...
算了吧！认命...T.T
好啦...要去看学警3了...
拜...

lonely...

要过回以前的日子？
每天很多个post?
erm...
想 可是逼自己不要
不要再对电脑这么多
伤神 而且还伤身
不过我多数都是会讲不会做的
哈哈...
不知道做什么这几天都很喜欢联络vv...
每天半夜三更去干扰她...
迟早一天她会精神崩溃...xD
呵呵...
没办法啦...
夜深人静...
需要人陪嘛...
所以就找她咯...

好啦...
眼睛睁不开了
应该是今天煲太多粥了
躺在床上躺到我很想睡
而且今天没睡午觉咧...
所以...
去做猪先...
bye...^^

April Fool...xD

愚人节快乐！
Happy April Fool...
哈哈...
今天温杰第一个被我骗...
我说他拉链没拉他还真的躲在班上门后面check...
haha...大概是还没睡醒吧！
过后我就跟kok kuih去晨祷...
路上遇见vv,looi etc...
全都被我骗了...
哈哈...
还有chong vincent也被我骗了...
真爽...
不过开心就好啦...^^
不要介意哦！

放学过后要庆祝Jaylim生日...
可是Jaylim闪太快了...
我还没到他就跑了...=.=
过后就去mcd,excel还有excel后面的那间面档找他...
终于找到他了...
之后就去pizza hut咯...
我们在pizza hut唱生日歌...
Jaylim好像有点paiseh...
原本我们打算去买蜡烛然后插在pizza上面当蛋糕...
不过最后还是没有做到...
他不懂是害羞还是什么
只吃了一点点...
明明跟我说他很饿 没吃午餐
怎知他只吃这么少
不过 Jaylim说了很多声Thank you...
哈哈...我们收到啦...
而且我们将多人请你吃一餐
是我们的荣幸...
你帮了我们这么多...
谢谢你才对...

吃完pizza过后就去逛街咯...
反正我们都不想这么早回...
陪kok kuih去cziplee买书
过后去metro kjg走走下咯...
rui要买星星纸...
买了过后就走人咯...
发生了一些些事情...
自己吓到了...
没有想到他会这样做...
不过我很开心...xD...

今天总括来说还是开心的一天
今晚没补习...
爽...^^
好啦...
要去做猪了...
bye...

funny day...

真搞不懂为什么浩宇没有遗传到他妈妈的幽默
只遗传到他妈妈的脾气...
哈哈...
告诉大家什么事咯...
今天Pn.Loh够力搞笑 真的写个服字给她
为什么酱讲咧？
因为今天上完她的数学节就上科学
要去sci lab...
铃声响了 可是她还没教完
就说等多一下 教完才走
怎知全班大部分的人都在收拾书包
而且还很大声 因为不懂谁蛮大力地把书放在桌上
结果 老师给的反应超爆笑
(老师在白板写字 3D同学在收拾书包)
老师:你们啊 不是蠢蠢欲动 简直就是有所行动...
(3D同学愣着 还没回过神来 有些就还在收拾书包 老师转过身面向学生)
老师:你们谁还再收拾书包 我就(摆手势)用我的九阴白骨爪来对付你们 有烟的 很厉害的啊...
3D同学全场笑翻天 老师也跟着笑了
-the end-

说真的
真得很好笑
场面+她+动作
不可能不笑破肚皮
如果她不做老师
可能可以往谐星发展
不然叫她演包租婆也不错
因为她很凶一下

六月Gay的?
还一抽二...
geng...
Pn.Loh讲的 不关我事..
x.x

今天的kh...
简直就是要我的命
很讨厌做木工
做到我的手痛到没话讲
据了很久才据断那些木
算了
谁叫kh project有算进PMR
几难都会完成它...

今天跟他说了蛮多的
至少比平常多了
好的开始
加油！
muackzzz...
要跟我拍多多照照的话就要抽时间出来见面咯
嘿嘿...^^
不过你不要累坏了哦！
而且不要淋雨...
再不听话的话就打屁股的咯...
所以要乖乖听我话咯...
呵呵^^

a new happy day...

thx god...
i'm back...
finally my line recover d...
yeah^^

erm...
sumthing happen 2day...
sumone said sumthing to me...
i will rmb 2day tidely(30/3/2009)...
i promise u...
although i duno whether i m a gud person or nt...
but i will try my best to do it...

jz nw went to student management system to check out our class result...
erm... sumthing i reali beh song...
my bm teacher duno which eye gt problem...
my bm marks is 78 but she key in 75...
grrhhh....
and my moral teacher haven update the new marks...
totally this 2 teacher make me lost 7 marks!
i suppose to get 24 or above in class...
but nw i get 25...
haiz...
i sure will fight for my result...

i think 2day i cant sleep jor....
happie...^^
jz me and sumone know wat happen...
keke...

倒霉？不好的一天...

哎哟...
又是迟起床的一天...
真想跳楼...
星期一到现在都没有试过一次没睡迟...
星期一大概迟起床15分钟
星期二差不多20分钟左右
星期三 也就是今天 我迟了半个小时...
噢唛嘎...(不是五月天的歌)
一直赶赶赶...
真想吐血...
T.T...
希望明天不会又睡迟 不然就kanasai了
严格来讲是我jiak sai...
呜呜...

今天被CA拉去做一件很无聊的事
拿着那个筒叫人捐钱...swt...
我拿着那个筒 可是没有叫人捐钱 只希望那些人自动自发一点
不过 真的邪到...
我昨天还跟rui说我们真幸运 没被人抓水鱼做这些东西
怎知今天就有报应了...
rui...可能明天你就中招了...
小心点...xD
今天还好"妈咪"陪我做...
不然真的羞死了...唉...

上课没精神
连续在很多节都打瞌睡
甚至有很多节都不小心睡着了
唉...
不够精神neh...
怎么办？
只能多睡午觉咯...
我觉得我精神不足
可能是因为我最近没什么睡午觉害的...>.<

上数学节更死
我没有背到那些formula
老师玩quiz...
不会答的话 这一次的数学考卷扣一分
幸亏没叫到我...
松了一口气...
可是
我还是被老师扣一分
迟交功课...
有时候不知道要交 有时候忘记交了
那个TTH干嘛那么听老师话？
不会帮我一下哦
害我被老师扣了一分
讨厌你...!

哎呀
总之今天应该不是好的一天
现在自己一个人在家
没有事做
去睡觉咯...
我要把我的衰气弄走..
grrrr...!

24/3

整天都很忙下
唉...
都不懂要喜欢还是讨厌这样的生活
>.<

早上睡不醒 迟起床 差一点就迟到
真的捏了一把冷汗 呵呵...
去到学校 才记得换组了
vv rui becky dang全都离我而去
呜呜...
还好放人的时候有rui陪...
不然就jialat了...
不过明天开始vv becky会陪我站
哈哈...爽~

今天又派多几张考卷纸
还满意啦...
不过我不觉得我的愿望会达成
1-10名没我的份的啦...
算了...已经做好心理准备了...
T.T

原本说要睡午觉
最终还是没睡到
期望明天有精神上课咯
不然我可以跳楼了
没睡觉那我在做什么咧？
嘿嘿...不告诉你...
blek~

我又换了我的banner照片
我觉得这个会比上一个好
可是不懂会不会好看
brothers and sisters们
给点意见我 k...？
thx...

好啦...
今天没什么特别事发生...
没东西写...
下线咯...
bye...^^

给你的情书

我又上来blog了...
有一件很开心而且我期待已久的事情发生了

我说过
我可以同时喜欢很多个 可是爱的只有一个
我喜欢他 他 他
他比你帅
他比你有钱
他比你懂得我喜欢的乐器
他什么都比你好
可是最爱的还是你
为什么？
因为你不够他花心
因为你给我很多安全感
因为我知道你做的每一件事都是真心的 真心的为我
因为你比他贴心
因为你无时无刻都在我身边 我需要你的时候我能找到你

一路以来
我不敢找你
是因为这一切的一切是我一手造成的
我不配再去争取些什么
而且我不应该去伤害你
没有你的那段日子 真得很难熬 很不习惯没有你的生活
可是没有办法 我只能去适应
慢慢的 我习惯了没有你的生活
而且 我觉得你会像其他男生一样 不再对我有感觉 已经放下我了
直到今天 我才知道原来你还喜欢我
看了那封情书 我真得很感动 感动到哭了
我不知道你为什么那么傻 为我做了这么多
我很想大声跟你说 傻瓜 我爱你
可是我不知道我还有没有这个福分
我希望一切还来得及
我会尽我一切的努力去争取
无论怎样 我都要有心理准备去面对
没有人能够帮我
加油吧！
为我打气！
gambateh!

生日寄语

首先
要谢谢所有祝我生日快乐的人
你们也要快乐哦！
爱死你们~
muackzzz...

Teh O
你的惊喜我看了
有很多不能公开的照片都给你洗出来了
害羞neh...
你还给这么多人签名哦...
完了...
没人要了...
我不管...
我要处罚你...
我没人要的时候你要照顾我一辈子 不离不弃哦！
三年了... 可是我们就像数十年的朋友...
老友鬼鬼了啦... 嘿嘿...
很多事情 一个眼神 你就能完全明白
而且我们同班了三年 同桌了两年 熟完了
哈哈xD...
想对你唱首歌
"我对你爱爱爱爱不完~"
谢谢你 我爱你 muackzzz...

June
谢谢你的礼物
我很喜欢
很有我的style
哈哈...
因为我平时买的衣都是这样的
哎哟
你这样我会害羞的啦...
嘿嘿...开玩笑而已...
谢谢你 我爱你 muackzzz...

hk
谢谢你的漫画
可是好像有点色哦...
哈哈...我还没看完...
看了才让你知道你有没有买错礼物...
xD...谢谢你哦！

妮妮
谢谢你的小小生日卡
虽然很mini 可是我很喜欢
我懂我老了 不用一直强调 这样我会很伤心的
嘿嘿...
我们小学到form 1同班四年
form 2&form 3你太聪明了 成绩好 所以没同班
可是我们的心还是在一起
加油！谢谢你 爱你哦 muackzzz...

mr.secret
谢谢你的pendrive
muackzzz...
很高兴你记得我的生日
我们还是朋友
不要再闪我了
我对我之前向你做的事情说声对不起
i'm sorry
forgive me k?

dang
连我生日你也不放过我
当众欺负我
哭给你看 T.T
不过谢谢你的birthday wish...
muackzzz...

vv
看 我的post又有你的名字了
可见你多么重要 生命不能没有你
哈哈...
谢谢你陪我倒数我的生日
还有谢谢你一直以来的照顾
真的很爱很爱你 muackkkzzzzz...

rui
轮到你了 专心点 看这里
首先要抱你一下
为什么咧？
因为在我低潮的时候你帮了我很多
听我吐苦水啦 陪我发花痴啦
还有能忍受我叽叽喳喳的性格
还蛮佩服你的 我看戏时候的叽叽喳喳你都能忍
哈哈 果然功力深厚xD
还有你对猪头的坚持 心意
我自叹不如 写个服字给你^^
还有 记得帮我向你的猪头道谢
祝你幸福 muackzzz...

yih
你的手受伤了 要早日康复哦
没想到你会拥抱我 哈哈
给你抱抱是我三生修来的福
谢谢你的birthday wish...
来 亲一下 muackzzz...

becky
想不到你行动酱快
准准12点就wish我生日快乐
连vv都不够你快 哈哈
不过 谢谢你 muackzzz...

kok kuih
当我很彷徨 看不到前方的时候
是你的手扶起了我
当我自high傻笑的时候
是你让我更快乐
感谢有你
muackzzz...

再次谢谢kok kuih yih vv rui给我的生日礼物
还有pei san pei yee steven的生日礼物
aligato...

mao brian 八仔 jack wim penguin ghee john Tham哥 jac voon chow calvin jeffrey
还有其他祝福我却没有在这里被我列出来的朋友
谢谢你们 愿主保佑你们一切顺利 开开心心 muackzzz....

今天好像很长气
真的老了
应了妮妮说的话
好啦
要去睡午觉了
bye bye~

happy bithday to mii...

firstly...
i wana say...
i think sing is more suitable...

"生日快乐 我对自己说 蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了..."

happie birthday to mii...
i think 2ml morning will receive the greeting...
coz 2ml open skul jor...
2nite sure gt many ppl sleep earlier...
nvm lo... jz give myself a chance to say happy birthday to myself...

open skul neh~
quite anticipate of it...
coz at hse like a rubbish...
din gain anything... and keep on think sumthing rubbish...
too much time jor... mau bian...
but i think i wun be like tat start 2ml...
a new day for me...
a bz time start again...
start from 2ml i reali cant let the time passby like tat...
i dun wan to waste my time...
i wan and i muz use the time wisely for my PMR...
hey gal&guy...
gambateh wif me k?
let me know tat i m not alone...
i hate alone...
i hate ppl abandon me...
so if u sayang me...pls dun let me feel tat...

birthday...
wat birthday tat i will have in this year?
peaceful birthday? meaningless birthday?
i duno...
i hope gt surprise or sumthing good to make me happie...
looking forward of this...
but i know it wun happen...
why i wana waste time to wait sumthing impossible?
i also duno...
haiz... suan liao la...
birthday nid to pass happily de mah...
so be happy 2ml =p...xD^^

Hero

That's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You dun have to be afraid of what you are

There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you will survive
So when you feel yours hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
There's a hero lies on you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you will survive
So when you feel your hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally find the truth
There's a hero lies on you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone tears them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time u'll find a way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you casts your fears aside
And you know you can survive
When you feel your hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally find the truth
There's a hero lies on you
There's a hero lies on you
There's a hero lies on you
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这首歌
昨天vv介绍我听
因为心情不是很好
听了过后感觉很好
歌词也很有意思
刚好说中了我的心声
"当你觉得你的希望没有了以后 看一下你自己 告诉自己你是行的"
很对！
当自己都对自己的事绝望了
别人会怎样呢？
当别人要依靠你的时候
你自己都倒了
那别人要怎样站起来？
为了自己 为了你心爱的人
站起来吧！
冥冥中自有主宰
你一定会闯过去的
你一定能看到属于你自己最美丽 最灿烂的彩虹
加油！
你认为自己很悲惨？
你觉得自己很失败？
你认定自己很没用？
别忘记 放眼望去
比你自己更悲惨的还有很多人
比你自己更失败的还有很多人
比你自己更没用的还有很多人
非洲贫民 四川大地震灾民 伊色列的战民 没饭吃 可是他们没有放弃自己 还是活得很开心
所以
当别人都还没有放弃你的时候
你自己绝对不能放弃你自己
加油！
相信自己！
对自己有点信心！
ush ush~

幸福套餐

TAGGED- 幸福套餐

Rules #1: 被点者请在自己的BLOG写下答案。
Rules #2: 请传给另外其他人。(至少3个)
Rules #3: 传阅人请在这时个人的留言板中，告知他/她已被点名了。
Rules #4: 这些被点名者，被点的会得到幸福，愿望立刻实现。
幸福套餐1

你的绰号: fey
年龄: 15
生日: 23 march(明天就是了^^)
星座: Aries
兴趣: 听歌 看书 聊天 唱歌
专长: 讲废话吧！(我超会讲！)

幸福套餐2

你有没有喜欢的人:有
是否在交往: nope
现在幸福吗: 像dai po讲的，比我惨的人还有很多，所以我是幸福滴...^^
你最想做的事是: 跟心爱的人在一起
如果有一天你爱的人跟你告白，你会: 傻的都懂得讲yes啦...废问题...><

幸福套餐3

点你的人是: Sniper
他是你的: friend lo...abuthen?
他的个性: 毒舌男 可是很有义气一下 总之好人一个
认识他多久:不懂哦...没算...
你觉得他怎样: 有时吃不消 可是有时很好笑
你想对他说什么: 你好毒~你好毒~你好毒毒毒毒毒~

幸福套餐4

最爱的节目: 天才冲冲冲呱
最爱的音乐: 周董 俊杰 etc...好听就ok了...
最爱的季节: 秋天
最爱的卡通: 老夫子？Tom & Jerry?蜡笔小新？
最爱的人: secret...
最爱的颜色: Pink Blue Green
最爱的国家: New Zealand Hong Kong Italy(Rome) Taiwan etc
最爱的天气: 凉凉的...(让我心情开朗嘛~)

幸福套餐5

如果上天给你3个愿望
1) 长高变瘦
2) 有个我很爱又很爱我的男友
3) PMR顺利
你是一个专一的人吗：应该吧...不懂...
最深刻的回忆: 我很用心去品味人生 所以很多回忆都很深刻
你是个很有信心的人吗: 不是
你很爱微笑吗: 嗯
如果要你放弃现在的生活: 我打死都不要...
新生活妄想什么样的生活: 幸福+快乐+有这gang姐妹+跟心爱的人在一起的生活
是否横刀夺爱才是爱: 10000000000000% 不是

问卷到此结束，点人者请至于被点者的留言板。现在，我要把幸福套餐送给··· Rui Yih June

brain jam_ing

我不懂今天我的脑装了什么大便...
erm...应该讲头脑有大便 有小便 有你 有他
简称stuck着了！！！

vv很high...
我懂...可是今天timing不对...
我high不起来...
当我给不到反应自己的时候
"算了"是我唯一可以说的话

今天家人明明就帮我庆祝生日
庆祝生日明明就要开心啊...
可是为什么我不开心？
我不知道...
算了吧！

i nid u!
but wher r u?

attention!

Woohoo~
finally i gv a new face for my dearest bloggie...
happie nie~
some announcement i willing to inform u all at here...
-can leave comment in my post comment place... the chatbox is also available for u... actually the chatbox is special for chatting... so pls come here often to chat or gv comment for my blog+post...thx!
-if my banner picture makes ur eyes pain, i felt sorry to u... and honestly inform u tat i wun remove it for a short time. hey! i use around 2 hours to done this picture, wan me to remove it? NO WAY!
-any suggestion for my blog? i found it is quite empty than my last blog skin... i duno i should add wat. gv me some suggestion plsss... leave the suggestion in my chatbox.

klar...
any new information will update at here...
wait me bah...^^

fey's oath...

i m better nw...
at least nw my emotion is normal...
sumore peaceful man...
see... i told u d...
her voice will make me happy...
after i had a talk wif her....
she make me happie...
thx my dar...! muackzzz...
wat's she said is correct...
i knew it for a long time...
bt i din make any changes...
or mayb said i gt but i m fail...
"u fail at the 1st time, jz try the 2nd,3rd,4th times... sure gt 1 time u will success..."
ya... totally agree wat my dar told me...

dar said i m stubborn...
m i?
ya... i think so...
firstly i dun agree wif her...
coz..... hey... stubborn... wat a new and weird word to describe me...
com'on man... fey stubborn? never gt any human being say her like tat...
but 2day.... my dar said it...
she is the 1st person who said i m stubborn...
m i? i ask myself thousand times...
my answer is "ya... i m..."
y i agree wif that?
coz i m quite cant accept wat the other ppl say...
and i m quite persist in something tat i felt correct...
but sumtimes the fact is i m wrong... wat i think is wrong...
so stubborn?
ya... i m...
the is the truth...
a truth that able to change...

sumore dar said i let my emotion control myself...
yuppy...
i m tat kind of ppl...
i wun deny this "statement"...
i m always like tat...
and i m trying million times to control my emotion...
i still rmb wat zhan yu told me last time...
"do u think u r mature?"
i answer him ya...
then he said "i read sumthing about aries on websites...it said tat u r mature but sumtimes u r kiddo too..."
i m quite not understand it...
he explain it "ur thinking is mature...but sumtimes u cant control ur emotion till u done sumthing u shouldnt do or u cant do it... this called 冲动..."
i din reply him anything...
coz wat he said is 1000000000% correct...
haiz....
so, at here...
i promise myself and dar i will control my emotion....
and be a wise emotional girl...
k? promise ya~
all reader become my withness k?
date:20/3/09
time:11pm
venue: fey's blog
sub: fey promise herself and dar and all ppl around her tat she will control herself + wun let her emotion control her back...

keke... hope i can do it la... i swear i will try my best to do it...
klar... till here la...
i wan do my thing d...
bye...~

sucks...

很辛苦...
很难熬...
可是我知道辛苦的背后有道很美丽的彩虹...
伤心情歌一遍又一遍...
我明知道听了会让我更伤心...
可是我还是开来听...
我不知道为什么...
everything is under my control?
就像她说的
"no...everything is out of ur control..."
应该吧！
不然我也不会坐在这里写这一篇blog...
我真得很乱...
我需要你...你在哪里？
不要玩失踪好吗？
没有了你的影子 我要跟着谁的步伐向前？

i need ur arm...
i need ur console...
i need ur warm...
but's where r u?

dun doubt of this...
i m real...
and i reali need YOU...

unhappy nite...

昨天晚上发生了一些不愉快的事...
或许是我的表达能力有问题吧...
所以才让他误会了...
有时候身不由己 我宁愿选择受伤的是自己...
至少那是对自己的交代...
要我做回我自己？
不可能的事情...
因为不做回自己的话 才能把别人的伤害降到最低
就当作是我高估自己 把自己想象成很伟大
我想我现在说什么都没有用了...
只想在这里向他说声对不起...
"对不起！"
希望他看见...

昨晚原本想听听她的声音
让我自己开心一点
可是她的电话打不进
我就放下电话 祷告完逼自己睡觉
我迷迷糊糊地梦见另一个他
梦境里我不开心地坐在一旁
他慢慢走过来 用温暖的手握着我
对我说:"什么事情都不用怕...有我在这里..."
听到他这么说 我在他的肩旁痛哭了
他摸摸我的头发 问我为什么那么久没找他
我答不出来 哭得更厉害
他就摸摸我的头发 说:"傻瓜...没事的...哭过就会没事的...现在尽情的哭吧！"
过后电话响了 我惊醒了
才知道一切是梦
难道是上帝给我的指示？
或许吧！
可我现在已经不懂得怎样做了...
我不想再伤害别人了 也不想在伤害自己了
上帝啊...
这个梦是你要对我说的话吗？
是你的指示吗？
我希望上帝你在说明一次
让我知道怎样做...
好吗？
感谢主...
阿门...

ts后记...

今天去ts gai gai...
蛮爽下的...

[part 1]
早上起床就开始换衣 绑头发咯
站在镜子前 都不懂要怎么绑
不绑又很闲 因为每次出街都是没绑头发
可是绑一个马尾又很闲 因为上课都这样绑
看了看自己的服装 就决定绑一半+斜
gao dim过后 就去kok kuih家等子扬咯
10.15am准时出发...
结果?11am前就到ts了...
其他人都还没到咧...闲...
过后就order子扬去买票咯...(梭里啦...T.T)
rui+yih来了...我们就去gaigai咯...(反正要等vv+mh+vincent+jj）
jj sms 来问我在那里...我就说在戏院等他咯...
子扬就跟我下去戏院...(rui+kok kuih+yih去买子扬滴礼物...我负责陪子扬走开...所以跟他一起)
等等等...rui就sms我说vv朝戏院的方向来着...
怎知见到了vv都还没见到jj...
等了他差不多20分钟...(yam gong...T.T)
过后子扬告诉我说 他酱迟是因为gap leng lui...>.<'''

[part 2]
vincent说饿 要吃mum mum...
me+yih+jj+mh+子扬就陪他咯...(没搞错的话这时其他傻婆去买yih的礼物了)
吃下吃下...12.20pm了...进戏院咯...
我让其他傻婆傻佬进先...剩下我+vv+jj...
我看到剩下3 个位...2个连在一起另一个单独的...
我知道vv不会跟jj坐...所以打算自己坐咯...
结果vv一屁股坐下2个连在一起的位子...我就溜去单独1个位的咯...
因为那个位两边都是女生...我懂那个傻佬不会坐的...所以就sek do咯...
怎知还给人怨...唉....算了...看戏...
Race To Witch Mountain不错一下...蛮好看的...(没看的可以去看...)
看完戏就去gai gai咯...
vv说要买美美给jj...我就去引开jj咯...
跟jj走了蛮久的...经过大头贴店...傻佬发傻拉了我进去玩...
就答应他咯...当作是他的生日惊喜咯...
gao dim了所有东西...就去mcd跟其他傻婆傻佬meet咯...
帮rui付了mcd的钱...说好要请她的嘛~(老公说到做到...)
吃完东西就逛了一下咯...因为vv+vincent+mh要回去补习...T.T
他们走之前...我们唱了生日歌...把美美送给jj...
他似乎不喜欢这个surprise...唉...算了...
他们走了过后...原本打算跟傻佬傻婆去sg.wang兜一圈的...
结果大家都怕挤巴士...放工时间嘛...
所以就没去兜咯...直接去等巴士...

[part 3]
原本说怕挤巴士所以提早回...
怎知...怎知...怎知...
巴士还是挤到爆！
子扬+jj更惨...付了钱要去后面站...
分开站咯...mau bian...
怎知...怎知...怎知...
yih前面有3个黑人...
一直盯着yih&rui看...
我们全部提高警惕咯...
不然咧？给人家抽水就不好咯...
结果坐旁边的黑人先下车了...
坐在中间一直盯着我们看的那个黑人就坐去旁边那个位子...
过后yih还坐去那个黑人隔壁...
真的有够勇的...我和rui还捏了一把冷汗...
谁叫那个死鬼黑人的手一直在yih的后面...
终于那个黑人下车了...
一切雨过天晴...yes!
到家了...就跟kok kuih说拜拜咯...

[rui+vv+yih+kok kuih...我看rui的blog说那条链很贵...谢谢你们...我很喜欢...我会好好收起来的...谢谢！muackzzz....!爱死你们了!]

感谢上帝给我这班姐妹...
感谢上帝看顾我们...
感谢上帝今天让我们团聚起来...
感谢上帝...
希望上帝继续看顾我们...
让我们每一个人的每一天过得好好的...
希望不要再发生mh的事了...

appreciate u all! muackzzz!

很闲的星期二...

今天一整天在家很闲...
除了上网还是上网...
坐在电脑前要发疯了...
没事做很闲嘛~
on9又没有人可以谈...

终于
deng deng deng deng...~
我的vv上线了...
欢呼吧~(三八...)
跟她聊了聊就开唛咯...
嘴巴比较容易表达我对她的爱...(三八！)
可是是她先打来的(说你三八真没有错...这也要算...)
keng废话咯...
还有星期四出去的事咯...
过后开webcam给我看...
一直放电给我咯...
我今晚睡不着的话一定找她...!

我要去pasar malam买鞋的...
鞋烂了... 没办法...
怎知家里没有1个人要去...
所以没得买鞋...T.T
那我星期四穿虾米鞋？
希望明天我姐答应去康乐咯...
不然我真的K.O了...

刚才一直在玩Zuma...
没有完整版的...
所有的都是free trial..
只能玩1个小时...
我下载了3个...
玩了3个小时...
眼睛就快盲了...
哈哈...

好啦...
要下线了...
眼睛累了...
晚安...^^

crazee day...?

刚从Port Dickson回来...
什么样？
看过Darlie吗？
我就是那个代言人...
黑人...>.^

听着丫丫兹的歌...
写着这篇blog...
不懂怎样的...
好像很多东西塞满了我的脑袋...
可是却不知道那是什么...
这是放空吗？
我不懂算不算是诶...

对着海大喊的样子
没有美丽 只有傻笑
原本打算湿湿小脚丫就好
可是却被人作弄 全身湿光了 包括我的头发 T.T
没什么胃口吃东西
可是却不得不啃下去
脱离大队 4个傻婆 承受不了 玩不起 垮了
嘿 洗白白去咯 却趣事连连 爆笑
toilet没有门的...所以就被其他3个傻婆看光光咯
算了啦 我有的她们也有 没什么出奇的
谢咯 我的dai po和yih yih 今天照顾我
爱死你们^^ 虽然dai po看光我的肥胖身材
还有rui啦 没有你就没有丫丫兹 gam xia!
muackzzz...送飞吻给你们^^

星期四去ts哦
可是没鞋穿咧
悲哀咯
都不懂怎样
得空要出去买
mau bian...

在P.D.拍了很多照照
可是在我dai po那里
迟点才upload咯
好啦...
走咯...
bye...

[我？400?S? 累了....不想要那种关系 只要在我伤心时给个肩膀我就好]

love and principle

不懂怎么很想在睡觉前上来这里写写东西...
可能是心情的缘故吧！
蛮平静的...

刚才她找我聊了一些事...
挣扎在爱情与友情之间...
其实也不算是...
至少我跟她都还没有证实...
她的她 是否喜欢了 她的他
我们都不知道结果...
也不愿意去猜...
可是她很想懂...
她很想知道...
可她做不了什么去知道...
所以我跟她聊了...
开导了她...
其实也不算是开导...
只是跟她说了我的想法...
一些比较成熟的想法...
一些我前所未有的想法...
我感觉到我说的话有一股神的力量...
就正如我对她说的...
"上帝要你经历这个煎熬，一定有他的原因...可是你要相信，也必须记得，当上帝关完你所有的门的时候，总会留一扇窗给你...天无绝人之路..."
我想...
我应该是上帝派来的窗吧！
是上帝给了我力量 去帮助她
现在她已经做了她能够做的事...
下一步就是要等待上帝的带领...
她把一切交托与上帝...
祈求神明的力量能够带领她选择对的路...
祝福她吧！
为她祷告吧！

发现了两句很有意思的话，写在这里跟大家分享...


"我们要勇敢地向爱的人表白...就算是被拒绝了又怎样？至少他/她知道曾经有一个人深深地爱着他/她..."


"幸福是一个巨型玻璃球...当它跌碎时，幸福就会撒落满地...每个人都可以去捡...可是无论你多努力的捡，你是不可能捡完的...但是...如果你很努力去捡，你还是会捡到一些的..."



你们认同吗？
你们信吗？
我信...
我真的相信！

好啦...
一起加油吧！
gambateh!
ush ush~

倒霉的星期六

今天照旧去学校上活动咯...
Kanasai!
En.Nagayaya在学校大门口跟几个学长一起抓人哦！
抓谁？
抓那些没穿学校T-shirt或者穿jeans来上活动的人...
Kanasai!
他要我们无论上什么活动都穿tracksuit...
我真的很想问他咯...
穿jeans有什么大不了？
老师星期六来学校开会还是有活动的也不是穿jeans...
不抓他们竟然来抓我们？
虾米道理？
还好我今天没穿jeans来...
我有带来换...
因为打算一早跟rui去公园做早操的...
所以穿运动装...
可是因为下雨没去到啦...
现在我睬他都傻...
最多我辛苦点带jeans来换...
要我穿tracksuit上活动？
我打死都不要...
大不了我等学长duty完了我才进学校...

老师今天在班上教了很多东西...
chord,plucking,还有对面的女孩看过来...
我现在才发现老师唱歌很好听...很lum下...嘿嘿...
不过最重要还是可以看到他...
心情超好的...哈哈...
有聊了一下啦...
他问我有没有指甲剪...因为他指甲长按不到chord...
我没有带...T.T...帮不到他...抱歉...
过后放学后他问我有没有出去吃...
就坦白告诉他咯...
我说我去mcd..他说他去kfc...
他还说mcd不好吃...
erm...是吗？还好啦...mcd跟kfc都好吃...
有你在什么都好吃...keke...花痴了...
38了...发癫了...^^
没办法嘛...看到他就很兴奋...hehe^^

原本plan了上完guitar去街上吃mcd然后剪头发的...
怎知我的sam lai忘了打给她爸爸...
打到给她爸爸的时候她爸爸已经on the way来着...
所以她被逼回家...
Jialat!
我的两个小时要怎么过？
距离我的书法班还有整整两个小时...
我不要静静坐在学校面对着墙壁发呆发2个小时...
更不要自己一个人在街上游荡...
结果就拔了john kong陪我出去吃和剪头发...
在红茶馆照旧点了板面来吃...
他就有羊学羊 有牛学牛地跟我一样点了个板面...
不懂是我饿还是什么...我吃得超快的...
三两下就ham ba lang吃光...
结果吃完了就走咯...
去剪头发...
他就一直祷告期望hairazone没有人...
可以一进去就剪...
怎知一经过...
连椅子都没得坐...
所以最后选择没有进去咯...
下次才剪...
可是...还有一个小时...
要怎么花咧？
结果我们就去了metro kajang...
百无聊赖地逛咯...
他就一直讲他的"凤光史"...
我就一直听咯...
什么什么跟XXX传绯闻...
喜欢这个不喜欢那个的...[不是记得很清楚...因为没认真听...]
不过总结是...
他喜欢XXX...
可他死也不承认...
真是一个没有胆量的人....
他开口闭口都是XXX...
讲他就讲没有...
说我乱讲...
真的有够38的...>.过后他陪我走回去小学咯...
等他妈妈来载...[这个时候的他还是XXX来XXX去...]
结果到了1.30pm...
他妈妈终于来了...
我的书法老师也提早来了...
所以他回他的家 我上我的书法班咯...
不过怎样都好...
谢谢他肯陪我浪费了1个小时半...

在书法班更kanasai...[对不起...一直kanasai来kanasai去...]
很想睡觉...
结果就跟小猪聊天咯...
聊完就写 写完又聊
所以越来越精神...
怎知那个kanasai小弟弟...
把墨汁喷到我满脸都是...
衣服，眼镜，纸全都难逃一劫...
我真得很想冲过去K.O.他...
可是我忍了下来...
只是狠狠地蹬着他看...
过后去toilet洗干净...
至于衣服就完了...
真的气到我不想出声...
T.T

白色情人节一点都不快乐...
"特别"到我很"开心"...>.<

新的想法xD

都不懂今天搞什么鬼的...
跟两个人不欢而散...
那里可以这样的???
要自我检讨一下了...
蛮讨厌这样的自己...
可是我就是想不开...
算了...
我相信总有一天我能够做到的...
加油！

没有预想中的快乐...
因为有两个傻婆没有去...
宁愿呆在家也不要去...
算了...我不是她们的谁...没有资格逼她们去...
反正逼了也没用...
她们也是去得不开心...
算了...看开点啦...
不要会开解老师 不会开解自己
自己叫老师要在逆境中给一条生路自己...
给一些正面的想法自己...
让自己的心境开心一点...
就不会痛苦...
所以自己也要一样...
不要有口说别人没有嘴巴说自己...
我懂需要些时间给自己去学习...
那就给点时间咯...
把一切交托给主...
他会帮我作出最明智的决定...
他认为那两个傻婆应该去的话他自有安排...
因为我相信...
能和这帮傻婆相遇时上帝带领的...
是上帝赐给我们的缘分...
所以...
我要感谢上帝...
主，感谢你！

-war end-

Yeah!可以开香槟庆祝了！
终于考完试了...
松了一口气...
接下来就是要玩fun癫...
yahoo~想到都开心...
16/3跟整gang傻婆去Port Dickson...虽然没有什么特别...可是我们可以一起轻松嘛~开心咯~
Teh O讲要去看戏哦~可是好像没戏看nie...
June就说去The Mines看幸福万岁...因为Mcqueen说那里不严，所以可能可以进...
听Rui说vv提议去The Garden唱K...
嘿嘿...看咯...我是follower...应该没问题...
可是千万不要撞到我做工的时间...
拜托...
这9天的假期行程好像满满的...
没什么时间让自己停下来...
让自己好好休息...
而且要把自己藏起来...
不要让中国官方人员看见...
这几天都是1-2am才睡...
4.30-5.00am就起床...
黑眼圈好深哦...
看到都怕...
所以出街的时候要戴墨镜...
不要让中国官方人员把我抓去中国做他们的国宝...
每天吃竹笋的生活不好过...
wakaka...~

okla...说回考试...
不会说很期待，也不会说很伤心...
因为自己知道我已经尽力了...
BC-分数34...[不错啦！对得起自己...]
MM-分数有A...[已经很好了啦...我本来就是一个MM白痴...]
BM-分数应该是29...[什么？跟A擦肩而过...差一分而已...算了...]
BI-应该ok吧...有信心拿A...
SCI-有信心拿A...[如果拿不到应该是因为subjective...不过应该会没有问题...reproductive嘛~我最有精神上课的一科...]
GEO-我想我应该会在B和C之间...[本身不是GEO的料子...]
SEJ-该死的我！没有读完f1...f1那边错很多咧...f3错几题...A没了...
KH-虽不是我的强项...可是Pn.Ng弄到我不会很讨厌这一科...所以这科应该有A...最差应该有B...
Sivik-我有认真读这科咧...[我变了...哈哈...]应该没问题...没有A也有B吧！
Seni-我也有认真读哦...应该也是A/B...
Moral-这科死很惨...那个出题老师不是人...我都不懂会不会及格...希望没问题...顺利过关...

我觉得我整个考试以来...
上帝一直与我同在...
一直看顾我...
让我能够有足够的精神和精力去面对整个考试...
感谢主...
真的很感谢你...
amen...

penguin和静很甜蜜咧...
看到我都有点羡慕...
T.T...羡慕也没有用...
祝你们幸福啦...
还有...
penguin...
你的视线好像24小时都没有离开静的哦...
一直盯着她看...然后一直傻笑...
不懂的人还以为你变态...
嘻嘻...

谢谢Jac的风油...
还有谢谢Mcqueen etc 陪我癫咯...
最重要要谢谢那些陪我读书的人...
尤其是我的dai po...
thx...muackzzz...

我要看灵命日报了...
siam人先咯...
bye...^^